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I fell in love with someone I haven't met yet. I've dreamed of them, I've visualized lovey-dovey scenarios, just thinking about them makes me happy! But I haven't met them yet. I know they're out there, they just haven't come into my life yet, and that anticipation is killing me!
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I fell for him 4 times. The first time, cliché as it may be, was when I first saw him. He walked into the yearbook class with confidence and this bright smile, and I instantly knew I had to become his friend. And so I, usually the shy kid who can’t speak up for the life of her, started to open up just to talk to him. Fast forward a few months, I’m going through a rough patch and he stays up all night with me on FaceTime every night just to make sure I’m okay. That’s the second time, watching him fall asleep in the middle of a sentence and just seeing how much he cares. The third time was after I made the decision to take a 2 year course that would mean we’d have different classes. He had one of the yearbook cameras for a game after school, we were sitting in history doing notes, and I suddenly hear a click beside me. I look up and he’s smiling with the camera in his hands. “You’re so cute when you’re focused, I wish you could see yourself right now.” And that picture remains one of my favorite pictures of me ever taken, which is a pretty hard feat to accomplish. Number 4 was a few weeks ago, when I was out of town for a drama competition. I was stressed and people were picking fights and trying to cause chaos, so I broke down crying 2 hours before the play I was performing in. I hadn’t spoken to him much for a while, but I texted him “I know this is out of nowhere but can I call you? I just really need someone right now” and he instantly FaceTimed me. He may have laughed at me crying with mascara running down my cheeks, but to be honest that lifted my mood better than anything could’ve. It was only a couple minutes but it was quite possibly what saved me from breaking down the rest of the night. We may not talk much now, but I hope he still knows just how much he means to me. If he were to come out of nowhere and tell me to follow him, no context whatsoever, I’d do so blindly. He may be dating another girl, but in my heart I’ll always love and respect him and all he’s done for me. I hope one day he might realise just how I feel, but until that day I’ll just stay here waiting. I love you, N.
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it hurts to like my friend so much. when i thought my feelings was one sided before, he confessed to me when hes deeply in love with this girl. it happened during out deep talks, he told me i deserved to know about this. i dont what i should react or feel at the moment because i lied that i "used" to like him too, when in fact...to this day... hes the person ive been thinking a lot lately; if hes feeling sad again, he wants to play some games together, hangout in discord call... hes the person i like so much.
sometimes i wished he never told me that he used to like me.
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I love someone so desperately but I don’t think it will amount to anything now and here’s how it happened. I miss my lover, man.
I fell in love with someone I never expected I would have. I stumbled into a clumsy awkward conversation with him one day and he never stopped surprising me with the wonderful person he was. He was obviously very sad and even bitter and he wasn’t shy to show me that at first but he quickly melted as we talked. He was so sweet and considerate and always tried to treat me like gold while we were getting to know each other. He’d wait for me even if he knew I might not come, he would try earnestly to be vulnerable when he hated the idea of people and closeness, he’d always remember everything I said and always want to ask more about my values and what has made me, me. One night he asked for my whole life story and after I told him, he promised he’d always make me happy and always stay with me because he’s never met a person more deserving of love and happiness so he would try for as long as I let him to make me happy. I fell really hard for him. He always said the right thing. He always explained everything if I got worried and he always spent every second he could with me. He’d act silly and cutesy in public even tho he never used to and even thought it was funny when others did. We’d stay up calling, spend the whole day talking. He tried so hard to understand his feelings because he had sworn off anything romantic but he started to tell me that he loved me. That he’s never felt this way even for the girl he swore off love for after she left. But it scared him. We were a thing for awhile, obsessed with one another. Having serious talks about living together and meeting family. But slowly he couldn’t stop wanting to be around me and worrying about me like I were his wife. I always tried to help him get done responsibilities but if he didn’t tell me some I had no idea they existed. Eventually he really messed up and forgot to tell his family he was leaving a big family gathering early and they had a fight. The reason he forgot to tell them was because he hated being away from me in another city and just wanted to get back to me. After that he said we needed to stop because he was suddenly someone he’s never been and he has no idea how I changed him. He said he never regretted it and he loves me and loved every second of what we were but he just didn’t like the choices he made and how obsessively worried he cared for me. He just had no idea how he could fix that without just stopping. I respected his decision but it was so painful. More painful than I could have imagined. I felt completely thrown around by my emotions like I was a preteen girl again thinking she won’t ever find someone like him ever again. I tried to give him space and let him do what he needed to do in peace and be his friend. I was determined to be a great friend so he doesn’t need to worry about my feelings because I should be able to deal with them. But it killed me. I waited entire days for his calls he promised but he’d forget or couldn’t because he was so busy. Eventually I broke and said we needed to talk. Turns out he missed me just as much and only working hard kept him from just staring at walls for hours. He thought I didn’t want him anymore after what he decided so he was also trying to give me space even tho he was shattered about it. He promised that he knows it’s love he feels for me and can’t deal with a reality where he doesn’t get to be around me. He’d accept being anything to me if it meant staying by my side but he also said that dating and marriage aren’t things he can do anymore. He’s been alone so long and he loves having a house to himself and no extra family and no wife who ends up hating him. So we agreed to just be happy and spend time together and still be romantic but know full well it won’t amount to anything serious. But it’s been awhile since we agreed that and he’s not been the same. He doesn’t talk to me more than “good morning I’m sorry” and he doesn’t respond when I try to show him compassion or love. He avoids my attempts to reach out and talk about things and just goes through the motion of “good morning. I’m sorry I’m at work. How was your day? Did you eat something? I’m sorry” every day. I know he’s busy but it feels like he is pulling away. What can I do to make it better? What did I do wrong? I’m trying. I just want to see him happy again.
