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Top Comments of this video!! :3
So many strong soldiers , if your here it’s for a reason , if your sad it’s for a reason , find your reason and be who you want to be sadness is a emotion you can absolutely control life is short if you make it or fast if you make it find peace in knowing that no matter what that there’s someone (God) above you trying to guide you allow him the wheel .
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Its 4.17 am and I'm listening this by my window standing, the weather is windy. I feel every peace of the beat. I'm feeling myself after a long time ❤
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I just want to be saved but no one will save me…
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Hi stranger,
We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok.
You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok.
People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school.
Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know?
With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss,
A stranger on the internet
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This feeling just doesn't go away yet..
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There's nothing harder than forgiving myself...
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I wish I would have acted differently towards people who hurt me. I wish I would have stood up for myself. I will never get over these regrets but whan I can do is start acting now. I will never ever let someone treat me like that ever again.
How dare you.
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when im depressed i really need this thank you so much❤🩹
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I feel like … a monster…. A nobody….an enigma….. a flea. I sometimes wonder what it would feel like to be wanted. Must be nice.
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I hope nobody feels that darkness that is slowly swelling inside of me
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How can anyone forgive themselves when what they've done, what they've said, destroyed their life?
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If you need to hear this: I love you! And you're enough! It'll get better, I promise. I love you so so so so much!
If you want to talk/vent, you're welcome. I can listen.
!!!!!!: Remember don't be afraid or embarrassed to ask for help! Take care y'all <3
/some random stranger who wanted to hear the same thing in the past/
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Does he actually like me- No. Does he love me...? He told me he likes me. But why would he kiss me like that, hug me like that, talks to me like he loves me...? Friends don't do that right?
Am I just a fuck buddy to him? Maybe I am just too boring for him. Maybe he will do the same as my ex. Cheat on me. But we're not even dating so can it be called cheating...?
I don't wanna ruin it by asking if he actually loves me. We're quite the opposite. He likes to go out and do fun stuff. I like to stay inside and sleep. I think he doesn't like that. He always drags me outside. I don't really mind tho. Everywhere is better than at my home. Maybe he also hates how strict my parents are. His parents are really chill. I wish mine were like that.
Maybe in another life...
Maybe I won't be so stupid next time and just fall in love... Is it even love? What if I'm just lonely and need someone...? Maybe I'm the one using him?
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THIS IS SO UNDERRATED IT'S PERFECT FOR WRITING <3
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Collect depressed people
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I lost everything everyone and I sit here and listen to comps and they all have this song as a starter 😂
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I loved you, as if you were a treasure. I was wrong, it's not something precious, it's the very reality that you are. I'm not talking about you being my world, my sandcastle, but the consistency of it. My conscience belongs to you, my soul I've given to you, and my heart if I could tear it out, if you want me to tear out an eye so that my gaze that so pleases you follows you constantly, then I'd be one-eyed!
They say love is blind, but you've opened my eyes. Where there was nothing, only shades of gray: that in-between palette that oscillates between total raw blackness, darkness, chaos, white, blindness; you brought me colors.
You're gone, now life is bland. Give me a reason to stay alive, ah no you don't love me anymore, so go! Don't talk to me, die! I forbid you to live without me. What am I saying? Life, come back to me! Remember those innumerable promises, your given word to survive eternity... Remember me, I want to haunt you, I want you to stop thinking for yourself, I want my voice to take over your head. I want to crush you, I want you to return to the obsession in your skull. An obsession that marks you as much as the feeling you get when I touch you, take your hand.
Come back, don't go. I love you.
I want to exist,
I'm nothing,
I'm reduced to a nebulous mass,
Less than that, I'm a deficient man,
Finally not a man.
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I know that people make mistakes and say things they don’t mean I just can’t forgive myself
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@gooddoctor9542
1 week ago
I forgive myself for the youth never lived I forgive myself for those wasted days I forgive myself for keeping my voice low I forgive myself for bearing the pain in silence I forgive myself for accepting all the insult for never loving myself and hiding in the dark for never standing up for myself and crying over it for nights I forgive you my younger self for all the scars and the blame
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