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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 24, 2023 ^^
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RYD date created : 2024-01-17T06:45:24.594099Z
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A short story by yours truly...
Title: How He Faded
He lies in his bed and watches the world pass by him, but to him time never progresses, it stays stuck, unchanging, unmoving...
"I'm just tired." He says when I ask him what's wrong.
He used to be so very lively, and would tell the worst jokes you'd ever hear... oh how I'd kill to hear those jokes once more.
In the moment he didn't seem sick, or like he'd changed... but now, when I look back, he was already gone... even then I'd already lost him.
I watched him slowly die and I didn't even relize it. If I had known... I would have held him so close every chance I had gotten.
He called me that night... I missed the call. It totures me to think, that if I had picked up, that he could still be here. That I could have begged him to stay... if not for himself for me. I miss him...
I miss his laugh... his eyes... his obsessions... I miss his voice, his wit, his sarcasm... I miss his touch, delicate and soothing... how I miss everything of him...
His feet left the ground and the world faded from his view, and he faded from mine. With him my heart died...
(Whatever you may be going through now, please know that you're loved. I love you darling, please remember that... please stay...)
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Yk what? I thought I was better and finally found someone. Thought I would never come back to this channel to vent anymore. But look how that went. He left, he left and I pray he’s happy. But look at me now, whatever I’m hanging on by idk how it hasn’t broken yet. I don’t know why I’m here still when I’m letting him wait instead of joining him.
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i hate how i have to go home to yelling and fighting i have to act happy to the people i love i just wan't to give up on life but i can't i just have to hope for the best... i can't leave my siblings in my own problems and their only 7 i can't tell anyone tho i just can't but i was so so so close to it
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The moment i wake up, facing my parents and act like im okay. Smiling, laughing, putting some jokes and pretending that I'm enjoying my life. Cant tell them that im like this for almost 2years now. From that 2 years back, i lost almost everything and from that moment, i thought to myself that i need to stand up, man up for my failure, yet here I am, broken and tired. Months gone more draining when i met a girl, both fell inlove after few meet-ups but then after few days she confessed something that made us realized that we're not meant for each other. Again, my life turned upside down, yet we decided to hold on or others says, " cherish ehile it lasts". Ironically, that's not what's happening right now yet i cant do anything about it. I didnt stop loving her, efforts are everywhere just to keep her. But at the end of the day, i always feel being a loser. Thats it folks! Guess I'll just hold on, on what we have right now. Thanks for this playlist.
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I followed everyone’s expectations… I learned to be a elegant lady.. to be a elegant woman a perfect woman always.. but what about what I thought?… they didn’t care.. they just wanted me to fit in with the other people… what about what I thought.. they didn’t care THEY wanted me to be someone I’m not… I just want to cry.. I’m so stressed out..💔
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@user-te4np9iz5b
10 months ago
The battle gets lonelier, yet again.
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