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When you didn't think love was something you would ever have until her<3
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I hope to experience love that feels like these songs one day
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I'm a girlie that has no one to think about because she's homeschooled at the moment and only ends up making fake scenarios with made up characters :'D
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i met him 6 ish months ago. I cant stop thinking about him. Hes one of my closest friends. idk how to tell him bc a. I have no chance, and I'm bi.. He cant date me. I wanna tell him so badly, but I cant bring myself to do it. I want to be his best friend. The one he goes to for anything. but screw all of this. all my worries. Im going to do it. Im going to try my fucking best to be his bsf. I love him so much. It literally hurts <3.
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i think i might be in love with my best friend. i have no one to talk to about this so please excuse the rant.
it’s so terrifying and it’s so exciting and it’s so different than love normally feels. in the past, falling in love was sudden and abrupt, striking fast and then crashing harder. but with her, it’s slow. it’s like sinking into a warm bath: slow, warm, comfortable, familiar. we’ve been friends for years and i’ve never had any sort of romantic feelings for her prior to this, but for some reason a couple months ago i just started looking at her a little differently than usual. i started noticing, slowly, the little beautiful things about her that i never noticed before. i started wanting her near me all the time. i’m on vacation across the country for a few weeks and i’m trying to focus on having fun but all i can think about is, “it’d be even more fun if she were here with me.” i want to make memories with her and have her meet my family. and it’s not like i’m head over heels or anything like that — i’m comfortable and i’m happy, and i know this is just the beginning stages of something more developing. it’s a curiosity. i don’t know what i’d call this feeling but it’s definitely something and i can feel something changing. i could stop it if i wanted to. i could stomp out this tiny spark of a feeling and forget about it easily and go back to being just platonic buddies. but i don’t know if i want to. i’ve never dated another girl before, let alone one like her. i just don’t want to fuck up our friendship. but the way she keeps jokingly flirting with me makes my heart ache and recently her “joking” flirting has become more genuine — she notices when i flush in response to certain things, and she says those things more. it became less of a “haha ur sexy” joking flirting and more of a “i want to spend the rest of my life with you.” and i know i probably sound stupid/oblivious but it’s so complicated and i just don’t know if it’s romantic or not. i don’t know if what i’m feeling is romantic or not. i just love her so much as a person, as a friend, as a being that i respect and trust wholeheartedly. call it a “twin flame” if you’re into that. she doesn’t give me butterflies or make me nervous at all, she makes me feel like i’m floating. and sometimes i wonder what it’d be like to hold her hand.
maybe i’ll update this if things continue to develop. but they might not. i don’t know.
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When I first saw him, a fight between him and another guy was happening. I stared at him push and pull and instantly become interested. My friends told me about him, how he is always calm, with a good temper and I decided I wanted to learn a bit about him. So I started watching him, which is incredibly weird and creepy, but please, bear with me for a bit.
It's funny because I never even looked at the guy, but when I did, I don't know, I just felt something. While watching him, I started developing a weird feeling that I couldn't identify, but it made me feel good, amazing, like I was floating in a paradise, so I didn't mind it. Days became weeks and weeks became months, I slowly started noticing everything about him, the way he was closed off to everybody, but his friends, how he always wears a black mask everyday, without fail, his low and quiet voice that you would have to lean in closer to hear him, but was deep and attractive, the way he strutted himself in confidence, but wasn't arrogant, his small chuckle when he finds something funny, the way his dark hair curled a bit at the tips, his attractive arms, littered in veins occasionally, his dark and pretty eyes that I wouldn't mind looking into forever, I always stayed up late nights, thinking of him, wondering what he's doing right now. I just couldn't get him off my mind.
