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@Heart-stopper_Freak

1 year ago

✨TimeStamps✨ 1. 0:00 - Not Allowed - TV girl 2. 3:07 -Idfc x soap bye blackbear and Melanie martinez 3. 7:54 -softcore bye the neighborhood 4. 12:07 -freaks by surf curse 5. 14:35 -i cant handle cahnge by roar 6. 17:54 -Christmas kids by roar 7. 20:11 -Looking Out for you by Joy Again 8. 23:55 -hey kids by molina 9. 28:54 -happier than ever by billie eilish

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@CHILDMP3

1 year ago

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! I love you and I'm so proud of you <3 and from the person from the internet

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@dnvz.4773

1 year ago

(This is VERY long but I worked hard on it TvT ) To anyone reading this please remember that... You are worthy of love. You matter and you are important. Your feelings matter and you have a right to feel all that life brings. I hope you will change your attitude toward yourself and I hope you will be proud of yourself. Because you are great, you are a lovely person who deserves attention and praise. Never let anyone else tell you that you are ugly or useless and unworthy of love. You are worthy and you really do matter. You need to value yourself more now. You are worthy of happiness and you deserve to feel beautiful. You should change your attitude towards yourself. The fact that you are hiding your smile and you think you are ugly is a sign of low self-esteem, and this is something that comes from the fact that you are unhappy. You are not as ugly as you think. The first step to improving your life is the fact that you need to learn to get rid of these negative thoughts about yourself. When you stop seeing yourself as ugly and unworthy, everything will change. You will see the world differently, your view of others will change, and you will start to feel better. I really wish you felt more comfortable in your body and were able to accept your physical appearance because every person is unique and deserves love and support no matter what they look like. I believe you should feel beautiful and worthy. Try not to be too critical of your appearance. Remember: your flaws are part of who you are. It's okay to not be perfect. Love and appreciate yourself as you are. If you think your self-esteem needs a boost, try daily positive self-talk. Repeat some positive affirmations to yourself whenever you feel down and doubt yourself. Try to see yourself as unique and special, and remember that you have many positive qualities that make you valuable. Try to see yourself in a better light and learn to value and appreciate yourself. And no one will be able to love you better, than yourself. Believe in your value. You do not need to be afraid to feel sad sometimes: grief is part of being human. The important thing is to feel that you are valuable and worthy of love. Remember that it's okay to look for and accept love. There are many people who know how to love and appreciate you. When you find them - surround yourself with them. There is no shame in seeking to feel loved and to feel worthy. You should not listen to those who have hurt you, their words are not true and you need to surround yourself with people who do not judge you and like who you really are, regardless of your appearance or your personality. And most importantly - you need to learn to love yourself. I am sure you are doing your best in this world and that you deserve to have someone who truly appreciates you, and never sacrifice your happiness for another. You deserve to have someone happy when you are around. You deserve to have someone kind to you, who makes you feel loved and accepted. Maybe you are a sensitive and empathetic person who likes to look after and be kind to others and wants to help them be happy. Maybe someone has taught you that your own happiness doesn't matter as much as other people's happiness. But I want you to know that this is an unhealthy way of thinking. Your own happiness is equally as important. You should always consider yourself first. You deserve this. Do not put others above yourself at your own expense. Your happiness matters. You matter. You need to believe it and understand that your feelings matter. I hope you can remember this. And in time you will start to treat yourself better, with more respect and appreciation. And this will make you a happier person. Your heart is beautiful and kind, and your smile is cute and unique. When you let yourself smile and not be ashamed of your feelings, your life will change. You just need to start. Your friends love and care about you, so you should not be afraid, to be honest with them and open your heart to them. Friendship is built on trust, it is built on the fact that you can always rely on your friend in bad moments. You need to show yourself to your friends in your true and vulnerable state. Because your friends are sure to accept you the way you are. So you don't need to worry that you are hurting someone with your problems. In fact, if you open up to them, they will only feel closer to you. It's normal that you are so emotional. Your tears are proof that you are a very sensitive, emotional and compassionate person. Your pain is very deep, you suffer with it every moment, but your soul will not be able to become stronger without healing. You need to let it all out. Just cry and I'll be here. Your tears are not a weakness, your tears are proof that you are an empathetic person with a good heart. Your soul is tired and your pain is deep. That's why it is important to cry. Your soul needs to cleanse itself of the pain that has built up inside you. Everything will be fine. You have a beautiful, kind and sensitive soul... I am sorry that you have gone through hard times :(.Do not be afraid or ashamed of your emotions, you have very good reasons for them, and there is definitely a way to help you. It is okay to cry. Cry as much as you need. Your tears are proof that there is a very deep and caring soul in you. Your soul deserves to heal...Just cry if you need to cry. You are safe here..You have been fighting for so long, I know..but you are not alone... Even when it feels impossible, there is always hope for things to get better and to find happiness. You are so strong, you have gone through so much... Please, don't forget that you are so strong. The way you are fighting, still trying to find ways to feel better, just shows how strong and special you are You are not alone, alright? You deserve to be loved, to be understood, accepted and cared for every day, okay? I want you to know that and you deserve to know how precious and unique you are and I am here to remind you that. You are good enough, worthy and precious just the way you are and I mean it. You have every right to feel the way you feel, your feelings are valid. You are stronger than you think, you really are and I believe these are times when you need physical affection, support, and reassurance. I know you are in pain...You deserve so much more than this... You deserve to feel happy and loved, and not have to be in this much pain... You are a good person and you don't deserve all this suffering and pain. It's not your fault. You are enough, worthy and important just the way you are. Always think about what you deserve. You really deserve to be loved and cared for and sometimes a hug can make all the difference there's nothing wrong to wish for and asking for that. You really do deserve it. Your smile is very beautiful. You are such a special, good and sweet worthy person who deserves to feel good about yourself. You've been going through a lot, and you just need some support, kindness. and reassurance. You deserve to know how beautiful you are :). Remember - you are wonderful and you only need to accept yourself and see your beauty. And I want you to remember that there is a wonderful person inside of you who is worthy of love. It won't be easy at first, but with time, you will learn to appreciate yourself more. This is very important, because your happiness is important, and you need to see yourself as beautiful, worthy, interesting and unique. You are very beautiful. I really think you need to see it yourself. And if you starve yourself because of standards or any other reasons please remember that this is not healthy and it is also very risky. Your body is your home, and you should be kind to it, not abuse it. And also It's a harmful way of coping with your insecurities. Try to find healthy ways of boosting your self-esteem, okay? Feeling insecure about your own body is a very common problem in modern society... And if you want to feel confident about your body/appearance you should start with confidence, you first need to look after yourself: your appearance, your health, your interests and your hobbies. The first step to healing is to learn to appreciate and love yourself. Understand that you really deserve this. You are worthy. You have a beautiful heart and a beautiful soul, and these beautiful qualities deserve to be treated with love. Okay? <33 From: A random stranger on the internet :D, If you read it all thank you for taking the time to read all this, I hope this at least helped you in some way and I want you to know that..I meant every word I said :). Take care now <33

