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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Why are people on the Internet nicer than the people who are supposed to love me?
Thanks guys
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They didn't see me sad.
They didn't see me cry.
They didn't see me stress.
They didn't see me tired.
Cause I faked it with a smile đ
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I want to scream and break down when someone asks if Im okay, but its just
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It hits hard because no matter how hard you try youâll never be good enough
Itâs late at night and Iâm crying anyone have school?
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âIm scared. It feels like you donât careâ true words
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*No One Cares About Me*
In the midst of the crowd, I stand alone,
A silent scream, a heart turned to stone.
Echoes of laughter, joy all around,
Yet in my world, silence is the only sound.
Whispers of friendships, bonds that are tight,
Yet my shadow lingers, lost in the night.
Am I invisible, or just hard to see?
In this vast universe, no one cares about me.
Tears carve pathways on my cheeks so pale,
Each a story, each a woeful tale.
Seeking a hand, a voice, a sign,
That someone, somewhere, would say, "You're mine."
But days turn to nights, and nights to days,
In the endless cycle of life's cruel plays.
While others find purpose, passion, glee,
I'm left wondering if anyone cares about me.
Yet deep down, a flicker of hope persists,
That someday, someone will notice I exist.
Until then, I'll wear my heart on my sleeve,
Hoping, praying, someone will believe.
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hits hard when you realize, that youre probably a victim of childhood emotional neglect lmao
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i just hate the fact that im always there to comfort everybody but they dont even give a shit when im in my darkest times hahahahaha
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It hits really hard when you are always the second choice to everyone even that one that u thought he is your best friend
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I was a victim of SA (Sexual abuse it happened in school) i was only 13 and luckily i survived and got out of that trouble and when i told my family abt it they blamed me instead. they called me a slut and blamed what i wore cuz i was wearing a tank top and a baggy jeans and apparently my tank top was distracting them âšď¸ ( to anyone who survived SA im so proud of you đ)
Edit: tysm guys! u rlly did cheer me up â¤ď¸
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It hits hard because I got rejected by my crush who I have liked for 8 years.
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Staying up all night and thinking of all the things that happened while listening to sad music just hits
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Vent comment
Im 19 yo girl, never dated anyone, sometimes i think that im scared of love. I crave for it, dying everyday from loneliness but scared to reach it. I have friends but they can't help me, im too self-aware and some people would say it's a good trait but in reality it's killing me. My depression is coming back. I'm scared that i wouldn't ever be able to function without my antidepressants. I don't really know how to explain my feelings because as child I was ashamed of my thoughts and emotions and i don't think i can recall the moments i was truly happy without finding something triggering in those memories. I just feel that im not good enough, smart enough or pretty enough to be loved and i don't think anybody could help me now, i guess i have to find my own philosophy in life to get my happiness back.
Thank you for reading and i hope you and i will someday find the way to create the life we dream of
Update: guys it's been a while since i wrote this comment but I want to say I found love. He teaches me how to find happiness in life again and we support each other â¤ď¸
Thank you for all the comments and kind words. I know how life can get hard but being patient with yourself someday will pay off. I'm sending big hugs to all of you who are going through tough time. Somewhere in the world somebody is waiting for you just like you are waiting for them. You are not alone darling ⤠I love you guys
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Being the therapy friend and not having anyone to lean on is so hard. Stay strong guys ⤠we got this
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Late night, storming, headphones, lights off, volume on full blast, and thinking about what I did wrong to deserve this life...
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[[ tracklist ⥠]]
0:00 || romantic homicide - d4vd
2:44 || freaks - surf curse
5:36 || notions - the rare occasions
9:44 || tired - beabadoobee
13:26 || alien blues - vundabar
16:09 || i can't handle change - roar
20:20 || creep - radiohead
25:09 || 505 - arctic monkeys
[[ keep your head up ⥠]]
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im dead on the inside and it honestly feels like a void of nothing I've been abused and also been ignored my hole life and no one really talks to me in less its what they want me to do and because im a psychopath everyone avoids me and i just feel so alone
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you are worth it
you are beautiful
your not useless
your not dumb
your an amazing human being
a bunch of compliments for you yes you!
Youâre that âNothingâ when people ask me what Iâm thinking about.
You look great today.
Youâre a smart cookie.
I bet you make babies smile.
You have impeccable manners.
I like your style.
You have the best laugh.
I appreciate you.
You are the most perfect you there is.
Our system of inside jokes is so advanced that only you and I get it. And I like that.
