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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Suicide is stupid? You wanna know what is stupid? Hurting someone so much emotionally, they think suicide is the "only" answer...
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When night comes...I finally have peace.
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"Sleep isn't sleep anymore it's an escape from reality"
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It's 1:09A.M. I'm laying in my bed thinking about what I could have done better, HOW I could have done better. My future. Slumped against the wall in my apartment, on a cloudy and rainy day, staring down at the cars that pass by, their blinkers and headlights going off, signalling every turn, every break. I'll watch as my tear stained face flows with tears once again, wanting him to have stayed. Wishing he were here with me. But deep down I know he's not, and that's what makes me start to sob, in sorrow and helplessness. The night progresses, and I'm alone in my bed, away from my window. Completely turned around and looking at the light the moon shines onto my bedroom wall, and all I can think about. . . Is how beautiful he is. He's beautiful tonight. I think he knows too, otherwise he wouldn't have shone to me again.
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Time stamp:
0:00 - 4:38 ⢠The Wisp Sings
5:10 - 8:50 ⢠The Night We Met
8:51 - 13:25 ⢠Youâre Somebody Else
13:25 - 17:24 ⢠Moral of The Story
17:26 - 22:55 ⢠I Found
22:55 - 26:49 â˘Idk You Yet
26:49 - 32:09 â˘i love you
32:09 - 38:31 ⢠All I Want
38:31 - 42:56 ⢠Iâm Fallinâ
42:56 - 47:19 â˘Heather (the end got cut off on this one)
47:19 - 51:58 ⢠Whereâs My Love
51:58 - 56:45 Already Gone
56:45 - 1:00:38 Heal
1:00:38 - 1:03:50 ⢠Half A Man
1:03:50 - 1:07:58 â˘Train Reck
1:07:58 - 1:09:51 â˘Savior
1:09:51 - 1:14:05 No namer, again
(Pin this, this took time đđđź)
Wait guys tysm i didnt expect this to actually go viralđđ. Ty for the support I love you guysđ¤
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Everyone always says it'll get better but it never does.
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I'm listening to this thinking, wow. I attempted almost 3 times already. Yet I'm still here living, alive. More alive then I'll ever be and I'm enjoying that. It may not be that important to you but for me it's impressive and I'm proud of myself for overcoming something that took over me. This playlist just gives so much comfort. I'm alive, and I'm proud of who I have become.
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"When you feel alone, look at the sky. And see that the sun is alone and doesn't stop shining."
- Just a brazillian boy
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A Sad Poem
By: Me
I would love to be a bird
To fly high, and never look back
I am incapable of love, unlike a bird
Birds love their babies, their mates, and most importantly, their nests
I donât have a nest, which is all I have ever wanted
I just wanted a home, friends, a family
Instead, I am stuck at the bottom of the ocean
An endless abyss
No way out, other than falling asleep and never waking up
Although, why would I do that?
To what end, would suicide accomplish?
Nothing
And that is the problem
I have a dilemma
I do not want to be here
And yet there is nowhere else for me to go
Who would miss me?
My friends? I do not have any
My family? I am a detriment to them
Myself? I would definitely miss myself
I like myself
I like the way I laugh
The way I make other people laugh
My intellect
And yet, I hate myself
I hate the way I get angry
I hate the way I do not love anyone or anything
I hate life
I wanna leave so so bad
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Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can <3 I'm so sorry you feel that way..it breaks my heart to see how much you´re suffering..but it can get better, I promise.. You´re worthy. You´re enough. You´re not a burden. Your feelings matter. You deserve to feel loved. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to breathe and you deserve to be and FEEL alive. I don´t you only to stay in suffer, I want you to be here and feel happy for being happy, I know it's hard, but I know you can do it. You're so strong. You're a soldier and you're going to win this batlle, if no one told you this today yet, I'm really proud of you!!! I'm proud of the wonderful person you are even if you don´t think so. It doesn´t matter what mistakes you've made in the past,, everyone makes mistakes!! And what really matters is that we learn with them, and I know you´re amazing despite all the things you might have gone through. If someone broke your heart, I'm really sorry, sorry for them don´t seeing the amazing person you are and haven´t treated you the way you deserve. If some friend hurted you and betrayed you or left you behind, I'm really sorry..I know how much it hurts, but if they did that to you then maybe they weren't true friends to begin with. If you lost someone, I'm so sorry for your loss...I know they're watching you from above and want your happiness above anything else <3 I wish you the best things in this world. You are important and please, never underestimate your value, because there´s nothing to compare with how much needed and special you are. So please, don´t give up fighting, ok? Togheter we can go through this, and I know you can make it! I believe in you!! I believe in all of you and I love you. You´re stars that lighten up my day, so keep shining here togheter, in this world, and I hope I made your day a litlle bright as well..I love you dear humans <3
If you read this far, thank you very much. I hope you have a great day, , night, afternoon, evening. And remember, it can get better, tomorrow´s another day, and I hope you stay...
*You can share this message with whoever needs it, you don´t need any credits, what matters is that you´re helping someone <3
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Look at me!
There's nothing in my heart!
I don't feel pain any longer
This hole was opened up by this world of hell - Obito Uchiha
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You think itâs gotten better and youâre so happy, but then it hits you again like a bus and you realize it never went away đ
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People would say, "talk to someone", "life matters", "stay strong, things will get better" but its exhausted to keep hoping something that never come. At the end these kind of playlist give us comfort cause our mind will wander around and thats the only time you had peace of mine
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The only timeii have, is the nights, when everything is quiet, no one's going to talk to me, the stars and moon are my comfort music is there to drown my thoughts, its lonely but its so good
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The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I appreciate if the creator of the video want to pin this, I want to find her please :(
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itâs 3:53am atm. been crying to this playlist for the last hour. just lying in bed crying silently with my sister sleeping beside me lol. i probably sound so dramatic right now but i can somehow relate to a lot of these songs. things are not good at home, and i keep thinking about dying these days. but iâm too scared to do it. i want to talk to someone but words from my father keeps lingering on my mind. âtraitorâ he called me. he hasnât said that to me in a while but it stays with me until now yk. i was only 12 when i felt like the weight of the world was too much for me to handle so i went and confided to someone i trusted and i got yelled at and got called a traitor by my father for telling our family problems that has been messing with my mental health for years to someone I trusted. I was only 12. now i feel like i canât talk to anyone. i canât reach out to anyone. i feel like itâs not going to get better anytime soon. itâs getting harder and harder for me to see a future where i can be happy with my family. if thatâs really the case i donât know whatâs the point to keep living anymore. because the only thing keeping me going everyday is my family. without them i feel lost and empty. i feel like i have nothing to live for if not them. but everyoneâs so messed up in this family. i donât know anymore
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I'm sick right now; I just want to sleep forever. I am going to sleep hearing this, and tomorrow will be better.
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This is the music that would play as I lay on the floor, reflecting on how shitty life can be because of the people in your life, the choices you have to make that might affect others, how little time I have with my parents here in this life time ⌠wanting to be with the one I love ⌠having people judge me based on my decisions ..
Life of a middle eastern girl is not easy.
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âyou can tell me anythingâ or âim always here for youâ, but⌠youâre the one who did this to me, made me spend my nights crying, spend my days stressing, and having bad thoughts. so thank you, [ BLANK ].
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@alonelost2561
1 year ago
Why am I not the first choice...?( a sad slowed playlist)
- https://youtu.be/zpsUw0GP9xM
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