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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Sep 4, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i have school in 2 days and im crying so much, i just cant stand it anymore, im tired of everyone in there, i feel everyone looks at me and judges me, i cant even walk, i always have my mask on so they cant see my face, im so insecure and i feel ugly, everyone seems happy and i just feel so down, i wish i could be myself and wear whatever i want and just be confident but i dont have the motivation do to so, last year some classmates were throwing paper balls at me and i just froze there trying hard not to cry, im scared if it happens again...im the kid that never talks and its really hard, i feel powerless...i feel sick just thinking about it, i hate school i just want to stay home all day playing video games :')
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I'm 18 years old now. I'm graduating early, and I still feel like everything is falling apart. There is nothing I can do. I can't go to college in this mindset but everyone expects me to get a good degree. I don't even care if I end up being a failure at this point I just what to have some meaning in this hell hole life of mine. I'm even moving out of my abusive mothers home, and I'm going to live at my fathers until I can leave there as well. Not like he is to much better than her, but at least I'm not going to get shamed for trying to be independent. It's getting harder to find a reason to keep going I'm just surviving in order to make it to trips that I have planned, and events coming up, but after that?! I don't have anything! I don't want to make a family, I found out recently I might not even be able to love another person! (I might be Acesexual and Aromantic) The only thing I ever thought I wanted was someone to love me and I don't even know if I can do that. I have no passions anymore. I'm terrified of going homeless that I'm ready to sell everything I own just so I can stay in a home. I can't comfortable leave my safe places anymore alone without having near panic attacks. I don't know if I will ever be able to meet people in the real world again. It's so hard to just keep going everyday. How the hell am I supposed to be a productive member of society in this condition. I know I'm not alone in this I just don't know how to continue anymore.
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School started today and the first thing I do once I got home was just cry. I couldn't stop there were just so many emotions from it that I held in and then they just overflowed and I was all over the place. I was angry then sad, then wanting to scream for so many reasons that are just unknown to me
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Finished my first day of junior year todayā¦ it wasnāt the worst but i also almost started crying because of a little āpresentationā my culinary teacher simply wanted to do a funny shark tank like presentation where we got a random object and gave it a use other than the normal one and i didnt know what to do so after i sat back down with the three other students i had to sit their with the pressure in my throat and trying not to pick at my arms ;-; tbh i really hate my social anxiety so im trying to be better but its really hard sometimesā¦.
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In fact, for me there are less than 3 months left until classes end, but even so it feels the same as just starting them, it is horrible to feel that I can fail or have no absences, that is what worries me the most. There are only 28 absences and I have been taking 25. (Sorry, my English is not the best since my first language is Spanish)
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Just immigrated to a whole new country last week, currently living with my aunt and uncle whom I have just met in person as I arrived in this country, I cant really trust them yet. Dealing with culture shock, and have no one here to turn to or ask things about.Ā
Today was my first day in senior high and it's really scary to see a swarm of people around you. I don't know anyone at all in my classes and my gut feeling is telling me that this year won't be pretty. Hope Im wrong though, it's just my first day after all.
Wishing everyone luck!!
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lyrics!
0:01 - 3:14 Put Me In A Movie - Lana Del Rey
[Verse 1]
Lights, camera, action
If he likes me, takes me home
Lights, camera, action
If he likes me, takes me home
Lights, camera, action
If he likes me, takes me home
[Chorus]
Come on, you know you like little girls
Come on, you know you like little girls
You can be my daddy
You can be my daddy
[Verse 2]
Lights, camera, action
He didn't know he'd have this much fun
Lights, camera, action
He didn't know he'd have this much fun
Lights, camera, action
He didn't know he'd have this much fun
Lights, camera, action
He didn't know he'd have this much fun
[Chorus]
Come on, you know you like little girls
Come on, you know you like little girls
You can be my daddy
You can be my daddy
[Verse 3]
You're my little sparkle jump rope queen
You're my little sparkle
You're my little sparkle jump rope queen
You're my little sparkle
(sparkle, sparkle, sparkle, sparkle)
[Verse 4]
Lights, camera, action
You know I can't make it on my own
Put me in a movie (Come on, you know you like)
Put me in a movie (little girls)
(Come on, you know you like)
You can be my daddy
You can be my daddy
Put me in a movie
You can be my daddy
3:14 - 5:12 memoir #2 - may roosvelt
[No Lyrics]
5:12 - 9:13 when the party's over - Billie Eilish
[Verse 1]
don't you know im no good for you?
