ImmersiveAmbientModecolor: #8e8f96 (color 2)
Video Format : 22 (720p) openh264 ( https://github.com/cisco/openh264) mp4a.40.2 | 44100Hz
Audio Format: Opus - Normalized audio
PokeTubeEncryptID: 0952250677acb64444d19e2cd80df3bcc0e9116b09e99d4ba019692e0299a3d0ba820ab9145b21030e1d040b5303d2e4
Proxy : eu-proxy.poketube.fun - refresh the page to change the proxy location
Date : 1716390544282 - unknown on Apple WebKit
Mystery text : TmoyT0FRMmdwdE0gaSAgbG92ICB1IGV1LXByb3h5LnBva2V0dWJlLmZ1bg==
143 : true
368,934 Views • Dec 11, 2021 • Click to toggle off description
Views : 368,934
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Dec 11, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.978 (92/16,321 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-08T13:27:22.543351Z
See in json
YouTube Comments - 409 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
It hurts even more knowing they're still alive and can live whitout u like nothing happened
287 |
Why does life hurt so much man
485 |
This hits harder when sitting by a window at almost 2 am and taking a sip of a monster after each cigarette I smoke
117 |
THE FIRST LIGHTING STRIKE FUCKING SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME LMAO
63 |
I lost my mom a month ago. I had heard about feeling empty before but I had never felt it until it happened. She had cancer and literally I feel like some part of me died with her. It’s awful and people always talk about appreciating what you have but you never really know how true and important that is until you lost someone so loved and special. She was my partner in life, my best friend and the best mom I could had.
369 |
I lost my mom yesterday, she had been in the hospital for a month and on a ventilator for about a week. She went from okay to bad to worse in a matter of days. It’s a different kind of pain, I remember crying to her about stupid boys and things that happened and thought I knew what heart ache was but sitting here in a too quiet house, remembering the sound of the ventilator and hearing the alarm as she flatlined, felt like everything stopped and the air was sucked out of the room and the world went quiet. It’s an unexplained pain that I don’t know will go away ever. I love you momma, I hope you knew we were there with you in the end. Listening to music to fill the silence is the only reason I’m not going completely crazy.
45 |
"So we're not going to talk.. forever..?"
"No.. goodbye.."
"Please stay.."
"This was not the good timing for us to meet.. I will search for you in another life, and I promise that I will find you"
I can't do this anymore, she was everything to me... Everything around me makes me think that this is just something of my young age, but I just really need help. I don't wanna be here anymore, I've lost motivation and she was the only person that used to help me.
162 |
I lost two of my cats, I'm dying from the inside
132 |
Listening to this at new year is very sad.. when a new year is supposed to be happy..
24 |
i loved him, with everything i had in me. i can’t stand seeing him with someone new. it’s been three months since we called it quits & one month since they made things official. i’ll never understand how he moved on so quickly.. we spent two years together. i still cry when i see pictures of them. i still talk about him every time i drink. i still look through our old messages. i still watch videos of us. i still talk to my mom about him.. i just wanna move the fuck on.
21 |
I made it to my birthday, I completed my promise to her. Why isn't she here? She promised she would be. I don't think i'll ever understand
28 |
My step-brother died 17 years ago I never got to meet him. My father died, his own car killed him. My aunt had a miscarriage, my unborn cousin is now gone. My grandma died because of the doctors fault. I lost my disabled cat, the only one I had something in common with. He's missing... im sorry
And my long known friend lost the battle... why..? Why is my life so miserable
46 |
I lost my best friend due to suicide 2 weeks ago. I still can't belive that I lost the person I loved the most in my life, they were the most precious person I could ever imagine, they were always so nice to me, always listened whenever I needed to vent and tried to help me. He always made me smile and made my life better, but now he's gone and I feel so empty. I never loved anyone as much as I loved them. My life without him is just pointless. I don't even know if I'll make it to my birthday. We really wanted to write songs and perform them for people together, but I won't be able to make this dream come true anymore. I am so truly sorry that I couldn't save you Nox, I'm not a good friend. I miss you so much
187 |
Almost three months ago, i lost my dog, she was literally everything for me . She was also my support animal , she made me wanna keep fighting even if it was just for her. But once she fell ill and i knew i wasnt gonna be able to protect her , my world came down. Now she is gone and i still cant find a meaning to life or a reason to stay. And then as if i wasnt having enough, my abusive father has been diagnosed with cancer and has brain tumors. I feel like if there is a god , it clearly wants me to suffer cause i really dont get why all this has to happen . I feel empty , i cant even cry anymore
60 |
My best friend is starting to slowly slip away. We see each other every day but she always seems too distant to hear me. And not like she's distant from the whole world, just me. I keep breaking down and crying. I don't know what to do. I love her.
