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I'm sitting here, upright in my bed. I can hear the beating of my heart. It's so loud, I am sure that others can hear it too.
The air feels damp and smells like pine.
My window is to my right. My wall is to my left.
I stare at the wall for 30 seconds before turning to the window.
The streetlights are on.
Why?
Why are they on?
It's 3am?
Nobody should be driving.
Everyone should be asleep.
"Why should they be asleep if I'm not even asleep?" I whisper to myself.
I stop looking at my window. The lights fill my brain with anxiety, and that's the last thing I need right now.
My pillow is cold. So is my room. I'd say 72°f, give or take.
I lower my body and place my head on the pillow, now already warm from my embrace.
I shut my eyes and it all goes dark.
Except for the streetlights.
Those stay on.
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I listened to this as I was getting ready for bed. Really set the mood for sleeping!
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If you guys need to talk to someone/vent or is just bored, dm me on my ig @lifegoeson.vnt. I promise everything will be confidential.
ps. I’m not a therapist but i’m willing to help <3
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Time check:1:43 a.m ive been staring at my ceiling for 4hours straight since I have laid on my bed
I feel like my insomnia is slowly coming back after 4 yrs...
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its almost 2 am and this morning i have school.
i can't sleep, im crying because of my problems.
i like school, i have good friends and it doesnt bother me. its kinda good ig.
the real problem is my family and my online friends. I never cried for my online friends
Why am i crying?
Daddy issues and everything, my sister saying that she knows me so well that she can tell me how i am. She thinks she knows everything?
Im a completly differnt people online. Online im "happy" im sweet, im a good person. Online I care a LOT of my friends. Im used to be their therapist friend. they always vented. i always listened to them. i ALWAYS found a good solution to make them feel better. i was always by their side. And when i need help, i need to vent, poof, nobody. Everyone disappear. I did something wrong? I always helped everyone. ALWAYS. WHY NOW NOBODY CAN LISTEN ME FOR A FEW MINUTES? I JUST NEED SOMEONE THAT CAN LISTEN TO ME. And hug me. i need a hug. but not a simply hug. A hug that can say that person listened to me. That somehow can undestand the pain im in. but theres nobody like this. it just me. i tell my problems to myself. he. can. listen. and UNDESTAND me. since i literally give up i always repeat to myself that i dont need NOBODY. nobody. cause nobody is here to listen. nobody will really care. nobody. i dont want to suffer again. not anymore. im not that kinda of person anymore :)
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I’m on a new medicine for my anxiety, and i can’t sleep at all. It’s 3:11am and I can’t sleep and I went to bed early so I could get up for school but I stared at my ceiling and looked at my phone and it was 3am.
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You have based music taste
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Hezké
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01:22
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when your listening when its actually 3am
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4.05 am : ") almost sunrise.
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Do you think this helps
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@ADamDovah
1 year ago
It’s my freshman year. I should be doing homework or sleeping…but here I am. Sitting in the dark, drinking grapefruit sparkling water and wishing that I could reverse time and be in second grade again. Things were simpler back then
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