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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Just come to the realization that strangers on the internet comfort me more than my actual friends...😞
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The older we get the harder it is to cry...
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Being tired but never able to sleep is another kind of sadness. Physically drained and somehow still getting out of bed in the morning.
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Why can't I sleep?..
Why can't I feel?...
Why can't I do anything right?...
Why can't I get better?...
Why can't I make them proud?...
Why can't I?..
Why can't I...
Why can't I
WHY CANT I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND BE HAPPY?!
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Your tired. You are a just a kid with (probably) undiagnosed depression because your too good at masking it. Your tired but you enjoy the very little feeling you get from being the only one awake in the house. You can’t tell you family’s footsteps apart anymore that’s get me in trouble one day. You have no reason to excel in school because there’s no one to pass but yourself. You don’t won’t to love anyone because of the feeling that you will get too busy and drift away
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i love you
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i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
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i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet
please spread the word
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Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I`ll try to help as best as i can.
I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I cant begin to imagine how you must feel.
Your so tough for getting through all of that.
Im so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course i understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You cant go into a battle already wounded.
You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
And hey.
If you need to take another break, Im always here.
Helping you is my specialty
They always find there way. One way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen.
My job is done.
Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on.
Youll always have my support.
I cant wait to see the great things you achieve.
Before i go.
I love you<3
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i just want a “sorry”. that’s all. it hurts so much. her words hurt. her actions hurt. is she a mother or a broken monster?
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A little poem I made:
"..I'm not depressed but I'm not happy, it's funny how I can go outside and wear a smile like it's a mask and then I go home and cry because of everything that has been put on my shoulders, when I was younger I used to want to grow up, but now I know growing up just makes it worse. I want to go back to the old days where we would jump in puddles and catch snowflakes with our hands, the times we wore our favorite pajamas and showed our parents because we thought we looked cute. I remember when I used to look at my baby picture and smile remembering that my parents treated me like royalty, I know people have it worse then me, but that doesn't mean I'm not hurting, Everyday I go to school and put on my mask with a smile, then after I come home the mask falls off and I go to my room and cry, I question my existence and wonder what people would do if I was gone and never came back, I'm sorry that I'm not responsible, I'm sorry I made you cry when you saw my sh I'm sorry I talk to much and put way to much information out there for people to use against me. You deserve someone better then me and I'm sorry for being who I am, to be honest I don't like me either, so that's okay. I'm sorry for the times you yelled at me I'm sorry that I flinch so easily.. I'm sorry for being in your life.. like I said I'm not depressed I'm not emo because I cry sometimes.. I cry because I put on my poker face for to long. And now people think that's the real me. I can't be my true self around people or they would judge me.. I'm sorry for being a burden.. I really am even if you don't believe me, I'm sorry ill try to be better even if its not possible. I hope you can forgive me for being in your life, im sorry.."
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I like how the comments are more supportive than the parents ❤
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Mom and dad and brother are fighting again and I'm scared. Last time brother went to jail.
Update: nothing happened but now real dad and step mom are threatening to divorce..
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Timesteps! <3
00:00 • 05:16 Beach House - Space Song
05:18 • 07:19 Eyedress - Jealous
07:20 • 10:45 FKJ - Ylang Ylang
10:48 • 14:39 Molina - Hey Kids (ft. Late Verlane)
14:43 • 17:39 Mild High Club - Homage
17:40 • 19:47 Mitski - Washing Machine Heart
19:49 • 24:00 Mr. Kitty - After Dark
24:03 • 28:20 The Neighbourhood - Daddy Issues
28:20 • 31:38 ROAR - I Can't Handle Change
31:41 • 34:04 Surf Curse - Freaks
34:06 • 36:35 Undertale OST: 004 - Fallen Down
36:38 • 40:02 The Neighbourhood - Softcore
40:06 • 43:04 Blank Banshee - Teen Pregnancy
43:04 • 46:06 VACATIONS - Young
46:13 • 48:47 Vundabar - Alien Blues
48:49 • 51:58 Mareux - The Perfect Girl
52:00 • 54:28 vague003 - Drowning
54:29 • 59:17 Izzamuzzic - Shootout
59:20 • 1:04:04 Cigarettes After Sex - Apocalypse
1:04:08 • 1:05:30 Ezekiel - help_urself
1:05:30 • 1:08:05 Vundabar Alien Blues
1:08:07 • 1:10:56 Claire Cottrill - Bubble Gum
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I'm going to use this as my therapist. Today is my 16th birthday and it's my very first birthday without my mom around. And during the year since she's died I haven't felt 100%. Sometimes I feel like it'd be easier if I wasn't around but I'm know I'm too much of a coward to actually go through with it so I don't. Music is really therapeutic for me so I love listening to playlist that can help convey my emotions. Thank you for posting this playlist, I really appreciate it ❤
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7:21 Today, i wanted to eat a croissant. CWOSANT!
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Pov: you traveled with alice from alice in wonderland, jumped on castels, had tea partys with sentient stuffed animals, and ate moon cakes just to wake up in an Insane asylum and alice is giving you your pills
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I just put this on and sit in the dark to cry and take a break or cry and sketch South Park characters in my sketch book <3
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Just a friendly reminder..
There are people online who love you even if they dont know you, keep up the good work baby. We are so proud of you. <3
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You aren't to fat or too skinny, you body is perfect just like you I love everything about you<3
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Totally didn't just cry quietly while listening to this :]]]
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@C.L.A.I.R.E_boo
10 months ago
It’s so crazy how people on the INTERNET can RELATE to US more than the people WE are CLOSEST to💀
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