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147,357 Views • Jan 7, 2024 • Click to toggle off description
i do not own any of these songs, the songs and the creators are mentioned below:
Prom Queen - Beach Bunny
Young - Vacation
Christmas kids- Roar
Alien Blues - Vundabar
Dark Red - Steve Lacy
I Cant Handle Change - Roar
Ykwim? - Yot Club
Jealous - Eyedress
No Suprises - Radio Head
Views : 147,357
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 7, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.772 (274/4,530 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-29T23:15:15.866394Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Pov: your supposed to be the funny and weird friend... Yet it getting tiring...
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”bruises that won’t heal”
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pov: your supposed to be that happy friend that makes everyone smile
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Its crazy because I actually used to be happy but now I'm trying to find a reason to stay alive its like the world is slowly caving in on me nd I have nothing to run to but music I wish things were different
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POV: you’re sad but not not sad enough to count as “mentally ill”
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2 years clean and I still seem to look at scissors in the same way..
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POV: ur that one friend that’s always supposed to be funny and happy all the time the one who can’t take things seriously but ur getting tired of it all.. and still can’t let out ur feelings
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I wanna be dead, I wanna leave so I don’t handle this anymore. With school, my family, all of it. Even the hospital couldn’t fix me. I’m not worthy of love, I shouldn’t be here. I can’t be fixed..
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im assuming if youre listening to this youre probably not okay.. ive been reading the comments and im sorry i hope you can get through this
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It’s funny, I’m literally called the “funny friend” and the “suicidal friend” which is really sad, when your friends even know, meaning your struggling to hide your emotions more and more and eventually, I’m not even hiding anything.
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I wish I could go back in time...
Wasn't weird
Not wanting a partner.
Never needed someone.
No insecurities.
No hatred to me or others.
Didn't mind looks.
Let my mom dress me.
Wake up and get school over with.
Work done.
Actually had quality time and played outside.
Knew I was pretty just the way I was.
Never felt anxiety or embarrassment.
Never cared about my features.
Could smile.
Could wear my hair up.
Could sleep.
Could argue without a problem to think about.
No horrible/nasty thoughts.
Didn't think weirdly.
Didn't care if people were staring.
Could run without thinking I look weird.
Could eat in school without feeling like a slob.
Happy 24/7.
Where I could be myself.
Be mad without thinking its causing someone else to be.
Less worry.
Less tears.
Less closed up sadness.
I wish I wasn't so quiet and could talk to people loud and clearly.
Didn't care, and enjoyed my young life I wish I still could have.
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Pov: Yall broke up and you have to pretend it didn't effect you at all but deep down you will always love him
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it's slowly winning.
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I just feel like a whole victim on the outside and pretending its normal but on my inside its not. And I just felt like alone too. Like no one does not care about me.
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some people say that all good things have bad endings. but the only reason all good things have bad endings is because we never consider good things as endings. and it really depends on if you can still enjoy a story even though it’s over. because what’s the point to life other than getting to try everything? feeling sad or happy is such a fucking rare experience in this endless universe where life is a rare thing. and personally, it comforts me to know that we all don’t matter but people somehow still care about people and about us.
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I’m the “therapist friend” but for some reason I’m the one who needs the most therapy.. but no one Ever will care to listen as apparently I’m just “dramatic” and a “pick me” I’m also supposed to be always happy but it’s just tiring now..
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ik know one really wants to know but...
im always listen to these and it makes me feel better that its not just me as i am in hospital right now with stage 2 lung cancer from my parents smoking near my face and inside the house and the only thing i have regreted is leaving my 7 and 4 year old sibilings with them as i am a oldest child
ik prob know one cares but its nice knowing strangers know me better than my own family!
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Pov: Your the class clown.
If yk then yk.
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OI YOU- Yes you, I though i'd tell you something.....
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your accomplishments
I love your failures
I love your eyes
I love your beauty
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your happy days
I love you on your sad days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the days you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stresses
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel ok
I love you when you're healthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in movies
I love your taste in tv shows
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you're kind
I love you when you're mean
I love you when you're alone
I love you when you can't feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you can't take life anymore
I love you when you feel like it's too much
I love you when you're asleep
I love you when you have nightmares
I love you when you have dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you believe in yourself
I love you when you don't believe in yourself
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love the way you think
I love you problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love you when you're in pain
I love you when you're hurt
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love you sass
I love your creativity
I love your voice (or lack thereof)
I love you hand gestures
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your scars
I love your face
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when you're tired
I love you when you're energetic
I love how you look
I love how you cook
I love you when you're adventurous
I love you when you're scared
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love you when you worry
I love you when you talk (or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love you when you have a headache
I love you when you have a stomach ache
I love you when you help others
I love you when you need help
I love you when you're mature
I love you when you're immature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you're responsible
I love you when you're irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at 3 am
I love you at all times
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love all of you
I love you when you're you
I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD) <3
i believe in you, you'll have success soon, you can't just give up on life already. Its your life now, i know you have to be responsible and everything.. but don't crush your life into pieces, its all your hard work just deleted, even if no one believes in you, i do.
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21:51 24:06 Prom Queen - Beach Bunny 16:30 - 19:36 Young - Vacation 19:37 - 21:51 Christmas kids- Roar 13:54 - 16:29 Alien Blues - Vundabar 11:00 - 13:50 Dark Red - Steve Lacy 03:52 - 07:09 I Cant Handle Change - Roar 07:10 - 10:59 Ykwim? - Yot Club 02:01 - 03:51 Jealous - Eyedress 00:00 - 02:00 No Suprises - Radio Head
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