@nefesyldz9834

1 year ago

English is not my native language, I apologize in advance for my mistakes. 3 year ago I was starting a course. I didn't know anyone because I started right in the half term of the course. everyone was talking about a boy who was the best in the class, but he couldn't come because he was at the camp. I was curious about that person because I was successful throughout the class. Two weeks later, someone sat next to me during the exam. and asked me, "Is the practice exam for 1st graders in this class?" asked. I was stunned. I said, "Yes its here." I had a hard time concentrating during the exam and that boy who was said to be the best in class came and sat next to me. A few days later, I entered the classroom for lessons. I'm good at math and as I solved the questions, the teacher used to put me on the board to solve new questions. We took turns getting on the board with him. And suddenly the course is over. I continued the following year. When I entered the class for the first time that year, there were 5 people in the class. Everyone was sitting in silence. yes he was there too. When he saw me coming to class, he took out some papers from his bag. he had sat math grades. He came towards me and handed me the papers. We looked at the subjects together. That's how that period passed. I started going to the course library during the break. he was not coming. He came two days before the end of the midterm break. We sat together, worked together. Second term, I was determined to tell him that I liked him. On the first day of the second term, he was talking about a girl to a boy in the class. He was telling the boy how much he loved her, that he would soon tell her that he loved her. He was talking about how the girl he liked looked like. I didn't have any of the features he described. he looked very excited and happy. this feeling was very hard. I can not describe it. he talked about that girl for a month. He talked about his dreams with her. I just listened to it. He didn't come to talk to me much anymore. We met a few times on the way to the course. We were talking more about music. and the next year we both left the course. We are at different schools. I thought I had forgotten him. We met eye to eye while on the tram on the way to school last year. We just smiled because there were so many people among us. My heart has never hurt so much in my life. I can't even describe it with words. and today I saw him again. but he did not. I don't think I'm a pretty girl. but i really want to be with him. I hope our lives cross again.

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