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MOTHICA - NOCTURNAL (Official Music Video)
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NOCTURNAL is the title track to my new album - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal

CD/LP pre-order - heavyheart.lnk.to/NocturnalMerch

LYRICS
Tried self destruction 
Til I couldn’t function 
I hurt myself, hated myself
It didn’t help me
 
Tried self control
Tried letting go
To heal myself, I went to hell
I hope you know 

What it’s like to fight your mind
When your skin still crawls at night 
I pretend that I’m alright 
Til the lights go out 

Don’t got a need for sleep
Stuck in a lucid dream 
Daylights not for me
That’s why I’m nocturnal 

Hate when the morning comes
It’s light that i’m running from
Can’t fly too close to the sun
That’s why I’m nocturnal 

(ha ha ha haha ha ha)
That’s why I’m nocturnal 

Lost in the static 
I can’t move past it 
I got this far, I need the dark
A little madness 
A little patience, some kind of saving
Keep circling, to find another light worth chasing 

I pretend that I’m alright
Til the lights go out

Don’t got a need for sleep
Stuck in a lucid dream 
Daylights not for me
That’s why I’m nocturnal  

Hate when the morning comes
It’s light that I’m running from
Can’t fly too close to the sun
That’s why I’m nocturnal  

(ha ha ha haha ha ha)
That’s why I’m nocturnal 
(ha ha ha ha)
That’s why I’m nocturnal 
That’s why I’m nocturnal 

I pretend that I’m alright…

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Directed by Samuel Halleen & Mothica
Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
Production Manager: Sydney Isaac

Director of Photography: Sten Olson
1st AC: Jo Choi
Swing: Jake O'Connor
Gaffer: Em Shafer
Key Grip: Tyler Maynard

Stylist: Mothica & Drew Cockrell
Moth Costume: Sam Garcia
Makeup: Meg Wilbur
Hair: Lacey San Nicholas

Production Designer: Graham Epstein
Art Director: Cleo Camp
Set Dressers: Ryan Brennan & Alex Norman

Editor: Samuel Halleen
VFX: Matthew Collamore
Colorist: Sarah Sebring

Choreographer: Penny Wildman
Dancers: Michael Graceffa & Julian Burzynski

Production Assistant: Sofia Kunz & Isabella FitzGerald Harewood
BTS/Mothman: Aurelia

#MOTHICA #NOCTURNAL
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Date of upload: Premiered Jul 1, 2022 ^^


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Top Comments of this video!! :3

@Rancid_Sanity

1 year ago

That 1st verse sums up depression perfectly. "Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function, I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me, Tried self-control, tried letting go To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know."
I have lived in that verse for 7 years now and I just don't understand how the pit can be so deep

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@damao_716

1 year ago (edited)

I can't explain what her aesthetic is, something like witch aesthetic but dark tecno at the same time, this is so cool and unique, amazing, and I'm love it

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@Farkazs

18 hours ago

I love how every part of it is an art piece. The lyrics ,the costumes, the scenes, the voice, the sounds. And love the creative ways to express the different mental fights

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@enrikopratt8547

1 year ago

This is an absolutely incredible video. Interesting sets, fantastic costumes. Everything was on point. Great job. And great job on the album!

286 |

@hegh2425

1 year ago

These sets are killing me. Costume, hair & makeup are working so well together. The way the sound and lighting blend the visuals. So good

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@mOnKeYsNsAnItY

1 year ago

This could not have been released at a better time. I got some extremely bad news that's sucked me back down into my dark zone and this just is the most appropriate theme song for it. Thank you.

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@mat420AU

6 months ago

ALWAYS GETS ME THROUGH WITH SONG AND DAYYYUM THOSE VISUALS U CREATE JUST WOW

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@harshjain5982

1 year ago

MOTHICA NEEDS A RAISE GUYS SHE DESERVES A HUGE AUDIENCE 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

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@MrPoshreany

1 year ago

It feels good to know I’m not the only one that is like afraid of the morning and just wants it to end. Give me night time anytime because I can’t cope during the day. That’s why I’m Nocturnal.

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@blackrose2175

1 year ago

Been listening to the album on repeat since 5 AM and I could not be more impressed or proud. With every album we see your growth and the strength you're gaining, and it's been such an amazing journey to witness. Thank you so much for sharing your talent and your story with us, so that we don't feel so alone in the dark. ❤️

106 |

@bel265

8 months ago

This masterpiece as well as her other songs. It is hard for me to find a Mothica song that I would dislike. It is great to find an artist like this, all around not just with her music. ❤

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@Josuep8hw

1 year ago

Lyrics: Sing Along ! 💙.....🌌.....🦋
Mothica - Nocturnal Tried self-destruction 'til I couldn't function
I hurt myself, hated myself, it didn't help me
Tried self-control, tried letting go
To heal myself, I went to Hell, I hope you know

What it's like to fight your mind
When your skin still crawls at night
I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out

Don't got a need for sleep
Stuck in a lucid dream
Daylight's not for me
That's why I'm nocturnal
Hate when the morning comes
This life that I'm running from
Can't fly too close to the sun
That's why I'm nocturnal

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
That's why I'm nocturnal

Lost in the static, I can't go past it
I got this far, I need the dark, a little madness
A little patience, some kind of saving
Keep circling to find another life worth chasing

I pretend that I'm all right 'til the lights go out

Don't got a need for sleep
Stuck in a lucid dream
Daylight's not for me
That's why I'm nocturnal
Hate when the morning comes
This life that I'm running from
Can't fly too close to the sun
That's why I'm nocturnal

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
That's why I'm nocturnal

That's why I'm nocturnal
That's why I'm nocturnal

I pretend that I'm all right

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@mattscruggs574

1 year ago

I've never in my days seen doctors dance like that in a video. And these lyrics!? I'm a vocalist too and these are out of the park. Shit man. Honestly an original.

10 |

@spongebobssponge1224

1 year ago

THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD TF
Tried self destruction Til I couldn’t function I hurt myself, hated myself It didn’t help me Tried self control Tried letting go To heal myself, I went to hell I hope you know What it’s like to fight your mind When your skin still crawls at night I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal Hate when the morning comes It’s light that i’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal Lost in the static I can’t move past it I got this far, I need the dark A little madness A little patience, some kind of saving Keep circling, to find another light worth chasing I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal Hate when the morning comes It’s light that I’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal That’s why I’m nocturnal I pretend that I’m alright…

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@antosanchez127

1 year ago

so glad youtube showed me this

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@thenightranger987

1 year ago (edited)

I’ve listened to this album around seven times today. I think it’s exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you so much.
Also, our family just traveled across state and the house we’re staying at happens to have a moth infestation right now

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@Rome_Emor

1 year ago

2:17 leading into that breakdown come on!!!!! So insanely good! Also I'd love to see a full choreographed performance of this!!!

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@beeskibee

8 months ago

hey! it''s anna leedy. i still watch your videos and listen to all your albums, you are absolutely one of my favorite artsits! and you're gonna be HUGE!! i can't wait :]

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@MikaRose..

1 year ago

Yea this is the type of music i would like to listen at 2am 😎🔥

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