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@lyndavogt9738

1 year ago

i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (not my words just spreading it) please spread the word

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@Epicgamerkid

1 year ago

my big bro tryd to kill me my mom got mad and i had a cat but it ran away and i have a ex and someone died i got sad but its ok now sorry i dont have someone to talk to.

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@eveisnother3e

1 year ago

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) -Evan

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@UnknownAstley

1 year ago

When isn't it my fault? I mean... I was the one who pushed them away, I lied, I said the mean things. I mean, they're an angel, right? Everybody loves them, they can do no wrong! As if I can't get hurt too, as if I can't feel bad too! I'm not Allowed to feel bad! I'm not allowed to feel, period.

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@sumfruityginger

11 months ago

Everytime something happens, I'm always the one to be blamed. Even my own parents don't trust me. It's like they're never on my side, and I feel like I'm being overdramatic. I've started blaming myself for everything too.. I don't know what to do anymore, no one believes in me anymore. I just hope they could at least trust me a little bit :(.

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@SillyWillyFugori

1 year ago

I feel like i don’t have the right to be sad, im not saying that “ugh i should be happy, this isn’t fair!!” im saying that i should be happy because people have it worse then me and i feel selfish being sad. I feel like im wasting my “perfect life” over something so small. Its not though, im saying it because i want it to be small. In short, i don’t want to feel sad because i feel selfish.

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@yumii_butterfly

10 months ago

All these supportive and sweet comments make me want to cry. I’ve been through a lot of personal things. But in the end it will get better for everyone. We all have been through very difficult times and being able to get through them says how strong we all our. Sometimes we all just need to take a breath, and relax. And forget all our worries. And dome of our problems might be there with us 24/7. But it all depends on what we do about it. Continue being strong. Continue being the person that you are. Take care of yourself and others that TRULY love and care about you. Be safe, you’re doing great, love💐💜

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@Trina-rl3oj

1 year ago

My grandma died because of heart problems.. she was only 90 and I used to think all people lived till 100 so when we went to see her at the nursing home I was happy to get to spend time with her. Before we left I went to go to the bathroom I had no idea we were about to leave, she also had all timers and when I got out of the bathroom my mom grabbed my arm and pulled me out of there. Then next day I woke up and got ready to go to school I walked into the living room and my mom was crying. I asked her why and she said my grandma had passed away last night.... I cried for months and I still cry Abt it to this day . The last thing I heard from her was "Trina your such a sweet girl I hope you stay that way, and always smile you have the prettiest one around" I now know that I was ungrateful and I need to cherish what I have....

