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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Feb 17, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.982 (33/7,477 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-17T12:23:47.66635Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
ive been told it gets better, and i say the same to everyone else who is struggling around me because im sure it does. but just for them. it has been over 5 years, im getting worse and worse, my family is fine, we have ups and down, my friends are perfectly fine, im there for them. i know exactly what i need to do to get better, but i cant bring myself to do so. i cant bring myself to stop my addiction, i cant bring myself to distract myself from thoughts. i let it happen, its like i dont even care anymore.
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I don't talk about my feelings because I don't know how they'll react.
I don't sh because I don't want them to worry
I think I'm a monster, but they treat me like I'm pure.
I feel like I can't talk to my family, so they step in.
I stayed because of them.
I hate my life, but I know my friends need me.
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4:50 «alone nugget...»
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When I was in 7th grade I had most of these songs in my playlist,I would listen to them while I waited for my bus after climbing out of my window because my door was blocked by trash,food,mold,dirty clothes,art stuff, and coke cans. Eventually I wouldn’t get out of bed to go to should and would sleep all day and wake up to a subway sub on my bed from my mom at 8pm before she went to work. I was kicked out of school and rotted in my bed for 9 months before I was sent to a hospital and went to live with my dad. These songs were my life, and I hated living it.
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Dear to all those beautiful people out there. <3 (thats you. <3)
I'm proud that you woke up today.
I'm proud that you made it through another day
I'm proud that you got dressed.
I'm proud that you brushed your hair.
I'm proud you went outside to be healthy
I'm proud that you existed.
I'm proud that your here still fighting
I'm proud that your still here
I'm proud that your letting yourself calm down to this music
I'm proud that you laughed with friends atleast.
I'm proud that your showing emotion. Think of the people out there with no emotion <3
your you. I'm me, but we're all one, taking care of each other.
"There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well." --Wise man once said.
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If you are reading this just know that I’m proud of you keep going never give up no matter what because I care about you keep pushing I know it might be hard but soon hopefully if you keep pushing you will get better even if you think it’s impossible just try okay I love you. Take care of yourself you are pretty and amazing<3
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@zwodarek222
2 months ago
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