Views : 431,058
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 28, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.99 (65/25,968 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T15:16:27.984526Z
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Pov: You spend most of the day inside the school with your noisy classmates, and when you're at home you can only sleep. You don't have the energy for anything, not even to do the things you like, and you can only be okay when you're lost in fanciful thoughts, in things that make you forget that you even exist in a dull world.
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60 exercises from math
Two tests a day
Bullying in school
Stress i won't succeed
I'm starting to think that day is too short for studying so I'm not sleeping to learn and do the tasks
Having a bad grade is equal with being dumb and a failure for me now.
And this playlist does feel like this whole preasure I'm feeling daily
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No no, the assignments aren't the problem, neither are my classmates. My homeroom teacher is. I hate the fact she gives no shit about our mental health, on one of our projects she mocked a student who chose mental health as her topic. When we submit our work late she shouts at us; "WHY DIDN'T I SEE ANY PROGRESS ON YOUR PROJECT? I ALREADY CANCLED THE LESSON FOR TODAY AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?" Woman we have lessons, we have family, some of us has jobs. She even said 'I don't feel overwhelmed or stressed like you guys do.' but she then said "You guys are the reason I feel stressed." I get it, she has been a teacher for 10 years. And we are the worst batch you have met, but if you're going to treat us like crap just because we don't live up to your expectations then I suggest you quit.
Edit: Hello I hope you guys are doing well, I needed to fix my grammar lol. Sorry I didn't realize I typed 'we' instead of 'you'
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Happy Pills really got to me.
Every day I go to school more and more tired as the day progresses. I come at the earliest at 7:10 daily, and my teacher always asks me how I feel. I always say I'm alright and plaster a believable smile on my face. I almost never eat the food my mother gives me, only the milk. Whenever I talk to anybody I make sure I sound happy so they don't think anything is wrong. But sometimes I snap and scream when the noise becomes too much for me.
I'm starting to think I took theatre class so I can improve my acting skills so I can act happier. Because the only thing at school I do is pretending. Pretend, pretend, pretend. Can't let them see your true colors. Get good grades. Bottle up your emotions. Don't fall in love with anybody. Smile.
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I can't believe I looked forward to middle/high school. It's so loud and overwhelming and I feel like crying every lesson since the teacher does nothing about how disruptive my class is. There were no electives related to what I want to study in the future. So many people have been sexualising and fetishizing me just because I'm Japanese. My school just makes me stare at a screen all day. I want to be smart enough to go university, but I haven't progressed at my school at all. People exploited my kindness only to make up shit about me and leave me out. My dad isn't helping either, all he does is compare me to him. I just wanted to make friends and learn new things, I miss when I was a gifted kid.
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i don't have superiority complex, and i mean this in the most genuine way possible, but to be frank, i can teach myself better than the methods being used by the education system, and the education industry itself in general here in my country. the system is so ugly that i never really leaned towards any school officials, and teachers if i need help. i TAUGHT myself to be this disciplined student that I am. and i LEARNED every lessons advanced, and ahead of everyone else in the class on my OWN. and i ACHIEVED academic excellence all my life THANKS to my efforts, and myself. school never taught me anything, i TAUGHT myself. school is just there to reduce my worth to numbers, and average. and due to that, the school is just there to ruin portion of passions of their students, will to learn, explore and their curiosity even. and most importantly? the school system is even more a btch for being dismissive for the minorities, or those that has disabilities, both physically, cognitively and psychologically. @everyschoolsystemandeducationdepartmentintheworld please do better. we're losing young people here due to the depression and mental scar you've caused your youths.
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school feels like hell on earth, due to my chronic illnesses i have constant aches and im always tired, every day i wake up and have to function like everyone else
to put it into perspective, imagine you never sleep. not a wink of sleep. and you work out all day every day and get up sore every morning.
that's how it is, without the productivity of actually working out.
the thought that this is how it will be for the rest of my life terrifies me
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I was always considered the โsmart kidโ which really affected me, I have an extreme fear of failure and will non stop degrade myself if I get anything below a 97. I feel extremely anxious during tests and things that greatly affect my grade, Iโve convinced myself that school is the only thing Iโm good at, so I feel as if I cannot fail no matter what.
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@peanut05
2 years ago
Time-stamps! :] 0:00 / 0:01 - 1:20 :: just take my wallet - jack stauber 1:21 - 4:17 :: devil town - cavetown 4:20 - 8:02 :: happy pills - weathers (slowed + piano version) 8:03 - 13:06 :: experience - einaudi 13:18 - 16:33 :: bullet - hollywood undead 16:37 - 22:42 :: suck it up/ใใ - maretu 22:45 - 26:31 :: lone star - the front bottoms p.s. the song selection is chefs kiss (also let me know if anything is wrong here!)
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