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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Iโm just casually rocking back and forth to this while venting to an ai. If that doesnโt tell you more about me than my parents know, I donโt know what does!
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"No. Dont do that."
I wish I listened.
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i like how this isn't some "you are done with everything" or "songs to cry yourself to sleep too", it's just a stern "don't do it."...like...why do i love it
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"no! dont take this away from me! im finally found myself you cant do that!"
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It touched me that people were comforting each other anonymously. When you are alone like this, turn your head to the sky and smile by looking at the moon that shines inside you...
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when you realize that how your parents treat you isn't normal:
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ive been told it gets better, and i say the same to everyone else who is struggling around me because im sure it does. but just for them. it has been over 5 years, im getting worse and worse, my family is fine, we have ups and down, my friends are perfectly fine, im there for them. i know exactly what i need to do to get better, but i cant bring myself to do so. i cant bring myself to stop my addiction, i cant bring myself to distract myself from thoughts. i let it happen, its like i dont even care anymore.
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"no bro, like.. what if, i actually dont deserve being all this happy. what if, its all fake??" #1 thing i say unintentionally to my friends <3
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Here, if your sibling(s) (or if you don't have a sibling and really need one) make you upset or you just need a hug from them, here's one from me. I can take that place for now <3
(> ^_^ )>
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This is nice, if I had headphones I'd listen to this when I walk alone in the rain!
not in a depressing way. I just genuinely enjoy walking alone, especially if it's raining, nice and quite you know?
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I don't talk about my feelings because I don't know how they'll react.
I don't sh because I don't want them to worry
I think I'm a monster, but they treat me like I'm pure.
I feel like I can't talk to my family, so they step in.
I stayed because of them.
I hate my life, but I know my friends need me.
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Good song to sleep and cry to, who knows which I'll do tonight! :3
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I can't thank the algorithm enough for letting me find this. I was genuinely on the brink of doing something really, really stupid. Stay strong, everyone. it'll get better.
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its gotten to a point i dont want anyones comfort or support or them saying if im okay. i just need a hug and someone to be by my side. i dont want to talk about it, i just want people to be here. with no talking. im so fucking done with this life and i dont know where to go or who to trust. i just.. want love for fucks sake. younger me couldnt get it, and i cant either.. i promised myself i'd be better.. now im a fucking loser who doesnt do anything but be on my internet and be a asshole. im.. failing my younger self. what the fuck is wrong with me..
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I should stop hiding my feelings ngl lmaooo
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4:50 ยซalone nugget...ยป
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Wow..13k+ people that feel just as empty as me?
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I find it real interesting that i find this playlist after i just had overwhelming urges to relapse
I did not relapse btw
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every time i get better and better but then everything goes bad again over and over either its my friends or family or school or anything it somehow gets to this point in some way sometimes it only lasts for a day but sometimes it lasts for months i dont know what to do other than type in a youtube comment section cause if i vent to my friends theyll think im a baby or make fun of me and when i vent to my family i dont know what to say and it gets awkward cause my family and my friends have a weird connection or they just dont like them and if i vent on my tiktok people just make fun of me, say womp womp or flat out dont give any help or anything. sorry to whoever read this and thanks for reading.
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@zwodarek222
2 months ago
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