Views : 43,376
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Apr 12, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.938 (11/696 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-02-16T02:02:09.743232Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm wasting my life. I'm sleeping, daydreaming, overthinking all day, and at night I suddenly feel all the bottled up emotions that no one sees. What saddens me is that I don't feel anything about it. I don't feel sad that I'm wasting my life. I just want tears coming down my cheek. I just want to feel human.
Is that too much to ask for?
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Timestamps
00:00 - 3:23 let me down slowly by Alec Benjamin
3:23 - 7:58 Love me like you do by Ellie Goulding
7:58 - 10:01 Let her go by passenger
10:01 - 13:42 Love is gone by Slander ft. Dylan Matthew
14:00 - 17:39 Lovely by Billie Eilsh
17:39 - 21:16 arcade by Duncan Laurence
21:16 - 26:10 hold me while you wait by Lewis Capaldi
26:39 - 30:13 too sad to cry by Sasha Sloan
30:13 - 33:17 Whenever your ready by Natalie Taylor
33:17 - 38:05 Already gone by Sleeping at last
It will repeat again if there any error of the time stamps just type below this comment (if i am right)
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0:22 Iβm tired, it is so hard
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I am sorry but... I feel like I don't feel like myself anymore because of what happened to Ravi and Nafla. Especially Ravi leaving VIXX. And because of the so-called screwed up moment about the Military Service issue, I am so enraged and upset that I cannot ever forgive them after what they did. Especially Ravi after he left VIXX as a former STARLIGHT and a former GROOVL1N fan with Autism (and from Philippines). It's just I felt hurt and betrayed. And it's like it's my happiness all gone. Can't you see I am already suffering from depression and severe trauma due to that happened. I would rather sleep to escape this traumatic reality and never to wake up again. I wish everything went back to it was before but NO, the damage is done. Life is no meaning to me anymore. ~Queennie
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This makes me more sad and i know this is not sad but the memories of my foundation day dance makes my heart squeeze and why you ask? Well... as time passes we fade... and fade... until we meet the end and all of my friends... dead... teachers?... dead, and as time passes your up next π’ and i imagine my mexican sombrero that i find after 20+ years and i get flashbacks from that very dayπ’ and flashbacks of me and my friend always talking on video call and all the funny school moments that have already faded away...
Edit: also what i mean by mexican sombrero is that i danced un poco loco from coco for my school dance π
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@Taekthevroom
1 year ago
Guys, Girls, anyone, it's ok. Maybe you're actually tired, sad, crying, thinking of ending but remember this person. This person who create smile on your tears, take into his arms when you're have bad time. This is the reason you need to fight. Fight against maybe your job, your ex, I don't know. I just know you can't do that if this frien believe in you it means you can do it. And if don't have this friend, well I am this friends. I believe in you, to the beginning to the end. Every time, every moment I was, I am, and I will believe in you. I love you bro π€π§
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