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Top Comments of this video!! :3
POV: You try your hardest and ace everything, but you still don't feel good enough.
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pov: you're the nice, smart kid that everyone takes advantage of.
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All my life i always had good grades, i was basically the gifted kid, but now in highschool im failing, its like i have potential just no motivation
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I could literally be the highest scorer in my class and still feel like i failed-
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I don't see myself as a gifted nor a smart student however I'm that student who keeps on trying but then was perceived as a 'smart' one for constantly trying and proving to others that I too could learn this, but for me? Im nowhere near from being intelligent, I'm just being compliant.
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"Am I even special anymore if I'm not the best?"
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pov: the adhd mixes all the questions up and you can't answer it and feel like crying because of your fustration
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It's nice to have found this playlist, I'm studying mechanical engineering and I've just received 100/100 grade on an exam of vectorial calculus (professor told me I was the only one with that grade between 90 students), for you who are reading this, wish you the best on your studies, we can do it, you can do it and it's worth it, have a wonderful day
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people's expectations are so high to me that i am a consistent honor student, i don't wanna let them down but i'm tired. and i feel like i'm not learning for being this high achiever at school all the time. it's like failing and making a mistake is a crime. the things we do for academic validation ig
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When you ace everything, but if you get one thing wrong or one percent less, you feel like a failure.
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POV: your the smart friend that everyone cheats off of 😕
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I was at the top of my class from elementary until high school. I always had good grades yet someone beat me to it. I felt like i was replaced by her, my classmates hailed her as the smartest one in the class, having the beauty, brains and all. Im nearing my senior years and I about to graduate, it breaks my heart to know that shes the one whos going to deliver the validictiorian speech on stage and not me. I've done my best yet its not enough, hell, i even started hurting myself in hopes that i would start doing better in school for the validation of my relatives and my peers.
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Ngl, having chill parents probably pushed me to be like this. They’re the best parents ever and will support me no matter what, but idk if it triggered some reverse psychology in me or something because I have an A in a math course two grades higher than I’m supposed to take, and I still feel like a failure.
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Honestly I wasn't always the "highest" scorer. But I tried and tried and got the highest score in my entire school and topped my school with scholarship but now that I'm in college I'm barely passing. I wanna be a doctor, fulfill my mother's dream. In Sha Allah I'll be able to do it💚
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I'm literally crying here while doing my AP work because I'm so tired. I haven't slept in...I don't really know. All because I have to be the best. Anything less isn't acceptable.
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Mine is the toxic academic validation. Just a week ago, I found myself getting second in almost every subject because of silly mistakes. I was shattered, I couldn't even speak without breaking down in tears. I was always the " either you are the best or useless, pick one". Compared myself with my closest friend cause I competed with her. My friends started to notice that I never opened my results until I got home. Just today, I got a 88 and someone got 92 in one of my best subject where I'm always the first. I need some advice, this is killing me
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I hope anyone who comes across this playlist one day decides that knowing they're trying their best is enough. do everything to make yourself proud, not for the applauses that will eventually fade out, not for the standards that will eventually change in time. you are enough, and while no one can force you too accept that too, make sure you're bettering yourself for yourself. take care, sweetie. you're doing great, even if you're barely getting by everyday. take a rest, but never give up. :>
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I try and I try and try, but I always feel like I'm not doing enough or better. 70-90 isn't enough but I'm not smart enough. I'm constantly struggling to find motivation
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I was the "bad" kid. Fighting people and not doing my homework. But truthly I believe I was Bad and I was horrible. However I was just frustrated at bullies and try to fight them. I liked gaming a lot more than some of my school work. Then in middle school they told us that we had 4 years left of school till we live with all older young adults. So I pushed hard on my last year of middle school. Then I am at the top of the class year with A's and B's in high-school. trust me it's hard as heck. I also was never grounded for my bad grades. Just grounded for Fighting people.
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@yagurlkuwa8842
1 year ago
TIMESTAMPS 0:00 ~ 2:25 : Top of my school (ft. Joshua Turchin) - Katherine Lynn-Rose 2:25 ~ 5:39 : Are you satisfied - Marina and the Diamonds 5:39 ~ 8:35 : Oh no! - Marina and the Diamonds 8:36 ~ 11:49 : Mirrorball - Taylor Swift 11:50 ~ 15:31 : Successful - Ariana Grande 15:31 ~ 18:47 : Prom Dress - mxmtoon 18:48 ~ 22:16 : Applause - Lady Gaga 22:17 ~ 25:00 : Numb Little Bug - Em Boihold
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