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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 5, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.935 (155/9,438 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-30T05:14:48.737254Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
if you are also here late at night, i hope you sleep well starlight, you are destined for huge things and one day the struggles and worries you have will be replaced with the love of the universe. you are enough and it is ok to just be, you never need to prove your worth to anyone. i love you โค
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Bruh why the fuck is it so hard to move on ...like it's been five years girl,move on get over it!!! It's okay to move on!
But I'm just not over it yet, and idk It just feels so unfair how everyone just got over it after a few months or a year,but I'm still stuck in the past ,idk ...
I mean I am kinda getting over it but not completely and five years is a long fucking time , who knows how many opportunities I missed because of it ,these are supposed to be my best years but I don't remember them all I think about is the past and the memories , I'm never really living in the moment I have no idea how I got here I don't remember,it feels like it happened last summer but it's been 5 years. I really wish that one day I will feel like it's okay to move on, like I have the right to get over it.
And the worst part of it all is that I know that person didn't even care about me, or at least not nearly as much as I did...so fucking unfair.
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Track list
0:00 - Whereโs my love ~ SYML
3:21 -Itโs ok ~ Tom Rosenthal
6:38 - Watch ~ Billie Eilish
9:36 - Go solo ~ Tom Rosenthal
12:02 - Lights are on ~ Tom Rosenthal
15:18 - Everything works out in the end ~ Kodaline
19:02 - Another love ~ Tom Odell
23:07 - Atlas: Touch ~ Sleeping at Last
27:21 - Heal ~ Tom Odell
30:50 - Hearing ~ Sleeping at Last
34:58 - All I want ~ Kodaline
40:03 - Somewhere only we know ~ Keane
44:01 - Romantic Homicide (sped up) ~ d4vd
45:41 - Alien Blues (sped up) [remix] ~ Splice Records
47:41 - Havenโt I given enough? ~ unshackled
50:36 - i have no idea :/
52:32 - Blow my brain out (sped up) ~ 1yxhee
55:34 - i have no idea :/
58:14 - Toxic [remix] ~ Boywithuke (donโt know who made this version)
1:00:21 - i have no idea :/
1:03:20 - Graphene Oxide ~ Another machines
1:06:11 - jealousy,jealousy ~ Olivia Rodrigo
1:08:35 - Moral of the Story ~ Ashe
1:11:30 - Another love ~ Tom Odell
1:14:50 - Water Fountain ~ Alec Benjamin
1:18:03 - i have no idea :/
1:20:43 - The other side of Paradise ~ Swifty Sounds & sped up songs
1:25:34 - i have no idea :/
1:27:39 - the remedy for a broken heart (why am I so in love) (sped up) ~ xxxtentacion
1:29:48 - Take out ~ xThreeJay
1:32:06 - i have no idea :/
1:34:24 - worldstar money (Interlude) ~ joji
1:36:16 - i have no idea :/
1:38:06 - Pain Forever ~ Rebxyyz
1:39:30 - Summertime sadness (sped up) ~ Lana Del Ray
1:43:08 - Chamber of Reflection ~ Mac DeMarco
1:46:35 - Satya (Asim Sohail) ~ Asim Sohail
1:49:22 - Space Song ~ Beach House
1:53:26 - Freaks ~ Surfs Curse
1:55:35 - Death Bed (sped up version) [Remix] ~ Music Factory
Please help with songs I missed in the replies
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This I really helping with my anxiety and stress my friend died bc he had a seizure and he fell in a river and drownd and my dad had a heart attack and life just sucks
But for anyone out there who is reading this
The world treats us like sh1t but trust me someday the world will treat us better
I would love for all of you reading this that u have a great rest of ur day or if it's night ๐ u sleep well
And one day good fortune and luck will come ur way
Urs truly enjoy life to the fullestโคโคโค
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I'm still not over him. I can't get him out of my head. He was the only guy that I felt comfortable with. My first call was with him. My first face compliment was by him. Now, he's gone. All goddamn gone. Everywhere I look or see reminds me of him. The letter K, spider-man, dark hairs, dry texts and even goddamn tests for a school entry.
He was the only guy I actually liked. But he left me with no reason. He blocked me and unfriended me everywhere at night. We got in an argument and then I said some bad things and he blocked me. I was mad but upset, I cried myself to sleep every night since then. He lied to me. I asked him if he wanted us to stay as friends and he said yes. I asked if he got bored of me and he said no. He lied about everything. Our friendship was nothing but burnt ashes in a fireplace now.
