Views : 583,982
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 23, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.957 (171/15,581 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i hate birthdays, i hate holidays, i have anything that reminds me that i am getting older. i want to be that little girl who enjoyed my little pony, ninjago, ben 10, wild kratts, and more. now im a teen struggling with deadlines, addiction, intrusive thoughts, and more. when i said, "i cant wait to be an adult." i didnt want this. i want to be a kid again.
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1:17 “why do you cry?” That hits different
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Idk why but the first song just always reminds me of Moonbin. For those who dont know hes a singer who committed syicide not long ago. Moonbin will forever be in our hearts, you really could not tell anything he was feeling because he always put a smile on his face. Thank you for making me remember him.
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To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around! <33
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"I said I was sorry!" He yelled confused. "Isn't that enough? What more do you want?"
"I want you to mean it." I replied staring at the skyline.
"That's not fair! I do mean it! I do! Why can't you just forgive me?"
"Because, does the forest forgive the fire that burnt it to the ground?" I waited for his answer, but it never came. "No... no it doesn't."
"Come on... let's just move on now... please..."
"No, no I won't." I sat there seething, anger bubbling under my skin. "Leave."
"Come on. Can't we- can't we talk."
"I'm done talking, and you've talked enough... I'm not gonna let you use me again. As I said before, leave."
"I- fine." He sighed in defeat. "You'll see, you'll come crawling back to me! You will!" He turned and stormed off the roof slamming the stairwell door behind him.
Everything changed that day. My entire life, and not entirely for the better. He was gone and he didn't come back. I was free, released from my gilded cage.
Now I fly free, in calm sky, in turbulent winds, and I always find my own way now. For I am free to find my own path in this chaotic world, and now nothing is holding me back... it's time for a new beginning...
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الحب هو اجمل شعور وإحساس منحه الله للإنسان وشي عظيم وعالم من الاحلام وذكريات وسحر وجمال وسر من أسرار الحياة واقوى سلاح فتاك وقاتل ويجعل قلب الانسان ممزق الى اشلائي من رغم كل شي لانستطيع ان نعيش بدون الحب ولكن يجب علين ان نعيش في زمن العَاشَِّقِيَن ونكون صادقين مع انفسنا قبل الآخرين وقلوبنا مليء بالصدق والٱيماني ونور الرحماني وقريب من الله في كل الاتجاهي
شاعر دلكش اوسي الكوردي
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"Why do you cry?"
Because this world is fast. Too fast that it takes up my life forse to catch up with it, only to find out that it has ran far away again.
I just want to sit down and breathe. I just want to take in a deep breath and close my eyes. I just want to rearrange my thoughts for once.
But this world will run away. And i will have to run again too. The fear of being left behind won't kill me but the fact that i won't ever be able to catch up again would. And it hurts.
If this is life, which isn't lived, but survived, then i dont admire life.
The little kid who was labelled as 'gifted' loves life no more.
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I miss my childhood. When everything was easy, now i realized how hard my parents live was, how poor they were. I hated to move out and we finnaly found a place we could call home, we had animals, amazing dog, cat, 4 rabbits and chickens. We loved them all, we had a small garden and orchard. I was kind to others, i wasnt egoistic, i loved myself and i could take care of my relationships. But we got kicked out. We moved far away from my higschool, I lost myself, I lost everything and i tried finding me again but I couldn't do that and still cant becouse I'm worthless. I have nothing to offer. When we moved out again i tried to stay positive. I was on the top of my new class but it didnt last long till my motivatiom dropped. My cat got runned over, I saw it on the street while going to school. It was horrible. My dog also got runned over. My parents argued with my uncle and we lost contact with him. Im on the middle of nowhere now. I want my live back but all i do is laying in bed too scared to do anything. My grades are awful now. I have no motivation, Im awful. I miss everything. Why im like this. I hate myself so much i cant keep with this. I used to be athletic, win sports cometitions. I had friends, good grades.
Im 16 but i lost it all. Whats wrong with me, why cant i be normal, why i cant be my old self. Everytime i try to pick up something new but fails, im not good enough for anyone, Why cany i just run away somewhere where i will be alone. Noone would have problems because of me. My parents always say how amazing kid i was. Im sorry cant be better. Im so sorry.
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@ch3rry.l0vr
11 months ago
Timestamps!! -> from description! 00:00 - 5:18 (sufjan stevens - forth of july) 5:19 - 7:24 (cornfield chase) 7:25 - 10:38 (color me blue) 10:39 - 13:52 (jamie suffy - solas) 13:53 - 15:59 (waiting for you) 16:00 - 20:49 (where's my love) 20:50 - 22:52 (oneheart x reidenshi - snowfall) 22:53 - 28:59 (remnants of genesis) - - - - - - beautiful playlist, i loved it! {pls tell me if there are any mistakes}
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