30 |
he left me 4 months ago on the 26th. he shattered my heart and i still love him. I still try and talk to him like nothing happened, but the way he sees right through me hurts. And he started dating someone. I'm so happy for him.
11 |
When Dream, Ivory started it's like the biggest flood of emotions came to me... I remember when we played it in your room and smiled at each other but now that's gone...
9 |
the fact that i am in love with every single one of these songs.
25 |
i miss him so much. he was my favorite person ever, and was like a big brother to me. he'd hug me all the time and hold my hands when we hi-fived, and that meant everything to me. he'll never know how important he is in my life. one day, he left a lot of groupchats, so i messaged him to see if he was okay, and he left me on delivered for 2 days, then left me ln read. its been nearly two weeks, and we havent had an actual conversation since. hes normal to everyone else, and actually seems happier, but he changed, i cant figure out what changed but something definitely did. i see him so often cause he's close friends with my brother, and we live in the same neighborhood. he made me feel so special and loved. i actually thought i was something to him too. but how can he be so okay without me? am i just a background character in his life? did he never care?? weve been through so much together, whenever i was with him, everything felt perfect, and i felt comfort though he wasnt really doing anything that could comfort me. just physically being with him heals me. or well, it used to heal me. now whenever i see him and make eye contact, it brings back all our memories together. we never even dated but he really changed me. ive known him since i was a toddler but we only started getting to actually know each other in 2020. in 2020, i never even imagined how much he'd end up meaning to me, i never imagined crying over him either. i just dont understand how someone could leave a person and act like nothing happened. i hope he misses me even just a little bit. how could i possibly mean nothing to him? maybe he was special to me just because i was in love, maybe there wasnt anything special about him at all. but why did he treat me the way he did? a normal person doesnt just leave an impact that big on ur life right? if i could have one wish, i would wish for him to come back. im saying this as if he died, but its like the guy i knew actually died, and got reborn as a completely different person, in a world where i didnt exist. i just want the old him back. the person he was 2 weeks ago, the person that would hug me every time we saw each other, the person that was there for me in every way possible without him even knowing it. i need him so bad rn. even if he doesnt wanna talk to me again, i just want a proper goodbye, where we can cry on each other's shoulders. i need him to explain to me why he just left like that. he doesnt need to talk to me again if he thinks it would be good for himself, but bro i just want a goodbye. i want one last hug from him, a hug that would heal me, but break me at the same time. i just want to know that i actually was someone special in his eyes. maybe i only think he treats me special, when he only treats me the same way he treats every other girl. but ive never seen him hug anyone else the way he hugged me. if you actually came across this comment and read the whole thing then you are such an amazing person, and i wanna thank you for listening to my life. i just had to get this off my chest. thanks <3
8 |
@bebekpitonlar4809
2 years ago
Timestamps 00:00 / Phantogram - Black Out Days 01:25 / Ocean eyes - Billie Eilish 03:41 / Sign of the times - Harry Styles 05:59 / Only in my dreams - The Marias 08:20 / As the world caves in - Sarah Cothran 11:21 / Dream - Ivory 13:56 / Lights are on - Tom Rosenthal 16:17 / Another love - Tom Odell
608 |