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there are many people with problems.. i have alot of online friends like that.. but i heard alot of problems like i give up trying to make them feel better cus i am just speechless alot of hurtfull things i cant even make them better cus its very bad i gave up making ppl feel better .. cus they never feel better .. they just act and sometime they dont even tell me they just stay hurt from inside respect to all the ppl who got hurt and never said a thing. Love them.
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For some people, moving on is easier then for the others. I can't seem to move on, no matter how hard I try!
I liked this one girl I knew, and I knew she liked me too, and one day she stopped showing up, to our meet up spot, and the routine we both had before heading on into school, just stopped
It was years ago, but ever since she left my life, no matter how hard I try to move on, I see people who look like her or people wearing the same winter jacket she wore. I just wish I could move on and forget her, for causing me heartbreak... I need a hug !
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I never meant for us to go separate ways I tried I really did, but it was too late. We still talk every few months, but it's like we're strangers. Only a hi and having to ask how each other are because we don't know each other anymore. I see you happy with other people. laughing, smiling, I want to be happy for you but I'm jealous and I miss you. I have friends of my own now. I shouldn't even be worried about the fun you're having without me, but sadly that's all I think about now. I should've been there all those sad nights. I should have been your shoulder to cry on, instead I just watched from a far....
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He left me for someone else, a month after we broke up, he is already with her. How could someone possibly move on so fast? Where did i go wrong? What could I have done to prevent this? How could he just suddenly drop everything we had and went through for her. Why couldn't you fight for me the way I fought for you. It's only been 2 months since the breakup, and we haven't talked since. Why was the breakup so quick? We didn't even get to talk about it or talk anything out. Why was it so easy for him to give up on me like that? There are so many questions i have because i never got any closure. It's so hard to forget about him. Forcing myself to unlove someone i never wanted to in the first place is so hard. Seeing him happy with her makes me feel like i meant nothing to him. I just want to be fought for. I want someone to fight for me the way I would fight for them. God why does he get to be happy and move on while I still grieve what we had.
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I lost someone an year back, I thought we would share a lifetime, but thats what just 'I' thought. I had so many questions, doubts, and I couldn't even look into myself, because my heart was full and my life, empty. Where does a person go when their only home walks away. I had nowhere to go, no one I could have talked to, to ease that ache, which still creeps up at some nights. I thought of ending many things, ifykwim, but then that hope of him returning back, kept me going. Now he is happy with someone else, and I did finally found someone who always had my back,ME. I picked myself up, removed me from the social platforms, stopped many bad habits, and developed new good ones. Its been a year, and I cant even express how grateful and blessed I feel to have this life. My health is better, I am learning so many things about myself each day. I miss my past, ofcourse love does that to you. But I would never ever ever exchange the love I have for myself for someone else. I read all the comments here, we bleed the same all over the world, we feel the same sadness when people leave us, when our hearts break and our souls ache. Just hold on. Keep faith in yourself. Things will be better.โค
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I feel like im in a show or book. A close friend of mine said she fell for me, but i was still chasing after my ex then, so i asked her to wait. She did. I made her wait too long. She began to love another guy. We were bith lonely, and decided at 3am to date, just fir fun, just to feel less alone. We agreed in the beginning that if the guy she liked asked her out, we'd break up. We didn't tell anyone we were together. About a week ago he told her how much he loves her, so naturally we broke up. Unfortunately i caught feelings for her along the way, and now i feel incomplete. I regret making her wait. I wish i wasn't so hung up on my ex when she loved me. I would be happy right now, if only i let go of him sooner. But she's happy now, so i can't ruin her joy with my sorrow.
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Everything I've ever done has been a mistake, except that one person. I lost her awhile ago, but she was everything and now I can't help but see her eyes in everything around me, they were so unbelievably gorgeous. That beautiful mix of blue and green, that small twinkle in her eyes, the way they lit up during the wintertime and the way she smiled were all so perfect. She moved on and she's happy now, but now every winter the snow reminds me of the icy blue colour in her eyes, the soft greens reminding me of the summers we spend together riding around and enjoying one another's company. I miss her, and I can't deny the fact that I do because it hurts just to think about how happy we seemed yet she left, she told me she needed time and I gave it to her, But she never came back. So I sit here and listen to this playlist because it was her favourite, all of her favourite songs with such a fitting title..
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@marvel601child
2 months ago
Me in the middle of a breakdown and an ad pops up..
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