Views : 16,562
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 10, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.945 (4/288 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2023-10-07T19:26:37.980832Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
honestly, this song describe my feelings now. i dont even know what to feel actually. i have an exam coming up, and yet i cant still study properly. and with school and my problems at home, i dont think i'll get good grades. i dont want to embarass my parents since they are both teachers with good reputation. the exam is everything to me. if i fail, i'll change to the bottom class. and the teachers recognize me cuz my parents are teachers, and they put high hopes on me, expecting that i'm a smart kid. i've done everything i can, but still cant remember the things i study. the exam is in 3 days, and i'm starting to lost hope. if anything, i can only vent to my friends. but that wont change anything. i've cried, but that's also not helping.
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I’m okay….for now it’s been hard for me. I always wanted to have a good school year but this wasn’t the best even if I js started I feel like it wouldn’t…js so yk guys even if 1 person can hurt u some much imagine 2 people treating u like trash for the first 2 days of school making u feel like u don’t fit in the school and feel like u can’t do anything…. I started my school year with one friend moving 4 friends leaving me left out and only left with 1 I’m so grateful for the 1 friend I have rn.. it’s hard for me to make friends idk why. Next I’ve been feeling down lately idk why I feel like a part of me it’s broken and if I tell someone they say I’m faking it or that I’m js telling them for attention.😕 I’m not… THIS IS WHAT I WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO, TO VENT TOO SOMONE THAT CAN BE THERE FOR ME WHENEVER… but that never happened before…. [the end] ty…!❤😢
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Genuinely, just dont know how to continue anymore, everything i come into contact with tends to break. Even myself, recently ive found myself entering a cycle that i cant seem to get back out of. Just repeating the same life over and over again, with the pain and pressure increasing rapidly, telling me to stop trying and to give up. Not gonna lie, im close to giving in to them aswell. This years been a living hell for me and i cannot continue in this world if this is what it has to offer, ive already tried to "stop the cycle" in a way and all its done is made it harder. I dont know what to do anymore, i want to give up but....somethings stopping me. Just wanna end it all
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Would it be okay if I used the song at 27:59 in a fan video I want to make?
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@EHe-hh8bu
8 months ago
Sad truth about reality, everyone will judge you for being who you are. Sociey works on that now.
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