Views : 621,347
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 24, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.982 (95/20,484 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-29T00:39:25.924989Z
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a lot of people wish they had a better childhood, but sometimes i wish mine was just a little less good, atleast with a bad or just boring past the future can only get better, my childhood was and will always be the best time of my life and now it just keeps getting worse and worse- everything bad is stressfull af and everything good is just underwhelming and disappointing now- i lived and lost the best time of my life already, that childhood innocence and naivety of experiencing such small mundane things for the first time- free of stress and any worries about your future, just having fun in blissfull ignorance, it's a feeling nothing can replicate and one that nothing could ever compare to because i simply grew up and know too much now, i think too much now to have a moment like that ever again, i really wish i could go back sometimes, but even if that was possible, coming back to the present would just hurt more every time
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I miss being a little kid. I'm 17, so not that young anymore. I know its time for me to start acting like an adult, but the thing that bugs me everyday is the fact that i feel like i grew up to fast. I went from being a happy kid with no care in the world to feeling like the whole world is on my shoulders. I miss when there was nothing for me to worry about, when being an adult seemed so far away. I remember when i was little i used to beg to get older faster, i wanted to be an adult so badly and now id do anything to go back. Go back before my mom was taken away in an ambulance, before my dad lost his job and we were stable, before everyone judged me for my appearance, before friends suddenly turned their backs on me, before i had to worry about what colleges i want to sign up for. I wouldn't say i had an amazing childhood, but now i realize i took it for granted. It hurts because it feels like time is only going by faster, i feel like ill fall asleep and wake up to trying to apply for a job after college in my 20's. I'm not scared of growing old and dying, i'm terrified of what responsibilities come with getting older.
Anyone who took their time to read this,
Thank you, your an amazing person an i can only wish you the best in life, whatever path you choose. <3
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I dont necessarily miss my childhood i just am afraid of not being able to sit in my room anymore. When you're a teenager, your room is your own comfort place. But when you grow older, you're forced to get out of this room and face the real world and this room becomes a place only to sleep in. I miss having my room feel like a home rather than just a place to sleep in.
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To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
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“i am horribly limited”. i put this as my senior quote and while i don’t stand by sylvia plath in any way these words in her poem have resonated with me. to anyone who doesn’t know and would like to understand, the poem is about wanting to do everything. read every book, paint every detail, see every sight however we’re all on a limit. as it is impossible to read every book, paint every detail, and see every sight in one lifetime. we can only do our best in trying to make our dreams a reality and pave our own path on this very limited adventure
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I’m not ready. I’m going to 6th grade in a couple of months and I don’t believe in myself. All the classes, the time limit, and I don’t think I’ll be able to fit in. I’ve been having meltdowns because I miss my old life and just want to be a kid again. I thought life was hard then, and now I look at me and think it’s my last day.
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I'm 18 not too young yet not too old but is it normal that sometimes I cry about wanting to be a child again? When I see videos and pictures my aunt used to capture when I was a child was just a child full of passion, joy, and smiles. Man, the world is so fast paced I hope even I'm 20,30, or in my father days I can still reactivate that same feeling and pass it to my eventual child. Wow, if I feel too overwhelmed especially I'm on the early stages of my college years, I just imagine myself being a child again and just playing my toys, going to the park with my family, having dinner with all of them, and just having that smile again. Man, omg I'm crying again.
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I just realized there is only 3 exams left and after i will never be a kid anymore.. my school life is over and i will never wear that school uniform again. I won't have that time of my life again where i don't have to worry about tomorrow. It hurt me so bad when i realized i can't enjoy the things i used to be as a little girl. It's actually life.. nothing actually lasts forever but i'm happy it happened .......
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I miss being a kid. when I never had to worry about anything. when the only time I cried was when I fell. when I could actually sleep and not stay awake thinking about horrible things. when I liked socializing and when I never felt like people were judging me. I miss being a kid I really do. when my parents didn’t yell at me about my grades. when times were great.
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In just a few months, I will be graduating and heading to college. At times, I blame COVID for the missed opportunities to enjoy my years before senior high, as being stuck in my room for two and a half years has been challenging. Even though I get to meet some of my friends again in person in this today f2f , we haven't had much time to hang out due to our busy schedules trying to maintain our grades and meet requirements. Many long nights have been spent completing school tasks, and many things have changed, making it feel like I have traveled through time. All of this makes me realize that we are getting older, and there may come a day when we don't have much time to talk to each other. I don't even have enough time to pursue my hobbies or the things I used to love. all I think about is my grades, research, tasks, college, course, work. When I think about the past I see myself happily playing around the school field with my friends, now we're on our separate ways...I wonder if they still remember the time we had a mock meeting at the school canteen about our future plans and promises...Everything just stresses me out.
I'm going to continue revising our research now- to those who took time reading this, Thanks <3 I hope you're having a good day and if not it will soon I'll manifest with you.>:D
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To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
—Not mine, but pass it around babes <33
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@ghazalkhezri7387
1 year ago
We never knew we were making memories... we were just having fun that all...
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