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Top Comments of this video!! :3
never though i could be so intrigued by a bee and flower discussing the existential crisis of love and vulnerability
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I fear no man.
But that... thing... (genuine emotional connection with and putting my guard down for another human being)
It scares me.
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This gives midnight gospel vibes and I’m fully here for it
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As an introverted person, people may look at me and say that I'd be difficult to love. I don't really share my vulnerabilities and sometimes I can get cold towards people, even the ones I'm close to.
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I’ve always had the fear that once people get to know me more that they will want absolutely nothing to do with me.
I’ve had tons of friends that had always distanced themselves from me after a while. So I just found it easier to not let people get any closer.
I’ve been improving day by day tho and I’m starting to find the real friends I can rely on.
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I’m only rejected when I’m vulnerable and act like myself. My false confident and upbeat mask has no such problem
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I wish for everyone to find a persob like that once. But the fear of someone seeing your worst flaws (which are probably many) is completely reasonable I think.
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How many of us all can just agree that everyone who's afraid of love and vulnerability now, has been hurted once just cause you let your guard down ? So we just don't wanna get hurt anymore.
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Guys, this approach is shit, I observed that my inability to express love, be vulnerable around the people I love, Made them drift away from me.
we need to learn how to love ourselves enough to be able to love others without getting hurt. Basically healthy boundaries.
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I've had to develop a strong sense of individuality over the past two months. I'd say I did it out of survival. It was either figure out who I was when nobody else was in the room, or vanish completely.
It's made me wonder if I'd be a different person had my sense of self been nurtured from a young age. As I am now I feel very functional, but in the same way that a concrete bunker could function as a house. I'm stable, secure, and will last a long time, but who the hell would want to live in here?
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I think about my instantaneous defensiveness whenever someone playfully points out a pattern of behavior or interests in me that I hadn’t noticed or hadn’t crafted as a part of my image.
It’s a fear of being seen, even lovingly. Where did these protective walls come from?
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this hit me on a personal level SO hard I don't even know where to begin with, I relate to everything being said here
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I often try to be that person who comes in and wants to see the deeper part of someone to truly love them regardless yet I’ve never met anyone who would do the same for me. It’s almost as if people don’t like the intensity or the ugliness that comes with vulnerability. To me being vulnerable is a beautiful thing and makes the person and the connection stronger. Maybe I just give too much of myself. Possibly even care too much at all. But is that such a bad thing? Since what I truly want is for someone to know me as deeply as I would love to know them?
Alas. Haven’t met anyone like me. Cest la vie
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the empty sound of wind makes me cry
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The bee stopping mid-sentence to take a slow blink made me giggle, I love this so much.
If you're willing/able to sift through some of the podcast back-catalogue to make more of these, I will watch them all
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The thought of someone inevitably seeing through me is actually really comforting
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This hits me on a personal level, and it's not even love but relationships in general. I don't understand what's wrong with me anymore, i keep pushing everyone away in my life. I did this for so long that by now i have no real life friends left, no family members that care about me, and honestly if i dissapeared no one would notice, no one would care.
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You stumble across a new Sisyphus video, it fills you with DETERMINATION.
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This simple cute cartoons are soo relaxing i think. Big eyes, lil movements makes it lovely and it shows pure emotions.
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This feels very midnight gospel inspired, keep it up!!! Infotainment is the way of the future
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@yookjaldo7503
9 months ago
"I want to be watched but not to be seen" hits me right in the face
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