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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Apr 1, 2023 ^^
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RYD date created : 2024-04-28T13:11:09.091484Z
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Had this crush on him for 7 months now. Never talked to him, sometimes we make eye contact, could just be me thinking that though. I feel like I embarrass myself everytime I do something in front of him though. I over think way too much, doesn't help. I over think every single thing I do around him, there's only like a month and a half of school left and I'll probably never see him again after that. It hurts yknow, I could never tell him, I only see him twice a week also.
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i love the way his eyes get all sparkly whenever he talks about something he really likes. i love the way he pronounces words, and his soft yet deep voice. i love it when he pronounces my name. i love the sweet smile that adorns his face when he's watching a cartoon. i really love his soft skin and his scent. i love his kisses and i love when he holds me in his arms. i don't think i want to experience anything without him being a part of it. i just want him so bad
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Everytime i see him i feel like i wanna protect him from this world he is the sweetest man i ever came across everytime he sits by my side i wanna kiss his cheeks and hug him everytime he talks i am melting he's so mature and hardworking and smart and idk who the hell made him feel like he's not good enough but i hope they choke in their sleep cuz he deserves the world
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We met in grade 3, and I felt like I had already caught feelings for him at that moment. We never talked much for years, I could only watch him from afar. But whenever we did talk, I was always so happy. A few years later in grade 6, my cousin friended him online on my account, and thatâs where we started talking more. We both had the same interests, same music tastes, same everything. I felt connected to him by a string, and I knew I had to tell him. I confessed to him a few months later, and he told me he liked me back. I had never been more happy until then. Days went on and on, we made more and more memories with each other. Texted for hours and hours from night till morning, smiled at each other at school. He told me I looked beautiful during our graduation going onto Highschool. I never realized how much different our relationship would start getting in highschool though. I started overthinking more and more, he always comforted me no matter how much I fought. Soon enough though, he gave up on me, he was tired of fighting, and we started separating from each other more and more. We broke up for a while, and it was messy. It felt like a nightmare that I couldnât wake up from. I was tired, I couldnât eat, but I tried to make myself feel better. A lot of people told me to get over him, but it felt like I couldnât. I had made years of memories with him, it felt unfair for this to happen and I felt like I lost the other half of me. It shouldnât have hit me so hard, but it made me realize how much I loved him. It felt like a punishment for how I treated him. I cared too late, he couldnât stand me anymore, and I thought it was over so I stayed away. I told him I hated him, I knew I never meant it. I wanted to just say sorry and tell how I wanted him in my arms again and how bad I wished I could go back in time and change how I acted towards him and his love. Why couldnât I go back to when we were so in love and happy with no problems? It was a question I asked myself all the time. Later on he reached out to me in my messages because it was the only place we hadnât blocked each other on. He started saying how he couldnât hate me, and my feelings poured out. I told him how I felt, how he made me feel, how I felt clueless and wanted answers. He told me it had gotten so toxic, he was right, I knew he was. He couldnât let me go, he couldnât leave his love for me behind. He had known I didnât mean the âI hate youâ I said to him. It felt like he read my mind once again, how he connected with me like he once did. We had talked, communicated, for the first time in so long, it felt so refreshing. It felt like God had answered my prayers. We talked for what felt like hours about our relationship and a new plan for us. We started fresh, we created new accounts to talk on and are now making new memories. It started in grade 6 that we fell in love, and itâs been 4 years since then. I wouldnât know what happens next from this point on in our relationship. Will we break up again? Will we fight? I guess weâll see. But, all of it felt like a lesson towards me. I learned not to take love for granted, not to hate myself, but to love myself and see myself in the way he does. My story is for those who feel like they arenât enough for love. You are, but you wonât realize that if you donât open your eyes. Someoneâs been written for you, it may take years for that person to come, but in the end, it will be okay. Donât give up guys, but remember to put yourself first, that was my mistake.
