Views : 731,987
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 18, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.891 (350/12,494 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-30T15:27:20.801282Z
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Re-finding my 8th grade sweetheart, starting a combined family…the best 4 years of our life, he passed in 2019. I haven’t connected to reality since. Whenever I start to feel for anyone or anything I pull back. I cannot accept happiness without him. I’m still in love with him and living in our memories daily.
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I'm slowly losing myself. I really want to get out of this life and enjoy it, but I'm unable to do it. This is the first time I realized that I've become so weak, decaying from inside.
It makes me sad whenever I see myself, what I was 3 years ago, and what I am now. I just pray that no soul has to go through this situation. Amen!
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To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
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To anyone reading this while listening to this music, I know what you feel, you’re probably even crying right now, but whatever can happen to you is nothing compared to what you have accomplished and who you are. You are an amazing person and never let anyone make you feel otherwise. You might be having a bad time, but behind walls is always happiness. Have a great day/week/month/year and remember that nothing is worth loosing your life.
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sigh... i have to get this off my chest.
I loved her for nine years, obsessed about her, tried all I could, even the stupid things I did... were just stupid. i tried to let her know, more than once but she said she wasn't ready. I waited for a couple of years before I letting her know once again. all she told me was, "you are funny." Those words broke me. i tried moving on but I couldn't do it fast enough.
A year later I found love, she was not everything I wanted, but she was perfect the way she was. She thought I loved her out of pity no matter how much I tried to let her understand that I truly loved her. we dated for a few years then one day she told me that she was "sorry." and that, she could not do 'this' anymore. I could not understand what I had done wrong, I loved her as much as I could, I know I didnt have much money then but I wasn't tight-fisted, we never argued; I was always compromising, always sacrificing. Damn! i couldn't even hold her hand in public, it was as if she was ashamed of me but I didn't the memo.
A few months after we broke up, I heard from my cousin that the first girl I had loved was ready to love me when was dating the second girl. I wanted nothing more than to go to her and pour my heart out to her, because I still loved her. But I didnt do any stupid thing, I had regained my self respect inexchange for my love. we still talk when ever I go to see her parents, but I know that what is lost is lost.
Nonetheless, I have lost my ability to love. its been a year and I still feel heart broken, I cont bring myself to fall in love anymore. It seems I haven't fully healed, and i am not sure if i will ever heal. I really hope that the both of them find love and that they keep it and treat it better than they treated mine.
Now I just drown myself in work, trying to forget, trying to not relive my pain. People think I am cold and an autosexual, but its just my defensive mechanism. I can't relive what i experienced all those years ago.
Please who ever is reading this don't do stupid things for love, at least if you would, do them for someone who would do some stupid things for you as well.
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my best mate shot himself when we were 14.Im nearly 16 now and leaving secondary this year.I think the hardest part is knowing your never going to see that person, see there names show up on your phone or ever listen to there voice again.Never ever stop talking to your best friends because you never know what they are going through!
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uk sometimes im just trying to make everyone happy , to change in a way that everyone would like me and i know thats not possible…. i always feel left out , i feel that my friends don’t really care about me . i just wanna be loved and hugged ,it’s all i need . i want someone to hug me so tight and dont let me go and let my cry as much as i need … i wanna pause life for some time so i can properly breathe without stressing that smth will go wrong . its 1 am and my other thinking is killing me. people that read this i am sure ull reach ur goals and u are gorgeous ❤ i wish u have the best year ever and have close people that are going to love u till death
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Every day, i look at myself in the mirror and think could i have did better?
Every day, i lay in my bed at 3 am thinking could everything turned out differently?
Every day, I still think about her. No matter how i try to forget, the memories will still be stuck deep in my heart.
Every day, i still lay in my bed crying thinking about her.
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Life is so hard. People Are Insensitive and Selfish. I Have Dreams And God Knows How Many Times I Strive For These. I'm Tired of Falling Down and Getting Up Again. I'm Tired of Fighting. I'm in a terrible situation, my heart is broken and I don't know what to do. I Found Myself Here... God Help Me I Need You So Much A Tired-Hearted Warrior ....😓😞
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@tristankavanaugh1909
3 months ago
My girlfriend just died... she passed while she was asleep, she was pronounced dead at 7ish....her name was Maria, she was a type 1 diabetic and was 23....I was gifted 9 months with ups and downs and we were just about to get our own house together... I can't express or feel anything towards this. When people ask, I can only cope by laughing it off or changing subjects...... I am so lost it terrifies me.... R.I.P Maria H. 3/3/2000-1/23/2024 I will see you again someday when I fade from this world and join you...good bye my love...😭😮💨😒💔
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