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Top Comments of this video!! :3
the fact that a f*cking YouTube comment section makes me feel more loved than my own parents is wild
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"Crying doesnโt mean you are weak, it means you have been strong."
-a stranger from the internet
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"Oh my god! Youโre so pretty.I wish I was you!"
Only if they knew..
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honestly, I'm just tired.
tired of living,
tired of breaking and picking myself up and putting the pieces together,
tired of hating my body so much that I want to cry just from looking in the mirror,
tired of always being depressed,
tired of being alone and touch starved,
tired of not being able to love or feel love,
tired of feeling so much lust that it gets in the way of everything else,
tired of constantly having to ask for help,
tired of feeling the eyes watching every move,
tired of just existing.
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POV: youโve cried so much over someone who died to the point you donโt cry when someone dies anymore
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โYour just being dramatic and want attentionโ she says. The first time I opened up to her and she says this. That was also the last time I opened up to her.
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The first song feels like when you wait too long to say something and all of a sudden no one is there for you.
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This hits on Christmas day โค๏ธ
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im not happy like i used to be.
before i started to get insecure everyday.
before i sh.
before my family gave up on me.
before i ended long relationships.
before i got hurt so bad that i couldnt even answer, i just laid there and froze.
before everyone got so cold that it makes me uncomfortable to even open my door in the morning.
im not okay, and i havent been like that for years, probably longer than i remember.
i want my little self back. my honesty
my selflessness
my love
my joy
my everything
i lost everything i ever had that made me feel like im not useless.
i dont want to be here.
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My honest reaction when the voices start saying that Iโm a shitty friend because they wonโt talk to me:
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I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your gender
I love your mouth
I love your face
I love your grades
I love your heart
I love your sadness
I love your happiness
I love your loneliness
I love your kindness
I love your voice
I love your singing
I love your art
I love your practice
I love your work
I love your time
I love your music taste
I love your strength
I love your handwriting
I love your weakness/weaknesses
I love you when your kind
I love you when your mean
I love you when your smart
I love you when you dont feel loved
I love you when you are you
I love you forever
I love you now
I love you every day
I love you every month
I love you every year
I love you every second
I love you every minute
I love you every hour
I love you every time you cry
I love you every time your happy
I love you every time you are you
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You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are.
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I love your neck, dont hang it.
I love your body, dont cut it.
I love your life, dont end it..
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------------ spread the love around <3
-From the stranger on the internet who loves you
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I'm just standing there, watching my mental state get worse and worse everyday.
I don't know how to try anymore.
I'm starting to have really bad thoughts, I don't wanna die tho- it's just a weird feeling of not knowing how to live anymore, to see and feel things I never wanted to.
I stop recognising myself.
Hopefully it's just a piece of my life, and not the last one.
Tomorrow will be another day.
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Life is like being stuck in-between two armies endlessly screaming at each other
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It's like, I want to open up to people, but I keep hearing the same shit. "It's gonna be ok" or "You'll get through this" or "It's only temporary". Like no... I just need someone to relate to. Or someone to explain to me what the hell I'm doing here. Every day, I wake up in a cycle. And then I'm greedy. "Lost of people wish they could have your life". Do me a favor and PLEASE take my life. My body is heavy and I don't want to lie in the middle of nowhere. I want to end the journey before I get to the point where I just explode. I wanna say that it gets better but, truthfully, no. I'm sorry.
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To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :
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I loved your playlist, and for you reading: there is no "quit" button in your life.
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I hate getting jealous ๐.. I wanna get better and idk how to stop being jealous ๐
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why am I sad? why do i feel this way?? ive reached my goal. ive done what everyone wanted me to do. is it because im not happy about it? i used to be hated for being ugly and fat. for not being smart enough. i worked my way up here. im loved by everyone now. im pretty and my body isnt so ugly anymore. yet i still feel like shit. i think im broken. i dont know what to do anymore. its affecting me too much. i cant even fall asleep anymore. i want to leave. i want to go. i dont think anyone will miss me. im only loved because of my image. because of how they see me. not because of how i really am. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts it hurts it hurts. i dont even recognize myself anymore. i dont have the motivation to wake up anymore. its the same everyday. school, lunch, homework, dinner, sleep. i dont know why i should keep going. i couldnt sleep last night at all. i rewatched all the photos and videos left from my late grandfather. i cant believe its already been 1 whole year. one whole year without him. ever since he left. i broke apart. i was so perfect. both physically and mentally. ever since he left, i became broken. my temper shortened. i dont have patience anymore. im ugly again. i miss him. i want to go. i want to stop whatever is hurting me. i feel so numb. i want to leave
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this hits on February third 12:52 AM
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@GetSomeSleep_
3 months ago
Timestamps! 0:01 Chamber of reflection 3:49 Jealous 5:54 Alien blues 8:29 K. 13:47 Where is my mind 17:37 Feel better 21:50 505 (one of my favs) 25:58 Young 29:14 Romantic Homicide 31:26 Oh Klahoma 34:30 Fallen down (Reprice) 35:27 (I) Canโt handle change 38:46 No surprises Hope you all are doing okay and just so you know youโre not alone in this.โค Also great playlist to the creator ๐ซถ
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