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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 15, 2023 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they weren’t good enough for you
And that’s what makes you stronger
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I read the title and felt obligated to click on it
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As a "gifted" child i was destined to be mentally ill
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Pillow:I’ll hold your tears and screams
Blanket:I’ll hide you from the world
Tissue:I’ll stop your nose from running
Room:I’ll keep you safe
Mirror:I won’t judge you
Music:I’ll help you feel better
shower: I wont judge your voice
teddy bear: I'll hug you
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"i am just a freak" can also be heard as "i am just a kid"...
And i am not allowed to be just a kid anymore.
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For me the title is interesting because I’m never “the mentally ill child” instead I feel like I’m not allowed to feel sad or be mentally unstable. My brother has taken the role of the “mental one” so I can’t be like him. While me and my mom was at the doctors and they gave us a sheet to fill out and instead of giving it to me she started checking off boxes while vaguely reading them to me. Like one of the questions was “do you think badly about yourself” and my mom checked the no box and said I’m not a failure…don’t get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she just doesn’t understand that my brother isn’t the definition of mentally ill and that people have different symptoms. But for now I’m the golden child that’s mentally okay. (Sorry for the random vent I usually don’t talk about my problems online,,,stay safe yall 💗)
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I dunno why but.. i can't cry anymore. It feels like my mind is mumbling things while my heart is screaming
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“Mum and daddy aren’t in love, that’s fine, I’ll settle for 2 birthdays.’’ …
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B = beautiful
e = eager
a = adventurous
u = useful
t = thankful
i = imaginative
f = favourite
u = unstoppable
l = loveable
U are Beautiful ❤
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Hits hard as a “ S̶he is just confused” and “ S̶He is brainwashed by the internet” trans teen.
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The fact that strangers make us feel more Wanted, Loved , and comfortable is honesty sad...
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"Society is f*ed up." But we are society. :/
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I’m on the spectrum of autism, and this playlist hits hard. Almost everyone I meet calls me weird at least some point in their life because I guess I don’t act like most people. It hurts.
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I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
Don't give up
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I don’t normally have a crying playlist that I cry to, but this is the one. Actually crying (like really hard) helped clear my head. I cried, and fell asleep, and I woke up feeling better.
I just wanna tell anyone who needs to hear it, it will get better! I promise!
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My parents talk wrongly about my sister behind her back.
I have anger issues, depression, anxiety, and possibly ADHD.
My mother works night-shift as a nurse, and sleeps all day.
My father is never home, working for us all day.
My older sister always is at parties or school club events.
I have 5 younger siblings.
Im lonely, Im the middle child, Im the forgotten one.
Im 14, and wishing i could be hugged and never let go.
I never get any breaks.
Im told to suck it up.
Im wishing on a star. A small, burnt, star.
Im trying.
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I won't lie: I was annoyed by how vent playlists copy each other, but now it makes sense. Similar songs have become a habit and are soothing. I must have at least one non-harmful habit.
I click on the video and I know exactly what awaits me. I will listen to familiar music and see that people in the comments understand me.
Support even strangers and look for joy even in what you don't like. Maybe it will change your attitude to something. Have a nice day!
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When i was like 4-5 my parents started abusing me physically and mentally...and i never noticed. I thought it was normal getting hit for the smallest of reasons. When was i 13 years old, i became slowly aware of the abuse. At that point the physically abuse stopped but not the mental abuse. I was ofc still scared of doing something wrong because i didn't want to get hit, even tho they stopped. My parents always put my grades before my health, at some point they told me : "if you dont get a A, i don't want to come back home. I want you to kill yourself" they repeated thos word 4 times....It really hurted hearing that from people you knew your whole life. They also said other disgusting words to me. The next day i went to my mom and asked if they actually want me dead if i didn't get a good grade, and she responded with: "no it was just a joke.." A JOKE. HOW IS TELLING YOUR CHILD TO KILL THEMSELVES "A JOKE"!!!. They did do other bad things to me but i dont want to mention it all. The worst part is my mom said she was abused as a small girl. She told me her father left her. Same goes to my dad (the one that abuses me the most while my mom watches him or some times supports him)...If they were abused and know how it feels, why make me go through it? I feel like a bad person for even thinking i am getting abused...
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for anyone who;s struggling with mental health issues, depression, eating disorders , anything just remember it'll all get better luv. i'm extremely sorry if anyone is dealing with these issues or any other issues you're dealing with :( stay strong luvs. you're important and worth living. it may be hard rn but it'll be okay❤ you're all trying your hardest and know that i'm very proud of all of you ^^ i love you ml ,stay strong! you can do it
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@Naki._thepolykin
9 months ago
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies <3) I am so proud of you. You don't hear this enough. You have gone through a lot and made it through things some haven't. Your stronger than you believe. I know it's hard but please trust me. Do not make the mistake of such. There is always someone who needs you. Some just can't admit it. But the truth is there's always one person whose day you make better just by being around. You matter. Do not give up. Your important even if you think you're not. Whatever you're going through, I promise you're not alone. Go get some water and a bite to eat if you able to. Take some Deep breaths. I love and am proud of you all for making it this far. <3
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