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POV: it's getting worse - a vent playlist
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950,504 Views • May 17, 2023 • Click to toggle off description
This time I included numb and sad. I'll probably start to make more of these.
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@Mishaiia_11

11 months ago

00:00 Alien Blues 2:22 my alcoholic friends 5:10 I can't handle change 8:28 treehouse 10:31 Space Song 15:52 rises the moon

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@stelanuredini9437

10 months ago

Fun fact:The Internet understands u more than ur parents

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@Wolfsta

8 months ago

Fun fact: It all ends so u might as well do whatever tf u wanna do with your life 🤷‍♂

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@kikiirishdancer

7 months ago

I want everyone here who is sobbing, (YES I CAUGHT YOU!) or having tough times, I’m proud of you. That one person in your life is proud of you. If you end it imagine that person crying themself’s to sleep like you do. If you say nobody loves you, I do. I love you so much and I’m so great full youre reading this. I’m grateful you’re crying and feeling your emotions. Get help and stay safe. I love you ❤️

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@Jendukixs

7 months ago

I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. <3 :hug:

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@ElainaPlayz_Splatoon

10 months ago

I cant tell anyone how i actually feel- not even my family I put on my headphones in my tent and cry to music, it feels nice to cry

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@Lumin_eer

6 months ago

«Expect disappointment and you'll never get disappointed.» –MJ

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@toninunez2545

10 months ago

It's sad that people on the internet understand and listen to you more than your own parents

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@davidm610

10 months ago

Alien Blues Made My Grandpa Jump Out Of His Wheelchair And ✨DaNcE✨!

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@IhaveloveforEmoBoys

10 months ago

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you. <3

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@scrappylunatic

10 months ago

you know this is gonna be good when you start with alien blues

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@b3llm0th

7 months ago

“ oh my god… your such a teenager. “ everything is brushed off. everything is just “oh it’s just a stage.” im slowly realizing how must of a toxic and dysfunctional family mine is. i don’t wanna leave, i don’t have a choice. i want to be loved. im just the “weird kid”. everyone is judging me. everyone is watching. everyone is listening. im the outcast. im not worth it at all. i feel like ill be better off gone. i don’t want to live like this anymore.

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@Ace-hh3uw

10 months ago

Hey, I am proud of you. So far you have survived ALL of your bad days. Your life is NOT a movie please don't end it.

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@AsipofTea14

10 months ago

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)

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@amgdaleneerasmus3524

10 months ago

i have never cried more at a playlist in my life

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@00_Mark_00

10 months ago

00:00 🔷💙Alien Blues (Lyrics) 🟦🔵 Was it the best you ever had? Was it the worst? You'd never know I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh The sun is fun, the land is dandy I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me My teeth are yellow, hello world Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours? I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey" Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh __________________________________ 2:22 🍾my alcoholic friends (lyrics) 🍷 I'm counting back The number of the steps It took for me to get Back on the wagon of the weekend I'll use the auto-timer to prove that I'll Get home with my imagination If they find the body in the basement "In the very house that she was raised in" I'm taking down The number of the Times So when we get the sign From God I'll be the first to call them I'm taking back the number of the beast 'Cause six is not a pretty number Eight or three are definitely better A is for the address on the letter To my alcoholic friends I'm trying hard Not to be ashamed Not to know the name Of who is waking up beside me Or the date, the season or the city But at least the ceiling's very pretty And if you are holding it against me I'll be on my best behavior Taking shots for mother nature Once my fist is in the cupboard Love is never falling over (Hey) Should I choose a noble occupation? If I did I'd only show up late and sick And they would stare at me with hatred Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends My alcoholic friends The party never ends My alcoholic friends _____________________________________________________________ 5:10 💔I can't handle change (lyrics) 💔 Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me I get tired, and I get sick, and then I lose the strength to leave I can't handle change I can't handle change Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault Still lately, I begin to shake For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all _______________________________________________ 8:28 🌲treehouse (lyrics)🌳 "Do not enter" is written on the doorway Why can't everyone just go away? Except you, you can stay What do you think of my treehouse? It's where I sit and talk really loud Usually, I'm all by myself Ooh-ooh-ooh I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy I'm really glad you think I'm so funny I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave "Do not enter" is written on the doorway Why can't everyone just go away? Except you, you can stay What do you think of my treehouse? It's where I sit and talk really loud Usually, I'm all by myself Ooh-ooh-ooh I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy I'm really glad you think I'm so funny I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave __________________________________________________ 10:31 🌌 Space Song (lyrics) ☄ It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into _________________________________________ 15:52 🌕rises the moon (lyrics) 🌑 Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end Sun digs its heels to taunt you But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same Rises the moon Days fade into a watercolour blur Memories swim and haunt you But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke Rises the moon Oh-oh, close your weary eyes I promise you that soon the autumn comes To darken fading summer skies Breathe, breathe, breathe Days pull you down just like a sinking ship Floating is getting harder But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile Rises the moon Days pull you up just like a daffodil Uprooted from its garden They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so Rises the moon You'll be visited by sleep I promise you that soon the autumn comes To steal away each dream you keep Breathe, breathe, breathe _________________________________________________________ this is made by me, if i copied a comment, i didn't see. or this is a w

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@Rengoku168

10 months ago

Great news im mentally unstable i went to listening to a playlist abt falling inlove to a playlist abt giving up ❤

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@thatRand0mGirl

10 months ago

directed to the creator: i have no regret choosing to listen to this one, thank you! directed to the people listening and reading: you are perfect. i hope one day you will find peace in this life and you deserve to be loved<3

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@sfinn70

10 months ago

The picture of the smile that's crying is basically what I feel a lot. I'm the therapist friend and I have been my whole life.

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@laidxbackxlibra1597

10 months ago

It's not getting worse for me or anything, but I'm just here to tell y'all you'll get through it. Have a snack, drink some water, do some makeup for fun if you like makeup, just do things you enjoy. And remember that it has to be bad to get better. Love y'all! /p <3

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