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LYRICS
Stay busy, donāt think too much
Donāt speak up, play it safe
Donāt bother to ask for help
Youāll ruin someoneās day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keep running til youāre weak
This is what I tell myself
All night
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
Iām clawing at my skin and Iām so
Terrified
That Iāll waste my life
In fear
In fear
Iām good but not good enough
For 26 years old
I donāt know what I want
So I keep chasing gold
Lying at therapy,
So theyāre not scared of me
Iām getting scared of me, I know
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
Iām clawing at my skin and Iām so
Terrified
That Iāll waste my life
In fear
In fear
Cause I hate what I see when Iām looking at me
I donāt wanna exist, I donāt wanna be seen
Iām fading, so jaded
by the weight of the words Iāve been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 20, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
The middle of the night I lay in bed and my thoughts get so loud . Iām 23 now and itās still a battle every day to deal with my mental health , it all started when I was 12, so sometimes it can feel that nothing will get better because āit hasnāt happened yetā .
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Her songs have always felt relatable, but this one feels like I'm being called out.
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I gotta say Mothica is the best discovery of a singer I've had in 2022 so far
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Being from Oklahoma knowing someone else felt/feels the exact same way that's from here.. its kinda nice not feeling like the only one
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It's insane how much these lyrics spoke to me. It's beautiful.
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listening to this song after 2 am is kinda contradictory
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well .. this found me at the perfect time
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Another spectacular song. We are so lucky to be able to say we knew her when. Mothica is going to be a leading music icon of this decade
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My exact moto for parties after me reaching 30's. And yes, "How I met your mom" is golden. And yes, Mothica is brilliant! <3
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This made me cryā¦. I relate to every word. Turning 26 in two months :(
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So nobody gunna believe this but somewhere in 5 to 10 years ago I was dreaming about this song
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these lyrics hit hard and the music seems to have so much volume. This might just have become my new favorit song. Mothica you're amazing./gen
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gahh this is such a sad and relatable song;;
your voice is beautiful!
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how does this only have 1.2k likes? it`s fire, it should have blown up already! I love ittttt
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I beg to differ, it's half four in the morning right now and I just finished my work āØ yay me
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WoW Great song-Love it. Yes I am new just discovered Mothica a few days ago
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im so in love with this one, i feel so understood
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Cheer up everyone you are not below me ,Iām down here at the bottom trying to push you back up and the more you hate this place the longer you will be here
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Your lyrics are so relatable. They are really helping me with some difficult times. Keep writing music because itās working! š¤
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@naru_naru909
1 year ago
your music happens after 2am, REFUTED >:D
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