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Date of upload: Feb 16, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
that sinking feeling in your stomach the moment you instantly regret something. yet you can't turn back now
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I always accidentally say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing, act out without realising, I’m just a mess
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No matter what, I always fuck up. I always end up upsetting, annoying, angering, or disappointing someone I love.
it's always me, always my fault, I apologize, I yell at myself, and I fucking hate myself. I wish I was better, I wish I was the most perfect person! never making mistakes, never upsetting people, never fucking up to the point people just fucking look at me with a face of disguist, to the point people won't wear a fake ass smile to make me feel better.
But no, I'm just that, that mess people end up dealing with and stick sound because they're that fucking dependent on people that they'd probably die on their own.
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“if we scream at you it’s because we love you” but yet you hit me punch me throw beer bottles at me I cover my emotions because of you every time I try to cry nothing comes out..
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Sometimes when i read all the comforting/supportive comments on playlists like this i always cry bc nobody ever says that to me in real life or personally knowing me :(
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My inner child is screaming at this rn, she felt so out of place and thought she had to change for everyone else and stay strong for them. Little did she know it would make her sadder than she ever was in the future..
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You know it's a good playlist when it starts with Alien Blues
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i literally mess everything up. whether that thing is big or small. its annoying af and i always get it rubbed in my face by other people.
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2 weeks ago, i broke up with my gf and last things she said to me was "u always messing up everything, i know u're trying your best but im not happy when im with you my standards are so high" probably she was right i always messing up things and failed so hard so i found my playlist
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I just came out to my parents and this fits how I feel [ They are very religious]
( thank y’all for the nice words ^^ )
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Whenever I do something bad and feel sorry for myself I tell myself I'm a terrible person. It's my fault I got into this situation. Most of the times it is. I don't know, but I'm just sneaky and I lie. It's a terrible thing to lie, and I wanna stop. I just can't. I know. It's a terrible habit. And it's always my fault. I'm just a filthy liar. I feel like an embarrassment to myself.
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This hits home. I’m always messing up things, even when I’m by myself. Something always goes wrong, breaks, or in general gets ruined. I’m in a relationship and I’m the main reason why we fight. So I’m always giving in to his side so I can get even a little bit of praise. Every time I give in I get “Good girl/boy.”(I’m genderfluid lol) so I do it a lot. Even now he’s annoyed that I give in too much. Idk what to do
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Found the playlist for me. I can't even tell people how I feel properly. If I tell them I upset them. If I don't I upset them. When I try to hide how I feel I upset people. When I show it I upset them. I can't do anything right and I never have. Just being alive is a burden on people. All I do is mess this up and no one wants me around. I made my partner worried about me because I told em about how bad I felt, and I upset him by being negative, but I just don't feel good about myself and that just upsets people. I don't want to be a problem anymore. That's all I am. I'm only in the way. No one truly wants me I can tell. Sorry I probably just upset anyone who read this. I hope you have a good day/night if you do see this.
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I'm so proud of you we might not know each other but I don't need to know you to know that your an amazing person. love you stranger <3
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even when i try really hard i always make mistakes and bring down the people that rely on me
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I wanted one time where someone told me I did good, I always do something wrong and I can't tell people im really trying, life's getting to hard when I mess it all up.
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I dont know why i mess up everything. no matter what i do i mess up. even when i try to help. i try i really do. i used to do everything right. now its all going to shit. sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to breathe by how bad ive fucked up
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Everything was perfect until they ruined it.Thnx for this playlist,I rlly needed it
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Tw ⚠️: vent I guess cuz nobody listens to me
So I was always clumsy, and everyone made fun of me for it, but I decided to ignore them, untill my parents started making fun of me. That made me insecure, which caused me to mess more stuff up. At this point, I mess so much stuff up that I want to pack up, run away and start a new life with a new family. I have very high anxiety and social anxiety, so that makes things worse. It's hard to describe myself, and I struggle just trying to say this. People always get mad at me for being sorry or repeating sorry. I always feel like everything is my fault, like I caused things to happen, even if I was nowhere near the accident or mistake, rather. Thanks for reading this. Sorry for wasting what I assume to be a couple minutes.
Edit: Tysm for the likes!
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@yumeirou
2 years ago
00:00 // Alien Blues 2:36 // Ghosting 7:22 // Scrawny 10:09 // Boys Will Be Bugs 15:35 // I Fck Everything Up 18:25 // Young
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