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2,119,525 Views • Premiered Jan 25, 2021 • Click to toggle off description
support me on kofi ── ko-fi.com/oliviaalee
spotify ── open.spotify.com/playlist/42Q0corqrXBK7M89F77XS9?s…
about me ── oliviaalee.carrd.co/
disclamer ── I do not own any music &/or pictures in this video!
tags #spotify#sadmusic#playlist#sadplaylist#aesthetic
Views : 2,119,525
Genre: Film & Animation
Date of upload: Premiered Jan 25, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.989 (249/88,526 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T16:41:49.22462Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
The worst part of falling into a one-sided love is being desperate, desperate for him to see you as you see him
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you know what sucks? having to hear your friend who you've fallen in love with talk about the person they've fallen in love with, and pretend to be happy for them, and cheer them on.
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This hits hard when u actually thought he liked u back but then he js starts to drift and start looking at this girl with full love in his eyes.
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This hits hard when you thought you were special to them until they tell you they like someone else and want you to help them. Hits harder when their crush actually appears to like them back.
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When your life is so uneventful that you fantasize getting hurt, being liked back, or rejected- just for the heck of it.
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hits different when you've created so many scenarios with someone who most likely doesn't remember you
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I literally don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. Watching him thrive while I just sit there and think
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Nothing really hurts more than falling in love with someone who already has a love for someone else and you have to be happy for them and decide whether you are just invading their happiness.
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This hits hard when you thought you were special to him then you found out he actually talks to everyone like this even he enjoys with someone else more than he does with you
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You know what's worst? The feeling of liking your friend, and wanting them to be happy but at the same time wishing for them to get rejected. That feeling of selfishness.
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Watching them grow together and fall in love more and more while you sit there trying to be happy for her but you’re dying inside trying to be supportive.
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To everyone listening to this playlist, let your smile change the world but dont let the word change your smile.
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POV:
you are just so fucking depressed but make it ✨aesthetic✨
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It sucks doesn’t it? feeling like you’re never really home.
A toast for us, the dreamers...
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The worst feeling is falling in with someone who loves your best friend and your best friend loves them back and they don’t tell each other and your just on the sideline watching this happen and you can’t do anything 🙂🙂
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hits hard when they tell you that they're the most important person and you're the only one they love. then you watch them fall in love with someone else, reusing the same phrases he used to tell you. those phrases meant the world until he made it turn into nothing. and you have to pretend to be okay because he's happy but i wish i was her
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This is how you fall:
He tucks wildflowers behind your ear and tells you that they suit you. He slips you notes that make you laugh, because he knows you need it. He’s all wide open laughs, neck bared, head tossed back, and you know he’s only like this when he’s with you. You don’t ever know how to look away. You don’t think you ever want to.
This is how he falls:
He braids flowers into her hair and tucks whispers into her ear. He stays up nights re-reading her letters, because her words are what he needs. He’s all small shy smiles, eyes down, cheeks flushed, and you know he’s only like this when he’s with her. And you don’t ever know how to look away. Even when you want to. Even when it hurts.
This is how it ends:
He tells you, smile so full, that he’s going to ask her to marry him. And you feel, in that moment, like a message in a bottle. All your words and wants and hopes are corked in your belly, in your throat.
You want to tell him that you’ve kept all the wildflowers he’s ever tucked behind your ear. Every single one. You want to tell him that you’ve memorized all the notes he’s ever slipped you. Every single word. His laugh was your anchor, your reason, your fall.
You had hoped he would be your home.
You tell him, smile practiced perfect, that you are happy for him.
You tell him, that you will always be happy for him.
(wattpad is grendelthegood)
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It was so unexpected. The moment he told me he had gotten a girlfriend my heart dropped.
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Pretending I'm fine when I'm actually watching her look at someone else.
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