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Top Comments of this video!! :3
It sucks when you go home and realize that โhomeโ isnโt your home anymore, because it just doesnโt feel the same.
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pov:
walking through the hallways alone.
crying into a pillow alone.
trying to learn and study alone.
overthinking alone.
on the floor alone.
getting laughed at alone.
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It hurts when school starts to become your home.
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itโs crazy how strangers care more about me than my own parents โฆ
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the crazy part is we all sit at school and pretend to be okay , when deep inside we are dying depressed, ready to die over everything that used to make us smile, that's just the way things are these days๐
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EVERY. TIME. I THINK IM HEALING GUESS WHAT..? THINGS FALL DOWN AGAIN. IM SICK OF IT...
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It's not your fault
Your not a problem
You are perfect
You aren't fat
You aren't skinny
You aren't the problem
You aren't a bad person
You are wonderful
You aren't a crybaby
Your don't deserve them
You love yourself
You are clean
You are kind
Your are the person that everyone wants
Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
The past of you suffering will end
Your suffering will end
Don't c^t your body your hair
Don't kill your self yet.
If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
They get mad at you for being soo perfect
They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
Keep going.. it will past.
We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
your eyes is perfect
your nose is perfect
your height is perfect
your skin is perfect
your mouth is perfect
your hair is perfect
your face is perfect
your body is perfect
your hands is perfect
your fingers is perfect
your teeth is perfect
your waist is perfect
Your torso is perfect
your legs are perfect
your thighs are perfect
your tounge and everything is perfect
YOU are perfect love your body and everything
You are so greatful for what you have.
Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
And leave your fake friends
You deserve better.
Don't give up
Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
We are proud to see you alive.
We are so proud
We love your smile
We love your laugh
We love your personality
So don't give up
We love you.
We love you so much
Don't end it too fast.
Don't commit
Don't get controled
Don't make them control you like a puppet
Do your own way
Do everthing you like
Ignore the rude people
Ignore the hate
Ignore getting yelled
There's people by your side and always be.
We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
They don't know what your been through
They ain't been in your shoes
Don't belive them they are liars
Love youself.
We are proud of you existing here
We love you so much..
NEVER GIVE UP
You're precious
You made it this far.
And it's so amazing that you are still here <3
Don't let them Hate you
Fight back
It's alright
Alot of people or your animals that are alive or dead
Doesn't want you to die
So don't give up alright
Hang on there
You will be better soon
Don't look at the ones that left you backstabbed you broke up with you moved on without you
You deserve better and you better know that...
Look at the brightside not the darkside.
You need to love yourself more... like i do or we.
Never give up
You are lucky you are still alive
You are the most luckiest person.
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
I/we love you.
(not mine but pass it around <3)
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The worst part is that when we were little we used to cry lounder to get attention but now we are holding our hands over our face because we dont want our parents to hear our whimpers ๐ข
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Idk at this point I cant even cry anymore the most I do Is get a lump in my throat and tear up a bit that's all...
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the fact that random strangers on the internet know you better than most people you have known your whole life hits hard...
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"I went to the grocery store, tomatoes were 1.50. I went to a carnival, the tomatoes were 2.80. I went to a farmers market, and i got tomatoes for 6.20. The point i am trying to make is that, if you feel worthless or you not enough, you're probably at the wrong place."
I love this quote, and i hope you do too! You are not alone, you are loved, and you are worthy. You can do this. <3
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to anyone reading this: please, remember things can get better, it's not over. you can do it, i believe in you
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Need a reason to keep living?
1. Nature is god dang beautiful
2. The sun always rises
3. Putting your bare feet in the ocean
4. Dance parties at one in the morning
5. Laughing until you cry
6. Doggie cuddles in bed
7. Driving to look at all the Christmas decorations
8. Late night conversations of happy memories
9. Chamomile tea first thing in the morning
10. Laying in the grass and watching the clouds go by
11. Winning at a board game
12. Chocolate
13. First kisses
14. Cuddling while playing video games
15. Fuzzy socks
16. Finger painting
17. Finding good makeup at Dollar Tree
18. Late night walks outside
19. Movie marathons on Sunday
20. Halloween time
21. Falling in love
22. Fondue parties
23. Inside jokes
24. Black and white photography
25. Quoting lines of your favorite movies
26. Lighting candles when the power goes out
27. Making shadow puppets on the wall
28. Watching horror movies at the movie theater on opening weekend
29. Finding constellations in the night sky
30. Light summer breezes
31. Completing a DIY project
32. Finding the perfect lipstick
33. Helping others in need
34. Disney World
35. Giving presents to others
36. Slicing open the perfect avocado
37. Drinking a homemade smoothie
38. The jokes on Laffy Taffy wrappers
39. Classic Disney movies
40. Blowing dandelions
41. Pizza
42. The smell of campfires
43. Stopping to play at a random neighborhood park
44. Hiking in a forest preserve
45. Bike rides at the beginning of June
46. Discovering a new vegan restaurant
47. Taking really unattractive pictures of yourself
48. Making friendship bracelets
49. Writing a poem youโre proud of
50. Finishing a good book for the first time
