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LYRICS
Stay busy, don’t think too much
Don’t speak up, play it safe
Don’t bother to ask for help
You’ll ruin someone’s day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keep running til you’re weak
This is what I tell myself
All night
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so
Terrified
That I’ll waste my life
In fear
In fear
I’m good but not good enough
For 26 years old
I don’t know what I want
So I keep chasing gold
Lying at therapy,
So they’re not scared of me
I’m getting scared of me, I know
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so
Terrified
That I’ll waste my life
In fear
In fear
Cause I hate what I see when I’m looking at me
I don’t wanna exist, I don’t wanna be seen
I’m fading, so jaded
by the weight of the words I’ve been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 20, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
The middle of the night I lay in bed and my thoughts get so loud . I’m 23 now and it’s still a battle every day to deal with my mental health , it all started when I was 12, so sometimes it can feel that nothing will get better because “it hasn’t happened yet” .
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Her songs have always felt relatable, but this one feels like I'm being called out.
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It's insane how much these lyrics spoke to me. It's beautiful.
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I gotta say Mothica is the best discovery of a singer I've had in 2022 so far
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Another spectacular song. We are so lucky to be able to say we knew her when. Mothica is going to be a leading music icon of this decade
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well .. this found me at the perfect time
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listening to this song after 2 am is kinda contradictory
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My exact moto for parties after me reaching 30's. And yes, "How I met your mom" is golden. And yes, Mothica is brilliant! <3
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Being from Oklahoma knowing someone else felt/feels the exact same way that's from here.. its kinda nice not feeling like the only one
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these lyrics hit hard and the music seems to have so much volume. This might just have become my new favorit song. Mothica you're amazing./gen
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This made me cry…. I relate to every word. Turning 26 in two months :(
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gahh this is such a sad and relatable song;;
your voice is beautiful!
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So nobody gunna believe this but somewhere in 5 to 10 years ago I was dreaming about this song
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how does this only have 1.2k likes? it`s fire, it should have blown up already! I love ittttt
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WoW Great song-Love it. Yes I am new just discovered Mothica a few days ago
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Your lyrics are so relatable. They are really helping me with some difficult times. Keep writing music because it’s working! 🤘
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im so in love with this one, i feel so understood
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Love itt mothica!
Another masterpiece 🖤🖤🖤
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Yay thank you mothica for so many songs😩😩
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@naru_naru909
1 year ago
your music happens after 2am, REFUTED >:D
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