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Date of upload: Mar 22, 2022 ^^
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@itsnotniicole4769
2 years ago
hii sweeties i haven't posted for like 8 months and i'm really sorry, i have been through hard times lately because of school and also because of personal reasons. i will try to be more active and i apologize again:(( anyway, here you are the timestamps: 0:00 rain - jack stauber 0:35 memoir #2 - may roosvelt 2:46 poison tree - grouper 6:20 just take my wallet - jack stauber 7:52 vas - jagger finn 9:33 you not the same - tilekid 12:16 cigarettes out the window - TV girl 15:55 look who's inside again - bo burnham 17:29 young - vacations 21:05 haunt me (x3) - teen suicide 24:18 in my head - bedroom 31:37 inside out - duster 34:17 a burning hill - mitski 36:14 i can't handle change - roar
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