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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: May 29, 2022 ^^
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When I first watched bungou stray dogs, Dazai was my favorite character due to him bring "cool." I always wondered why people liked dazai now. and now, I can see in my own eyes why. It's because hes so relatable. He keeps a smile on his face no matter what happens, and its like he always wears a mask of smiles no matter what. He wants to die. It shouldn't be treated as a joke anymore.
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you know whats scary? when you wear a mask for so long you just cant take it off anymore,when you lie to yourself and others so much that you dont even know the truth anymore,when you repeatedly feel brief moments of relief only for it to be taken away,when you look in the mirror and think- this is no longer who i want to be anymore
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Something that scares me:
One day I will no longer recognize myself. I will lose myself in a fit of rage and I will hurt someone or myself. I will lose everything I love due to my shit childhood and my even worse parents. I will forever hold a grudge that is well deserved. I will never be seen as Peyton, the lovely little girl who was able to make anyone smile or laugh, the kid who was trusted with lives. I will be seen as Samual, the boy with anger issues, the boy who makes people cry or angry, the annoying boy who will never be trusted again. I can't go back, I can't even think about going back...I just don't know what to do anymore...
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This picture of Dazai is giving me such feelings I can't explain. So I'm gonna try and explain it.
Dazai is unironically one of my current comfort characters both the character and author cause life is hard for this aspiring author. To me the melting Dazai feels like Dazai not knowing his identity which i can relate to cause i'm currently going through an identity crisis that i don't know who i am or how i should feel or act. Just heavy tired pessimism/emptiness like Dazai. Yet his character brings me hope, hope to try.
It's underrated how good this art is :D
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Growing up in a very authoritarian household, this gives me so much comfort. I was always told to follow rules, get good grades, be the perfect kid that my mom wanted me to be. Now that I've realized how much of my childhood was spent being someone i just wasn't, I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know how to act, how to talk, how to feel. Sometimes I wonder if any of my hobbies are really what I want. It's terrifying not knowing if your thoughts and feelings are your own, because knowing that my entire personality is a mess is really stressful. I act certain ways around certain people. With some I'm an absolute chatterbox, obsessing over the shows I watch and games I play, and with others I can't get a word out of my mouth. Not knowing how to feel anymore is part of my day to day life. Thank you for this playlist.
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i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love đŽđ¤đŞ.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves love)
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For anyone who is having a hard time in life, I am sorry that life is so shitty. I know it doesn't seem like it right now but I assure you that it eases up over time. It may never get better. I can not promise that but I can hope that things ease up or you find a healthy outlet for you feelings. I know I'm just a random comment in a vent playlist video, but I do believe in you. I am proud of you. Your here today and that's what matters. There are people out there who love you. Who care about you. You are NEVER alone, no matter what you think, ok? I'm not sure what's going on in your life, or what did happen, but know it's ok to let it out. However you need to, as long as you are safe. Scream in the shower, into a pillow, listen to your music, draw something, or even write a fake letter to whoever fucked you up in life. It doesn't matter what it is, but I know you got this. You are an amazing person ok? I can't imagine how your life is going to progress. When you get out, when you get away, when you can relax. Just keep pushing through each day. Make yourself a list of things you need for each day. A small routine like that can help alot. Drink some water, eat some food, get outside. Even if you have your phone on, even if its the front/back porch. Fresh air helps a lot more than you'd think. If you ever need to talk about anything, just know that there are people that will listen.
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to the person reading this,
Itâs been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you donât see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didnât think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all arenât perfect. Itâs painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You donât know how much impact you have in this world and itâs sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, itâs something so simple and little that brightens up someoneâs whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things youâre passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though itâs been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that youâre here, existing, but I donât want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. Itâs heartbreaking that you think youâre not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, itâs not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. Youâre not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me whatâs wrong. Itâs everything, isnât it? Thereâs something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, itâs heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and canât give you a hug, thatâs why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didnât give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didnât give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why canât you now? I know itâs tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Donât let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I wonât let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I wonât let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that thereâs someone looking right back, maybe we canât see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and thatâs enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and youâre still fighting. Youâre so much stronger thank you think, you didnât leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesnât feel like it when you donât feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, youâre one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because youâre heart is beautiful, thatâs why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each otherâs presence. Youâre a star for me, maybe you donât see it yourself but I can see it, youâre beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and donât let your story get written by others but by yourself, itâs your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of âI hopeâ because I have hope for you even if you donât have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. Thatâs why I hope you wonât see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then donât blame yourself, donât think you werenât enough, donât lower yourself for someone who couldnât see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you donât feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldnât see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you arenât accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldnât be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. Youâre safe here with me :). Youâre not useless, youâre not a burden to anyone. Youâre not a problem, youâre human and your feelings are valid. Youâre not being dramatic. Please donât starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know itâs hard. It hurts to see that youâre in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while youâre reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, youâre reading this and itâs enough for me to be proud of you because youâre here and thatâs all that matters to me. If itâs the night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you. If itâs the day for you, donât start it with such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If itâs the evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course, youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but donât let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend.
âDusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)â I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and youâre unsure yourself, youâre a good person and I am so happy youâre here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldnât smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug-like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and a great year.
Not mine but u can spread it :)
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silly fact about everybody likes you: you can hear both "everybody likes you" and "everybody lied to you"
but whatever is happening to you, i really hope it gets better, yea u probably have seen so many comments saying "its gonna get better" but u dont really feel like it. it will get better, i promise it will. even if its been going on for a long time about whatever it is, im surely it will. if needed, try to find a way to relax, play a song you like, do anything that makes you happy. take your time on something thats stressing you out, take a break, it can be anything as long as it makes you feel better. i hope things get better for those who are upset or going through a hard time,
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VENT (TW â ď¸â ď¸â ď¸):
Iâm tired, Iâm tired of being told just because I have a great life, I canât be upset. Iâm a human, I feel things. I lie, I can be rude, mean and a bitch but so can you. Itâs like everytime I talk, I say something wrong, I feel horrible, Iâve hurt them, all of them, Iâll grow up to be âan drunken, weed smoking, horrible, evil personâ
I want the world to stop, I canât be perfect, Iâm trying my hardest, I TRIED TO CHANGE!! IM STILL TRYING! itâs hard! They say itâs not but it is! I grew up with my sister never there, my parents always working, I try my best to get good grades, be a good friend, improve in everything, take advice, be confident in myself, not be a failure- but I canât be perfect, I never can. Iâm not like herâŚso why does she still love me? After all the fights, all the drama, me being horrible, sheâs still hereâŚshe still says she loves me, she wants me to be better but- she says I can never change, emotions are confusing, I just- I want everything to stop, I want the world to be happy, no wars, no fighting, no abuse, nothing.
I wish- we could be perfect, but no one is. So why do they expect me to be perfect?âŚ
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@simping_in_4k
1 year ago
â¨Timestamps⨠0:00 - 2:37 | Treehouse by Alex G 2:38 - 6:14 | Mr. Loverman by Ricky Montgomery 6:16 - 10:52 | First Love / Late Spring by Mitski 10:54 - 14:22 | Everybody Likes You by Lemon Demon 14:25 - 17:01 | Alien Blues by Vundabar 17:02 - 21:03 | Girl A by Powapowa-P (feat. Kagemine Rin) 21:03 - 27:23 | OP made an editing error, leading to a silent break in the playlist! 27:26 - 30:15 | My Alcoholic Friends by Dresden Dolls
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