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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Jan 28, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.966 (1,172/136,808 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-07T20:22:29.514692Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
It feels weird to say but seeing everyone in the comments coming out with their vent stories just makes me relieved because I know that I'm not the only one struggling all the time.
For everyone who's reading this or is listening to this playlist, I just want you to know that you are valid and I support you. Nothing is your fault.
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Why can't I be better?
I eat less, they worry.
I eat too much, they yell.
I spend too much time with them, they call me clingy.
I spend too little time with them, they accuse me of spending too much time on my phone and pc.
I spend just the right amount of time with them, they tell me I've done something wrong and I'm sucking up to them.
I spend too much time on the pc, they yell and yell and yell.
I spend too little time on the pc, they ignore me.
Clean too much, they say I miss spots.
Clean too little, I get berated and emotionally destroyed.
Stay in my room too much, they accuse me of spending alone planning to run away.
Stay out of my room as much as possible, I'm not using my room.
Why can't I be better and be perfect for them?
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I was pretty proud of myself because the teachers told me my grades were getting higher. I thought I was finally getting back on track.
Then I saw a girl in my school who got rewarded for getting good grades every class, a perfect attendance, and receiving compliments from every teacher.
I realized that I canβt even find motivation to practice violin, finish my work, or go to school on time.
Even if I try hard, someone will always get more recognition and praise than I ever will. I find it funny how even after all the work I put in, I simply just gave up and quit in the process. I donβt see a point in trying any harder. I will keep doing the work, but i quit giving it my all.
March 25, im making an edit. I fell in love with someone. I made friends. I just need to hold on a bit longer. Iβll be okay. Thanks for reading.
May 7, hheheheh sooo I got scared of them leaving me and they thought I didnβt love them anymore so weβre kinda like not talking atmπ₯²π₯² but Iβm doing ok love u hope u guys r doing good
July 17, (mention of SH warning) Hi. Recently I got into cosplaying and itβs been fun. I still play the violin and Iβve been on the same two books for over a year now lol. Almost two. Iβm going to a new school. Had someone fall in love with me but i cannot get over my other crush so I felt bad and told them to leave. Iβm very interested in disturbing iceberg Videos and Crime podcasts. I also learned how to calm myself down when Iβm having trouble just getting through the day. I donβt SH anymore and I donβt think about doing so anymore. Id say I made pretty good progress. I think Iβve been clean since.. Last December? Itβs been awhile and Iβm proud of myself. Please take care of yourselves. I believe in you.
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Itβs so sad how weβre all here maybe for different reasons but all to seek comfort maybe crying a little or a little much
Those little parts of the songs
Those little lyrics that just describe everything we never knew how to say regretting every mistake we have done
Man Iβm tired
Can I sleep?
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Iβve been so good at hiding emotions to the point no one believes me when I tell them how I really feel. It was because I looked so happy... it was a show, a set, a play. It was all an act. I want to be better, no one believes no so I canβt. Not my family or friends believe me. Itβs crazy...
Edit: I did not expect this to somewhat blow upβ¦ but I am truly grateful for the people in the comments that have a similar story as me and to hear theirs. I love you all and hope you are ok. Itβs crazy to think 2.1k people feel the same way, just know your loved by me <3
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My inquiries
Who is that in the mirror?
It is certainly not me
Why am I trapped in this tortuous life?
It is cold and unpleasant
Was I not good enough?
I tried my hardest
Why canβt I be better?
I thought I was doing so well
Did I fail again?
I always do
Can I start over?
I never wanted to end up like this
Who am I?
I donβt want to be here
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I really needed this rn. My mom literally is all on me about my grades not being perfect A's and my grandfather just yelled at me to suck it up and do better. They're the reason I escape to music, tiktok, youtube, wattpad, and AO3. Cause their all just so tiring sometimes. I'm not a perfect child like they wanted. But at least I'm not hard on myself.
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This playlist just reminds me of every time I tried to open up to someone. They just say shit like, "Omg that sucks" or they try to make jokes about it. Like even my Mother does, for instance yesterday we were driving to the mall and she mentioned how there was being a children's hospital built. She proceeded to say "They'll help kids with stitches and stuff, and with self harm" both comments were pointed at me and I just pursed my lips while she proceeded to laugh. And my 'friends just laugh and tell me to get over it. People suck man.
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2 years ago
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