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@InevitablyBo

1 year ago

The image brings “ Your fault “ to a whooooleee new level

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@frown518

1 year ago

to whoever reads this, young, old, i dont care. Coming from someone who has attempted in the past, its not the right thing. its never the right thing to try and end your own life. i get that everyone cant fully understand but we all try are best to relate and help you. not because we have to. because we want to. there are WAY more people that are always available for you to cry, talk or vent to in life. you can use the replies as a place to speak out if you want. ill try my best to take notice of you all because youre all special. hurting yourself to end the pain only makes it worse. youre valid, your insecurities, your mental or physical health, your words and feelings, they all matter. and i know this is coming from a random teenager on the internet but i care. i dont care who you are, what you do, etc. i love you all. your feelings, thoughts, everything. theyre valid to me and to everyone around you. dont be afraid to speak about things because your scared to. its okay to be scared but to heal, you must talk to people. thats how im getting out of my trauma of my past and my attempts. but trust me. from one person to another, youre valid. please dont ever give up. yet again, youre valid to everyone. please just try for me. for us. for everyone. its okay to cry, its okay to feel the way you are. but youve got to fight these feelings. there is no point in your life that you should contemplate or even try to end your life. please. talk to everyone you possibly can. my replies are open and ill try my hardest to respond to you all. i know im a random stranger in a youtube comment section. but dont ever feel like you should give up. just keep trying. youll fail all the time. thats life. its okay to fail. the world doesnt end when you fail at something or make a mistake. all you do is learn. depression is like being colour-blind and being told how colourful the world is. and that cant be cured but it can for sure be helped. please. open up. dont be scared that youll be hated. nobody will hate you for your emotions. i love you all. youre all special to me. please. go for a walk, pick flowers for your friends or family. rest. take a drink. you look perfect, you eat perfect. youre not too fat or too skinny. your body is fantastic the way it is. youre not ugly. youre beautiful. youre not alone. we are all here to support you. youre not weird. youre unique. i love you all.

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@AngelAndRobin

8 months ago

It feels different seeing people relate to what has happened to you :(

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@11thduelcommandment

1 year ago

The snuuy has summoned me from the deepest pits of hell

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@yourlocal_nob0dy

1 year ago

i stay after school with a few friends about everyday. a couple of days ago we were forced to stand outside instead of inside the building and it was just me and one of my friends. we stood outside for almost an hour. i had to leave and she was still there. she was bullied by some girl after i left. if i had only stayed longer, she wouldn't have had to be treated like that. i feel like i'm a bad friend for not asking if she needed a ride or standing up for her after, and i hate myself for it.

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@madalynnjagla5147

1 year ago

simple, i see sunny, i click

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@imafuckingkms

1 year ago

I tend to blame myself for everything wrong that goes on in my life. My bestie ended our friendship for the popular kids? My fault. I didn't know that I couldn't do something? My fault. I should've known. The list goes on and on but I won't carry on. I just want to be good enough.

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@ensaladadefandoms4836

9 months ago

I feel like a pillar for all my family and friends, the one who always have to keep up the good vibes, listen to their problems, do everything for them and not show any crack or weakness. Because if isn't me, then who? The happiest, who never complains, who always comforts everyone and has never had a single problem that he has not solved with a smile, but deep down I feel like a liar, they don't know me, and I'm not sure if they ever should, to this point, every time I have a problem it feels like nothing, even if is somenthing serious, it feels like i don't have right to complain. All my problems are reduced to ashes, because they go first, but deep down it feels like they are a fire that no one will help me put out, because no one knows and no one will care. Me, the always nice, the listener, the one that never have hard problems, the person that when dies, everyone will go and cry to a grave that is not his, will die for his own fire, and no one will ever realize. I don't wanna keep being a pillar, I wanna be the child that I never can be, I wanna cry and that every one listen, that they go to hug me and listen, and don't tell me that "I don't have any real reason to cry" just listen, hug, care, damn it... I'm not a hero, I'm not a god, I'm just a teenager who needs someone to talk without feeling like he is sinning or being the biggest burden in the world, even if isn't the big deal. Sorry for the vent, thank you if you read this.

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@dh.js83

1 year ago

to those who are listening and reading this rn, please know that you are enough. your flaws are what makes you unique. it will be alright, trust me on this. If you are feeling sad, take a deep breath and always, ALWAYS, remember that you are enough. It will be alright. It's not your fault, so dont blame yourself for it. Dont harm yourself because of it. Please remember, you are precious. If you feel alone like as if you could never tell anyone about your problems, you can tell me your problems, i will listen, i will try my best to give you the right advice for your problem. Harming yourself is not always the answer or solution to all of your questions or your problems. You can tell me anything, everything, you can rant and vent out to me, i wont judge you. Let's go through this together, friend.

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