Until I started to slowly try to dive deep to figure out what I was feeling. I connected dots and realized. I was totally and utterly in love. I tried to deny everything, but everything made so much sense, so in the end I accepted everything. When he walks by me, my heart flutters. When he speaks, I get flustered. When he glances in my direction, I get butterflies and disfunction a bit and look away. I am in love. So So In Love. I don't know how or when or why. I just know, I am in love with him.
I want to be by his side, I want him to be happy, I want him to look at me, notice me, maybe even fall in love with me. But right now, I am content with looking at him smiling, from afar.
I want to hate you for making fall for you, but it's entirely my fault. I just want to say, I love you, I love you, and I love you. I am head-over-heels horribly in love with you, J.E.D. ❤
~ N.W.S
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i wished i never fell inlove with someone else and stayed with my crush..I've stayed with him for 1 year and 7 months I loved his jokes his laugh his smile his way of him staring at me everyday but now he doesn't do that..i fell in love with someone else and I am sad I didn't stay with him I should've stayed..if he finds someone else I wish him the best so he doesn't get his heart broken
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At first, I didn't like him. He was my best friend's crush. Plus, I was new to the school, so I didn't really know him like she did. But, the way we thought the same way. Like I would think of something, and he would say it. I tried to get him together with her all the time, but it never worked. Then she fell out of love with him. Then that's when It hit. So, I fell for him. I could see why she liked him. His smile is contagious. His laugh is the most beautiful thing ever. Idk how to explain how me makes me feel when I'm around him. It's like being with someone who feels like sun hitting your skin. That feeling is so nice. He makes me so happy, and I love him sm. But he doesn't love me like that. I asked him out, and he rejected me. Twice. But, I kept my head up. Now, we are closer than ever. But, it hurts. He's a grade higher than me, so next year, he's going into high school, and he's leaving me. It hurts to be so close to him and love him when ik he is going to leave. But I don't care. For me, It doesn't matter how far away he is from me or if he goes to a different school than me, I will always love him. His smile, his laugh, his personality, his eyes, and him in general is perfect to me. He hates his body, but I love his body. If he could see the way I looked at him, he would be amazed. I'm a Atheist but, I fully believe that he is an angel sent for me. No matter how far apart we may grow, I will always love him. If he hates me, I don't care, I will always love him, and nothing will change that. He is the other half I've been waiting for. Yk, in Greek mythology, they say that Zeus (I think) made humans as 2 people conjoined together. But, he thought that we would be too powerful and so he split us apart. So, each half will look for each other to become whole again. I believe that he's my other half. I love you, Collin, no matter what happens 🫶
I hope he doesn't see this lmao cause I said his name lol
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You know you romantise your life a lot when you know each song by heart🥲
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I've only met her maybe four months, and yet, I can't shake the feeling that I love her. I love how she makes me laugh, her crazy drama stories that never fail to entertain me, her kindness, her eyes, her lips, her hair, and her style, I love everything about her inside and out. I relate to her, I lend her an ear when she's sad, and I've been there for her. I don't know how to tell her I love her. I want to, badly, but I am just afraid of her rejecting me and afraid of her no longer wanting to be my friend. But fuck it, I'm gonna give it my fucking best
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I love my best friend. Not in romantic or something like that. I just hope that her life get easy and simple. I love you Sonya. You are the best
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ive been in love with the same boy for almost 2 years now and i can't move on. i tried to date multiple people to forget him but it never works, he's always on my mind. he's in my drama class and i love seeing him act, he's so good at acting. he's also soo smart and talented, that's why he'll never fall in love with me. im dumb and not as pretty as the other girls he hangs around with. i tried to flirt with him but im not good at it so i just gave up. im trying to forget him but he can't seem to go away. he's so beautiful. he has dark hair and brown eyes that i love losing myself in. im so in love with him, that's crazy.
at the end of the year, ill give him a letter where ill confess my feelings for him. who knows, maybe he likes me? hoping for it, at least.
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OMFGGG I GUESSED THE FIRST SONG AHHHHH
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I cried at work to this... I might be to open bout my life on the internet. Either way, have a good life y'all.
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I'm progressively letting my obligations go everywhere I go. I couldn't stop picturing her, her smile, her upbeat, vivacious nature. Not to mention that I adore her character. Every time she detects my presence, she extends an affectionate greeting. She always compliments me on how good I look. She seems to love me just as much. However, I lack the bravery to even admit it.
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🎶!! Timestamps !!🎶 0:01 - 3:35 - Mr Loverman 3:36 - 5:36 - This is what falling in love feels like 5:37 - 7:42 - Love Like You 7:47 - 11:16 - Golden Hour 11:22 - 14:23 - We fell in love in october 14:26 - 18:22 - Heat Waves 18:25 - 22:23 - I can't handle change 22:30 - 25:13 - Love you so 25:15 - 29:36 - Home Enj
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