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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Aug 14, 2022 ^^
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At this point I donāt just stay up because Iām a night owl. Iām stay up because itās the only time when the world seems peaceful with no arguments or bad situations. I just get to lay down take a breather for a sec before I end up falling asleep and waking back up into the nightmareā¦
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to the person reading this,
Itās been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you donāt see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didnāt think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all arenāt perfect. Itās painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You donāt know how much impact you have in this world and itās sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, itās something so simple and little that brightens up someoneās whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things youāre passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though itās been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that youāre here, existing, but I donāt want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. Itās heartbreaking that you think youāre not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, itās not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. Youāre not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me whatās wrong. Itās everything, isnāt it? Thereās something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, itās heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and canāt give you a hug, thatās why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didnāt give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didnāt give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why canāt you now? I know itās tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Donāt let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I wonāt let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I wonāt let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that thereās someone looking right back, maybe we canāt see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and thatās enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and youāre still fighting. Youāre so much stronger thank you think, you didnāt leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesnāt feel like it when you donāt feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, youāre one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because youāre heart is beautiful, thatās why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each otherās presence. Youāre a star for me, maybe you donāt see it yourself but I can see it, youāre beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and donāt let your story get written by others but by yourself, itās your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of āI hopeā because I have hope for you even if you donāt have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. Thatās why I hope you wonāt see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then donāt blame yourself, donāt think you werenāt enough, donāt lower yourself for someone who couldnāt see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you donāt feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldnāt see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesnāt know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you arenāt accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldnāt be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. Youāre safe here with me :). Youāre not useless, youāre not a burden to anyone. Youāre not a problem, youāre human and your feelings are valid. Youāre not being dramatic. Please donāt starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know itās hard. It hurts to see that youāre in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, donāt let your emotions control you. Donāt let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while youāre reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, youāre reading this and itās enough for me to be proud of you because youāre here and thatās all that matters to me. If itās the night for you, go to sleep, I know itās hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donāt let them fight you. If itās the day for you, donāt start it with such sad music, I know itās impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If itās the evening for you, youāre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itās okay to feel the way you feel. You donāt need to be scared, of course, youāre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnāt? But itās important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youāre so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you donāt need to fake it anymore because I canāt say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youāre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but donāt let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend.
āDusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)ā I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and youāre unsure yourself, youāre a good person and I am so happy youāre here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldnāt smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereās no other, hug-like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and a great year.
Not mine but u can spread it :)
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There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful<3
Everyone out there loves you:)
A lot of people are scared to lose you.
I love you.
Everyone loves you.
Your friends love you.
Your family also loves you!
Don't listen to those hateful comments.
They are just jealous of you bc you are very pretty/handsome<3
They are just jealous bc you have a special thing inside you and they don't:)
You DESERVE everything. You deserve to be loved, to be listened to, to be taken care of.
You are enough and NOT a mistake<3
I'm slowly starting to accept who I am....and I think you should too:)
- A lonely person on the internet<3
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iām proud of you for waking up.
Iām proud of you for brushing your hair.
Iām proud of you for blinking.
Iām proud of you for breathing.
Iām proud of you for making your bed.
Iām proud of you for eating.
Iām proud of you for TRYING to eat.
Iām proud of you for drinking water.
Iām proud of you for being here.
Iām proud of you for being you.
Iām proud of you for smiling.
Iām proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
Iām proud of you for standing up.
Iām proud of you for blinking.
Iām proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
Iām proud of you for brushing your teeth.
Iām proud of you for standing up.
Iām proud of you for sitting down.
Iām proud of you for defending yourself.
Iām proud of you for believing in yourself.
Iām proud of you for simply trying.
Iām proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ā„
Not my words Im just passing this around :)
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