Views : 13,877
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jul 2, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.912 (7/310 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2023-08-18T22:51:38.94581Z
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The fact that people that are hurt like me have so many things to say because they are hurt so bad and they canāt say it or donāt know who to say it to because nobody understands how hard things are for you and how much your hurting but then you are just smiling around people trying to make them laugh and some times maybe they do but the thing is inside you, your crying you want to say something SO bad but you donāt because you donāt want to hurt anyone else except yourself. Overthinking. Two words combined. Over. And then think. Thinking about how itās not fair, why do I have to always forget, whatās wrong with me, my best isnāt my best, itās always my fault, and they will never understand how I feel. But Iām so proud of you for getting up every day, breathing, drinking water, trying to eat, trying to smile for others, thank you SO much for living, for trying to get out of bed, and for reading this because I want you to know you are so important and loved by so many people just remember your not alone because so much others are trying to fight to. Be kind to others and yourself love yourself just like I love you!ā¤
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hey, not sure how many people will see this if any, but i wanted to tell someone.
i am ending my life.
i wish i could say i wasnt telling the truth.
to my online friends, i will miss you.
you were all so nice to me.
even if it was just because you felt bad being mean to me.
to my one real life friend, i will miss you to the moon and back.
you were always so nice to me and caring.
im not sure why.
you matter so much to me.
i just wish i knew if you feel the same or if you just dont want to upset me by stopping being my friend.
to my mom, thank you for everything.
i love you so much.
you cared for me in my worst moments.
im sorry you couldnt care for me in this one.
to my dad, you gave me trauma.
but you went to therapy and bettered yourself.
thank you for becoming the best you you can be.
to my sister, i care about you more than anything in the whole world.
you would be leaving for college soon.
i would rarely see you.
now i will never see you.
i hope you have a better life without me.
thank you for being the best sister i could have asked for
to the people reading this right now, thank you.
if you read all of this then you probably care about me than most of the people in my life truly do.
i wish you well.
never follow in my footprints.
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@stephanieoliver8393
9 months ago
pov: every time to listen alone & lost and u cry every time bc you hurt so bad....
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