i've learned to lose you, can't afford to
tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
but nothin' ever stops you leavin'
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own
[Chorus]
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
[Verse 2]
don't you know too much already?
i'll only hurt you if you let me
call me 'friend' but keep me closer
(call me back)
and i'll call you when the party's over
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own
[Chorus]
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
[Verse 3]
but nothing is better sometimes
once we've both said our goodbyes
let's just let it go
let me let you, go
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own
[Chorus]
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
i could lie and say i like it like that, like it like that
9:13 - 13:50 Lights Are On - Tom Rosenthal
[Verse 1]
god stood me up
and i don't know why
light are on
but nobody's home
[Chorus]
there ain't no love
like our love
there ain't no love
like our love
like our love, love, love, love, love, love
[Verse 2]
let the last worms go
and roll in tonight
don't wake us up
we got nothing for you
[Chorus]
there ain't no love
like our love
there ain't no love
like our love
like our love, love, love, love, love, love
[Verse 3]
build us a door
and rest here with me
lights are on
but nobody's home
[Chorus]
there ain't no love
like our love
there ain't no love
like our love
13:50 - 17:13 Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson
[Intro]
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
[Instrumental]
[Verse 1]
je te laisserai des mots (i'll leave you words)
en dessous de ta porte (underneath your door)
en dessous de la lune que chante (underneath the singing room)
tout pres de la place ou tes pieds passent (near the place where your feet pass by)
cache dans les trous de temps d'hiver (hidden in the holes of wintertime)
et quand tu es seule pendant un instant (and when you're alone for a moment)
[Chorus]
embrasse moi (kiss me)
quand tu voudras (whenever you want)
embrasse moi (kiss me)
quand tu voudras (whenever you want)
embrasse moi (kiss me)
quand tu voudras (whenever you want)
17:13 - 21:40 Ylang Yland - FKJ
[No Lyrics]
21:40 - 26:43 Fallen Down (Reprise) - Undertale OST: 085
[No Lyrics]
26:43 - 30:32 Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers
[Intro]
i hate you for what you did
and i miss you like a little kid
i faked it every time but that's alright
i can hardly feel anything, i hardly feel anything at all
[Verse 1]
you gave me fifteen hundred to see your hypnotherapist
i only went one time, you let it slide
fell on hard times a year ago, was hoping you'd let it go, and you did
[Chorus]
i have emotional motion sickness
somebody roll the windows down, there are no words in the english language
i could scream to drown you out
[Verse 2]
i'm on the outside looking through
you're throwing rocks around your room
and while you're bleeding on your back in the glass
i'll be glad that i made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did
[Chorus]
i have emotional motion sickness
somebody roll the windows down, there are no words in the english language
i could scream to drown you out
[Verse 3]
hey, why do you sing with an english accent?
i guess its too late to change it now, you know i'm never gonna let you have it
but i will try to drown you out
[Verse 4]
you said when you met me, you were bored
you said when you met me, you were bored
and you, you were in a band when i was born
[Outro]
i have emotional motion sickness
i try to stay clean and live without
and i want to know what would happen
if i surrender to the sound
surrender to the sound
end!
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@wwttff
1 year ago
0:00 - 3:14 Put Me In a Movie-princessXO 3:14 - 5:12 Memoir #02 [06.12.09]-May Roosevelt 5:12 - 9:13 when the party's over-Billie Eilish(slowed) 9:13 - 13:50 Lights Are On-Tom Rosenthal-Patrick Watson(slowed) 13:50 - 17:13 Je Te Laisserai Des Mots-Patrick Watson 17:13 - 21:40 Ylang Ylang-FKJ & ((( O ))) (slowed) 21:40 - 26:43 fallen down-undertale(slowed) 26:43 - 30:32 Motion Sickness-Phoebe Bridgers
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