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Top Comments of this video!! :3
We gotta respect our pillow for catching our tears when nobody does..
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The worst type of sadness is when you just stop crying and just accept everything you're going through
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pov: no one knows how sad you are. because your a fucking good actor. everyone thinks your happy. but your not.
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When you understand: you didn't actually get better, you just bottled it up inside of you. So, you played a trick on yourself. Even you believed you were better, like everyone else..
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I'm not suicidal, I'm just tired.
tired of everything
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pov: the pain is even worse when you start liking it
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Depression is a never ending mountain. Every time I feel myself getting closer to the top I fall back down again. I’m getting very tired of climbing
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"Just because I am breathing, doesn't mean that I am living"
"Just because I am smiling, doesn't mean that I am happy"
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Nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent scream of hurt.
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"Smile, because it confuses people. Smile, because it's easier than explaining what's killing you inside"
-the joker
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The worst type of depression/sadness is when you're not happy but not sad, empty but filled with thoughts, hating people but talk to them, having mental breakdowns but nothings wrong, wishing you died but scared of death, thinking "if I never did that, everything would be fine" when you never did anything wrong, trying your hardest and not even trying all in one, wishing that you could give your problems to someone else but you don't want them to suffer, feeling like nobody loves you when so many people do, and wanting it to end because you're starting to get bored...
Edit: Hey, no matter what happens, you'll get through it, people love you, and if you think they don't, I love you. You're an amazing person in every way no matter what <3
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I cant even cry anymore. staring at a wall while you try to push the hot tears out of you eyes to just feel something. but there’s nothing, there’s nothing left for me here to do but sit around and stare at a wall. i’m way too tired to keep fighting, i wish i was brave enough to do it
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you know that moment you realize you really need a hug, but you also don't feel like hugging anyone? its a very lonely feeling
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normal people may be scared of the night but i find comfort in it. i just go outside and let out everything i feel, my anger, my sadness, and express how drained i really am.
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I love when the night comes. Maybe thats just me....
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when you have passed the stage of crying your heart out, passed the stage of feeling numb, and passes the stage of acceptance, your now in a stage that you just have to laugh...laugh at yourself. your so frustrated at everything and everyone but especially at yourself that you just think your whole life is some sick and stupid JOKE. that's the stage am in right now...if this is even a "stage" anymore...lol...
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Reading all these comments makes me feel that I'm truly not alone. Makes me feel like we all just people who are tired of everything, I mean arnt we honestly? don't understand why this world turned soo cold. We all just deserve better keep your head up.
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I'm tired.
"But you just woke up"
I'm tired in a way sleep cant fix.
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I've been feeling shitty about myself for the longest i can remember, it has been years and i'm still stuck with my unfortunate situation but moma said don't be dramatic it is LIFE you have to go on even if u feel like dying
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@alonelost2561
1 year ago
Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist)
- https://youtu.be/zpsUw0GP9xM
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