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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 8, 2023 ^^
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Deep down he still is everything to me, a guy who was there for me, protected me from people, made me feel loved for the first time,
left me, before Christmas to focus on his mental health.
I'm proud of him for focusing on that because that is important.
but it doesn't take away the fact I miss him everyday.
he's always on my mind.
and it's taking so much in me not to text him right now.
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I don't know who needs to hear this, probably noone but I am going to share my thoughts anyway. Whoever you are and no matter what you went throuh or what you are going through right now. Always remember that you are a piles of dead matter, every single emotion you have ever felt was just an electromagnetic pulse in your brain and you're flying on a funny space-rock in an universe, that couldn't be bigger (seriously we can't even imagine how big it really is). Our average life expectancy is about 80 years. With that you experience 0,0000017 percent of the lifespan of our earth. And yet so many people are wasting their limited years by feeling depressed and overthinking. We live in a time in which everyone praises self care, which is great don't get me wrong. But most people mistake that for self-pity by just accepting their fate and talking about how bad their life and everything else is. I've learned that no matter how you feel, you have the absolute control over your emotions and your thoughts. Please take that seriously, I wish I would have known that earlier, it would hve saved me much time of my life. Always remember that your time is limited and believe me you can have such a great time on this earth if you just try to and also let it happen. And if you think you can't manage to control your emotions (which you always can, trust me), just remember that you are nothing in an even bigger nothing, sorrounded by nothings. Your actions and your whole life won't matter anyway. So you yourself can decide if you use your time being sad an uncomfortable or if you use it the way you want. Thats the most important thing, you don't do all this for anyone but yourself. So just do what you like and stop crying about everything. Much Love
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The pic has my heart â¤
I feel it's the right time n place to express.. so there's this boy I met in 2016 in sixth grade. It was a new school for both of us. Initially, he was tough outwardly. I didn't like him at all. But he was smart, cute and intelligent as well, the topper of the class. Months passed, we got a new classroom, cuz of reno, and we got seats parallel to each other. We started talking. I never thought he would be so sweet and nice to me. One day he said to me, "I always thought you're the disciplined, silent kid", teasingly. We (he, I n our bench partners) became the best of friends. There was something special about him, about the way he teased me for my acting skills or statue postures in games, about the way he talked to me. We became less of competitors and more of friends. He even took my side once in front of the entire class inc the teacher over some argument with a kid. We would always talk, laugh and joke around. He's the first boy who became my friend, my first crush and the first boy I ever fell for. He was just so perfect! We talked for sometime in break about our personal lives. We come from the same place. It was a complete shock for both of us. The year ended, his school got changed and we got separated. I remember the last bye to him and that was it.
Fast forward to the present, he's studying in one of the prestigious colleges of the country and I saw him on insta few weeks back. I want to text him. I don't know if he ever thought the same way for me. I don't know if he still remembers me. I don't know if he's still the same or has changed, if yes, how much. I don't want the sweet memories I've of him to get affected. I don't know how it'll go. I'm still thinking whether to text him or not. Maybe I'll but after a few weeks. Maybe after gathering the courage to encounter his lack of interest, preparing for the worst cuz who knows.
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@RachelWalker-tp9im
4 months ago
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. âI saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, âI love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and canât stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when youâre dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because itâs so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other personâs, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person đ Life is so beautiful so live, l love you <3
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