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LYRICS
Stay busy, don’t think too much
Don’t speak up, play it safe
Don’t bother to ask for help
You’ll ruin someone’s day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keep running til you’re weak
This is what I tell myself
All night
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so
Terrified
That I’ll waste my life
In fear
In fear
I’m good but not good enough
For 26 years old
I don’t know what I want
So I keep chasing gold
Lying at therapy,
So they’re not scared of me
I’m getting scared of me, I know
Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so
Terrified
That I’ll waste my life
In fear
In fear
Cause I hate what I see when I’m looking at me
I don’t wanna exist, I don’t wanna be seen
I’m fading, so jaded
by the weight of the words I’ve been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
Ahhh Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ahh Ahh
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McKenzie Ellis, known professionally as Mothica, is an American singer. She grew up in Oklahoma City and began producing music when she was 18 years old. Since 2015, she has produced a dozen albums and singles distributed across several online musical streaming platforms such as on Spotify, SoundCloud and Bandcamp along with numerous collaborations and features with other musicians known by "Nydge", "PUSHER", "Crywolf", and "Icarus Moth". In June 2020, a TikTok video she posted that included her song "VICES" went viral, providing greater notability as a musician and singer.
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Your lyrics are so relatable. They are really helping me with some difficult times. Keep writing music because it’s working! 🤘
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Her songs have always felt relatable, but this one feels like I'm being called out.
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This made me cry…. I relate to every word. Turning 26 in two months :(
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I gotta say Mothica is the best discovery of a singer I've had in 2022 so far
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Another spectacular song. We are so lucky to be able to say we knew her when. Mothica is going to be a leading music icon of this decade
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It's insane how much these lyrics spoke to me. It's beautiful.
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these lyrics hit hard and the music seems to have so much volume. This might just have become my new favorit song. Mothica you're amazing./gen
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My exact moto for parties after me reaching 30's. And yes, "How I met your mom" is golden. And yes, Mothica is brilliant! <3
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your music happens after 2am, REFUTED >:D
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Definitely a favorite! Your music speaks to my heart. 💗🤍
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Yay thank you mothica for so many songs😩😩
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how does this only have 1.2k likes? it`s fire, it should have blown up already! I love ittttt
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Love itt mothica!
Another masterpiece 🖤🖤🖤
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Eres perfecta, muy hermosa 🌈🦋 TE AMAMOS MOTHICA 🖤🖤🖤
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gahh this is such a sad and relatable song;;
your voice is beautiful!
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I love this song immediately 💝 I need lyrics video please 🥺
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im so in love with this one, i feel so understood
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I want this played at my wake.
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Incredible 🙂 !!!
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Kenzieisawkward
3 months ago
The middle of the night I lay in bed and my thoughts get so loud . I’m 23 now and it’s still a battle every day to deal with my mental health , it all started when I was 12, so sometimes it can feel that nothing will get better because “it hasn’t happened yet” .
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