Youâre strong.
Your perspective is refreshing.
Youâre an awesome friend.
You light up the room.
You deserve a hug right now.
You should be proud of yourself.
Youâre more helpful than you realize.
You have a great sense of humor.
Youâve got all the right moves!
Is that your picture next to âcharmingâ in the dictionary?
Your kindness is a balm to all who encounter it.
Youâre all that and a super-size bag of chips.
On a scale from 1 to 10, youâre an 11.
You are brave.
Youâre even more beautiful on the inside than you are on the outside.
You have the courage of your convictions.
Aside from food. Youâre my favorite.
If cartoon bluebirds were real, a bunch of them would be sitting on your shoulders singing right now.
You are making a difference.
Youâre like sunshine on a rainy day.
You bring out the best in other people.
Your ability to recall random factoids at just the right time is impressive.
Youâre a great listener.
How is it that you always look great, even in sweatpants?
Everything would be better if more people were like you!
I bet you sweat glitter.
You were cool way before hipsters were cool.
That color is perfect on you.
Hanging out with you is always a blast.
You always know â and say â exactly what I need to hear when I need to hear it.
You smell really good.
You may dance like no oneâs watching, but everyoneâs watching because youâre an amazing dancer!
Being around you makes everything better!
When you say, âI meant to do that,â I totally believe you.
When youâre not afraid to be yourself is when youâre most incredible.
Colors seem brighter when youâre around.
Youâre more fun than a ball pit filled with candy. (And seriously, what could be more fun than that?)
That thing you donât like about yourself is what makes you so interesting.
Youâre wonderful.
Everyday is just BLAH when I donât see you For reals! (awesome â you are halfway through the list. Youâre awesome!)
Jokes are funnier when you tell them.
Youâre better than a triple-scoop ice cream cone. With sprinkles.
Your bellybutton is kind of adorable.
Your hair looks stunning.
Youâre one of a kind!
Youâre inspiring.
If you were a box of crayons, youâd be the giant name-brand one with the built-in sharpener.
You should be thanked more often. So thank you!!
Our community is better because youâre in it.
Someone is getting through something hard right now because youâve got their back.
You have the best ideas.
You always know how to find that silver lining.
Everyone gets knocked down sometimes, but you always get back up and keep going.
Youâre a candle in the darkness.
Youâre a great example to others.
Being around you is like being on a happy little vacation.
You always know just what to say.
Youâre always learning new things and trying to better yourself, which is awesome.
If someone based an Internet meme on you, it would have impeccable grammar.
You could survive a Zombie apocalypse.
Youâre more fun than bubble wrap.
When you make a mistake, you fix it.
Who raised you? They deserve a medal for a job well done.
Youâre great at figuring stuff out.
Your voice is magnificent.
The people you love are lucky to have you in their lives.
Youâre like a breath of fresh air.
Youâre gorgeous â and thatâs the least interesting thing about you, too.
Youâre so thoughtful.
Your creative potential seems limitless.
Youâre the coolest person I know. And I consider myself bet friends with like all celebrities, so. . . .
Youâre irresistible when you blush.
Actions speak louder than words, and yours tell an incredible story.
Somehow you make time stop and fly at the same time.
When you make up your mind about something, nothing stands in your way.
You seem to really know who you are.
Any team would be lucky to have you on it.
In high school I bet you were voted âmost likely to keep being awesome.â
I bet you do the crossword puzzle in ink.
Babies and small animals probably love you.
If you were a scented candle theyâd call it Perfectly Imperfect (and it would smell like summer).
Thereâs ordinary, and then thereâs you.
Youâre someoneâs reason to smile.
Youâre even better than a unicorn, because youâre real.
How do you keep being so funny and making everyone laugh?
You have a good head on your shoulders.
Has anyone ever told you that you have great posture?
The way you treasure your loved ones is incredible.
Youâre really something special.
Youâre a gift to those around you.
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This playlist hits hard when your friend group, your only friends whom youâve trusted for 9 years kicks you out over being âselfishâ though you have literally been the nicest person there, and been there for their tears to help them when no one else did.
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@DepressionMyFavourite
10 months ago
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) Youâre such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever youâre alone youâre not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, donât beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. Youâre so strong, youâre still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. Youâre not a burden to anyone, donât be afraid to talk, to use your voice. Youâre beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please donât starve yourself. Please eat, I know itâs hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see youâre in pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please donât go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you. If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
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