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Date of upload: Jan 16, 2024 ^^
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Another internet stranger here, if you read it, thank you. In a few weeks I will finish university, it was 5 years of many adventures and I feel nostalgic, this list makes me remember those moments, I will miss traveling the road and seeing the sea, it was so relaxing, not to mention that I met someone special in this place, Sometimes I feel confused, I don't know if I wasted my time or I'm doing the right thing by staying there, she is somewhat childish, she has a lot of negative thoughts about herself, her body and how to be a perceptible and this has made me develop cheating thoughts and want to leave her , I have fought against it, sometimes I wrote to girls but luckily it didn't come to anything, I feel like I developed some attraction for someone and I don't know what to do, whether to end the relationship and take advantage of the last time left before returning to my town and have adventures with this girl and others or remain firm, resume therapy and improve for myself and that special person. If you experienced something similar, I would appreciate the advice and not feel judged. Love and peace :)
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There was a girl I went on two "dates" with and I'd known her for two years, I loved her and did so much for her because she cut herself and her mom made her work and she never got to do anything fun. I took her to dave and busters, we watched Disney in my room and on Valentines I brought her 2 dozen roses, chocolate and a teddy bear and I wrote her a letter about how I was happy I got to hang out with her. I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said maybe. On Halloween she tried to kiss my cousin and I almost left her but I felt so bad for her because she cut herself so I stuck it out, heck she always told me about how she got hit on to. Last time I saw her I tried to ask her again and I put my arm around her and she said Ew don't touch me. That killed me, I'm not good looking and always got bullied for my looks whatever confidence I had died that day. On my birthday she gave me an answer on if she'd be my girlfriend, she said no. That was 7 years ago, I stopped trying because I lost any hope at this point. 30 years old now, from kindergarten to now every female doesn't look at me, lost weight and started lifting weights. Nothing. Maybe it's a bad idea to post all this but whatever, I want to maybe someone will learn from my mistakes.
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Tbh I’m pretty much just ready to give up on the idea of a love interest as a 24 year old. It’s just not worth being vulnerable to anyone. Hurt is inevitable. Compatibility is never 100%. Friction is bound to come up.
It’s best to focus on oneself even if you still yearn for the company of a counterpart. These playlists really help me feel out what I’ve been bottling up in my day to day life. Thank you.
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I have a crush on a man, one that inspired me to draw and practice so much. I had so much passion to be better just because of him.
One day I decided to meet up with him (like 2 days ago) I did what I could to not cross the line. Then I found out he has a girlfriend.
It's a tough pill to swallow, but I'll just wait until my passion dies down.
At least he was a part of my journey, one that inspired me to improve and made me fall in love with myself while knowing he could never be mine.
Maybe I was too late. Maybe I'm seconds late.
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@MusicwithFlynn
2 months ago
I’m not in love right now. But I like listening to this and reading the comments to be reminded that there is someone out there, waiting for me, just like I’m waiting for them. They might even be listening to this same playlist💗
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