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hey to you reading this (: whatever brings you here, wether it's to fall asleep or to relax from something stressful, i just wanted to let you know that everything will be fine. If you're going through a hard time right now, it's okay to remind yourself that this is temporary, and there are many good and relaxing days to come. If you're about to sleep, i hope you will have the most beautiful dreams, and the most peaceful sleep. You are an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you in it. I hope only good things, love and strenth will come your way. Goodnight (: đ
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101 reasons to stay alive list:
1. you'll never eat your favorite food again
2. you'll never drink your favorite drink again
3. you might one day meet your idol
4. people who care about you will miss you
5. laughing so hard your stomach hurts
6. crying to let it all out and feeling better
7. sitting by a slightly opened window and listening to music with some breeze flowing in is the best thing ever, bonus points if it's raining
8. you'll never wear your favorite clothes again
9. sleeping in
10. reading your favorite book
11. you'll never grow up with your friends
12. flopping onto your bed our couch after an exhausting day
13. trampolines
14. cookies
15. coffee or tea (your preference)
16. getting something new and that feeling of happiness
17. rewards for doing good on something
18. your favorite show
19. your favorite game
20. singing in the shower
21. dancing when you're alone and laughing about it
22. the moon
23. the stars
24. activities that entertain you even if you're not very good at it
25. your favorite scent
26. listening to a song on loop for hours
27. staring into nothingness and thinking about a bunch of nothing
28. the warmth you feel when someone hugs you
29. turning on the ac/fan/getting under the shade in the hot weather
30. cuddling under a blanket in the cold weather
31. dancing when to music when you're alone
32. sunsets
33. sunrises
34. snow
35. rain
36. your favorite song
37. you'll miss out on memes
38. watch corona disappear
39. long bus/train/car rides
40. road trips
41. going to the bathroom after holding it in for hours
42. that satisfying feeling when you so much drink water when you're thirsty to the point you're full
43. trying out new things
44. hearing birds chirp early in the morning
45. really special events like graduations, weddings, anniversaries, etc.
46. giving gifts
47. receiving gifts
48. when you're eating butter popcorn and one of them is a lot saltier than any of most of them (same with fries)
49. fireplaces
50. roasting marshmallows
51. s'mores
52. chocolates
53. finding stray animals
54. listening to a new artist and instantly getting hooked to their songs
55. when you're vacuuming and you hit an extra dusty spot and it makes that crinkling noise
56. eating so much food to the point you feel like you're about to throw up
57. free things
58. that happiness you feel when you overcome a problem
59. the sigh of relief you do when you guess on a test answer and it ends up being right
60. holidays
61. that funny moment when you keep telling yourself "one more chapter"
62. when you procrastinate something but you're like "that was easy" when you end up finishing it
63. amusement parks
64. candies
65. when you're bored and you do absolutely random useless things like trying to get the same side magnets to touch each other
66. learning random useless facts that somehow entertain you
67. that feeling when your heart skips a beat from thinking about something exciting
68. aesthetic things
69. hugging things
70. seeing rainbows after it rains
71. when wind blows in your face and it's annoying but you find it funny at the same time
72. when you lay down and you instantly feel tired and feel like you're falling asleep after a long day
73. trying to stay up but you end up failing and you're mad at first but you laugh about it later on
74. falling leaves
75. cherry blossom trees
76. your favorite animal
77. that scary feeling when you find a spider in your bed and you're about to catch it but it disappears
78. doing embarrassing things when you're alone
79. cringing at weird things
80. trying to learn a new culture
81. feeling better about yourself when you find out you're better than someone at something
82. you weren't born to entertain people
83. saying witty comebacks (sometimes backfiring but it's funny in the end)
84. arguing with 8 year old kids
85. those disgusting yet funny moments when you accidentally swallow a bug
86. new technologies
87. feeling nostalgic when you remember old things
88. when you look back at your younger self and realize how much you've grown and changed
89. cringing at old things you've said and done
90. money
91. random shower thoughts
92. asking yourself extremely random questions like "how many ants are there in the world"
93. when you think you're failing at something but in the end everything ends up being alright
94. that weird funky smell from new items
95. how hard it is to hold in a smile when your parents embarrass you and they go there's that smile
96. beautiful artworks that sometimes don't make sense
97. feeling happy for other people
98. cute animals
99. flowers
100. laughing at your own stupidity
101. you
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I met him, when everything was difficult for me, I even thought that no human being was born for me, always reassuring that thought and making me cry all night. Until the moment he expressed his feelings, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know whether I felt happy or down. All that was on my mind at that time was "How long do you think he will stop being curious about me" then I said "Yes".I don't know if this is the right choice or the wrong path.But all I feel with him right now is happiness. In fact, I was so happy I often thought "Is this really happening to me?". He really changed my life, everything means more to me now. I really love him now. Everyone who reads this, I hope you can wish you the best us.â¤â¤â¤â¤
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To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this. Just remember, i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when youâre excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions (Not by me, but I mean it from the most deepest part of my heart.)
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