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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 21, 2023 ^^
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There’s one particular memory that has stayed with me throughout the years. One stormy night, when I was just 4 years old I was scared of the bright flashes of light and booms of the sky outside, so I crept out and peeked into the living room. My father sat watching football, the Cincinnati Bearcats to be exact. Mother was in the kitchen, our small little kitchen with the pink stove and counters. My father noticed me, all sniffling and hugging my old ragged lamb doll, and called me over. My mother noticed and came over to sit, and both understood and allowed me to sit with them. The red jerseys flashing across the screen, the fire crackling, a smell of cocoa. I slowly dozed off, snug between them, grasping each of their hands, and I felt peace. True peace, knowing not hail or storm could hurt my barriers of warmth. Occasionally, when the sky rages now, and I’m not asleep, but not awake either, I feel their hands. I smell the cocoa. I hear the fire. I see the jerseys. People ask why I always hope it to be a stormy night, asking isn’t it scary? Couldn’t a tree come crashing on my house? But in truth, I only want to feel them again
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this feels like that type of feeling i get when i remember random things about my past that i thought would never cross my mind again. i have this super specific memory about a rainy evening, just after elementary school. it was dark, and all i could hear was the sound of the rain. i dont really recall much else, i just remember the sounds of the rain and how relaxed i felt.
every now and again, when i take a shower, i like to close my eyes and cover my ears and stand under the flow of the water. it is dark again, i can hear the rain again. for a second it almost feels like im back there
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I feed 65 deer every evening who come to my front pasture and all the way to my front door. I brought my sound bar outside tonight and played this for them while they ate. They didn't leave after eating! Most of them sat down and faced the setting sun as we all watched the sun set together. I'm playing this tomorrow morning when I feed my 45 ducks Thank you from Texas!
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My biggest problem: Living in the past almost every second of the day because my present is shittier than my past ever was. I miss the good old days. The childhood. The friends. The happiness.
However ... Whoever reads this: Use the emotions and memories from your past to optimize your future self. Every memory, every feeling is some kind of code the world gave you. Start decoding.
You got this 💪🏼
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I'm 18 turning 19 soon a great memory that I always remember is when I was like 5 or 6 years old and all I can remember is waking up in the morning and smelling bacon and I run down stairs the best breakfast while watching rug rats while I eat in my living room for hours. its not much but its the little things you remember and wish you could go back to and relive it.
that was a great day.
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I miss being 6-7 playing outside with my best friend in the early 2,000’s sunshine 😭the smell of freshly cut grass and the cold autumn air while we play outside at the playground or trampoline. To hear the birds chirping and even tho the days became sad when mom told me to come inside for the night to eat dinner, I always knew I could play outside again the next day.
To go on road trips with my family and go hiking. To explore my childhood rocky beaches and collect sea shells and other random things. To use the camcorder to collect our memories and hear my mom’s giggles and even tho dad was always exhausted, he was still happy.
To have ice cream together and there were no problems and life was simpler. To have family movie night when we all would get cozy.
My mom’s health has gotten so much worse over the past few years and it’s so terrifying and I don’t wanna lose her. She’s my everything. My dad is working so hard to build us a house since we don’t have one right now and currently live in a building that’s not our own. I just want that safe stability again, I miss my belongings and my childhood. I miss my stuffed animals and innocence. I miss not knowing what the cruel world is like.
I miss the feeling of not remembering the fear of death. Now it’s all I ever think about. I miss being free from fear and only ever being happy. Now I fake a smile and try to enjoy the moments with my mom but then get reminded that it won’t last forever. I love her so much and it hurts knowing she’s so close to not making it. She still has a chance but I’m terrified.
I love you mom. I love you dad.
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The thought of graduating from college in 4 months overwhelms me, I sit back and remember when I was in the 6th grade, had lots of friends back then.. I still look at the pictures, we looked so young and cheerful we were full of energy. And then reality hit me hard when I realize that each one of us parted ways, leaving each other not realizing when it happened or how, not even saying goodbye.. Time flies so fast in a blink of an eye. If only I can go back in time just for a second and feel this happiness.. this hope.. this excitement I had back then.
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