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Top Comments of this video!! :3
People donโt cry because their weak, They cry because they have been strong for to long.
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My parents tell me I can talk to them about everything but it hurts because I know itโs not true
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Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt... <3
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The worst point isn't when your crying its
when...
You have ..
..no tears left to cry.
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anybody else so traumatized that they legitimately cant do anything without asking and if you think you sound the slightest bit insincere and or rude you gointo a panic state and just over think things?
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Sometimes I need to cry so bad but I just canโt anymore.
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When you vent to someone, you get this feeling of guilt.
Being told or forced to be so strong for years, it isn't for a child or even an adult. You were only a baby, you were barely growing. Cry my dear, you've made it this far... you've made it this far. You deserve peace my love, you deserve to show yourself..
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My mom doesn't understand how much it hurts to get yelled at and hit. According to her I was better when I was a kid, I never did anything wrong then, I was good at stuff. And the worst part is I know she's right, I don't have any talents, I can't get good grades, I'm bad at EVERYTHING, I always lose all my friends, but it makes me more and more insecure about it when she yells at me for it.
Edit: Tysm for all the support, I've been getting a little better, I love you guys so much <3 your words all helped :)
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"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
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The worst feeling is knowing that you are trying to be a good kid but nothing seems to be good enough for him . But there is nothing you can do about it. So you just sit on the side hating yourself bc you know youโll never get your fathers love .
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You ever wish you had someone that you can talk about anything with
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I hardly ever vent to anyone anymore.
I'm 14, what everyone considers a child, but I've seen and been through things even some adults couldn't handle. But every adult I've ever tried to talk to always said the same thing. They would try to trick me into believing that I was just being "dramatic" and that he was just playing the role of a parent. They thought that because I was a child, that I was just overreacting. They would act all friendly and playful because I was a "child." They never believed me and simply just blew off all my reports. I was abused since I was nine and left parentless at 13. To this day I still suffer from what they had done, but no one would help. All these events led to me trying to off myself.. multiple times. Yet they still would never believe me. This caused me to despise all adults and learn that to not trust anyone anymore. Now whenever I'm breaking down, I just force myself away from others, afraid of judgement. Why can't parents just support their kids instead of saying we're only kids and have no idea? Because I do.
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as a school child having troubles to trust people and accept myself as who i am... i love this playlist
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the worst kind of sadness is the kind you cant explain the reason for
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its currently 6:26. Ive been doing my homework. And yet i still act energetic at school. I want to entertain everyone. Im holding tears as im typing this.
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Everybody expects from you but now you are tired of everything..
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Did anyone think it was normal for everyone to have a dad that was an alcoholic? Ever since I was a kid, I thought that your dad asking you to go get him another beer every 45 minutes was normal. Me and my brother would take turns getting him another, we would fight over getting him the next one.
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iโm 19 going on 20, but my father insults or yells at me and suddenly iโm a child hiding and crying in my room again.
edit: love this playlist, by the way๐ also love the voiceover from the craft- great movie!!
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All my dad does is just look at the bad things in my report card never the good things i never get a good job on that
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@lovingsadiesinksm
10 months ago
Time stamps for you all!! 0:01 - 3:46 No surprises by Radiohead 3:46 - 6:35 Stressed Out (speed up) by Twenty One Pilots 6:35 - 10:55 Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood 10:55 - 15:13 Hey Kids by Molina 15:13 - 18:45 Guilded Lily by Cults 18:45 - 22:04 I can't handle change by ROAR 22:05 - 25:36 Heart To Heart by Mac DeMarco 25:36 - 29:09 YKWIM by Yot Club
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