51. Seeing wild animals in your backyard
52. Making an instant connection to others
53. Reading a meaningful quote at the right time
54. Talking about the same memories over and over again and never getting tired of them
55. Having a picnic in an obscure spot
56. Not being able to finish a story because youโre laughing too hard
57. Watching movie trailers
58. Earning enough Swagbucks to get a free gift card
59. Finding your new favorite restaurant
60. Belting out to Disney songs
61. Walking around your house with no pants on
62. A quiet house to write in
63. Finishing an entire chapstick without losing it
64. A part of you never growing up
65. Shoveling the snow then going in to have a big cup of hot chocolate
66. Snuggling in clean blankets straight from the dryer
67. Picking out the perfect paint color at Home Depot
68. Awesome finds in the clearance section at Target
69. Stumbling across a forgotten beloved movie in the thrift store DVD collection
70. Looking outside and seeing a rainbow
71. Compliments from complete strangers
72. Catching lightning bugs in your hands
73. Making awesome things out of Play-Doh
74. Having a good hair day
75. Playing with the animals at the shelter
76. Soaking in decadent bubble baths
77. Jumping in a freshly raked pile of leaves
78. Getting a positive checkup at the dentist
79. Smelling flowers and having them stick to your nose
80. When someone scratches your back and gets the perfect spot
81. Drawing murals with chalk
82. Hot summer days with ice-cold pools
83. Building forts of blankets and couch cushions
84. Grandmas who always overfeed
85. You got through another day
86. Tomorrow is a brand new day
87. Youโre getting stronger every single day
88. Creating new dreams you can conquer
89. Knowing that there is only one you on this planet
90. Being so damn proud of yourself
91. There are people who care
92. Learning that you are important
93. There is still so much to discover
94. Every day is a new learning experience
95. Youโve made it this far
96. Recovery is possible
97. Your heart is still beating
98. It will get better
99. We need you here
100. You are a warrior
101. One day youโll look back and say โI made itโ
Reasons to keep on living
If you are fighting for your life, I truly am sorry.
I care. You are so important.
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(vent)
2023 has been absolutely shitty for me. last year was horrible, but this year is 10x worse. I recently discovered i have bpd (borderline personality disorder) it made sense why i have been reacting intensely to certain situations and it's making me difficult to easily cope with my problems. It feels like my world is crashing everytime any intense situation happens to me. This effects my relationship with others and i genuinely feel bad everytime i get into a mental breakdown, my friends have to take care of me so i'd calm down and this has happened so many times at school. and I'm at a point where i dont know myself. I developed an unclear self image where i dont know my actual personality. I treat everyone around me differently and it sucks knowing that since idk myself, i can't trust myself with holding onto other's secrets or even my own.
It got so bad i had to be hospitalized for days in a psych ward twice and i had a horrible experience there. I've been under psychology for a whole year now and I'm planning to end my sessions with my psychologist because being in the hospital reminds me of my time in the psych wards and my brain cannot handle it.
i always feel this way with anything. like when a traumatic incident happens to me and there was a specific outfit that i wore then I can't ever wear that outfit anymore cuz it reminds me of the incident.
I'm scared. I'm scared of what the world has for me. I know theres so much good in this world but I'm praying so hard to god to let me out of this suffering and allow me to experience good in life. i just need to learn to step up and work on myself. I can't depend on people like my friends or my partner to help me.
if you stumble across my comment and you're reading until the end, thank you. i appreciate anyone whos listening.
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anytime i feel crappy ill put this playlist on and it calms me down, its stopped me from doing some bad things to myself. ty for making this n i hope ur okay dear.
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i wish ppl in real life were like ppl on tt or yt.
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To whoever reads this,
i love you <3
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(this is for anyone who needs it like I do sometimes and I hope that this helped) this is not mine but I do mean it pass it on if you want it could really help a lot of people :)
I love you, Forever. I promise that I will be here for you, you can always come here and sit with me, or you can talk to me, I promise, I will get back to you. I will be checking my reply section and you can always vent there if you are in need of doing so, you can also pour your problems on me, I wont mind it.
Daily reminder for introverts. : I love you, drink water, get some sun, eat some things because introverts are house plants. I love you. Don't forget that everyone loves you and that they also care about you, people think about you everyday, so never think if your not good enough. <3
Daily reminder for extroverts: I love you, Don't forget that you exist, even when someone is ignoring you, you are far more better off taking care of yourself other than crying and pulling yourself down since someone is calling you annoying or a brat. Okay? I love you.
Daily reminder for you. Anyone. : I love you, forever. do not worry about the person calling you annoying, do not worry about the person calling you rude, or harsh, or ugly, or anything negative. your loved dearly, pick up your confidence and make sure you remember your loved. Okay? I love you so much.
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Yk when someone is telling your ok itโs something like you old self is back is telling โโIM BACKโโ and itโs like itโs in your head foreverโฆ.
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Iโm depresssed while taking a sh!t rn hoping things get better for me and whoever is reading this
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@v0id.xx.
9 months ago
Time stamps: 0:00 Alien Blues 2:09 i cant handle change 4:58 Guided Lilly (sped up) 7:50 no surprises 10:58 nobody 13:24 YKWIM? 16:06 blue hair 19:05 Hey kids 22:18 Ylang Ylang Hope this helps!<3
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