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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 14, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.975 (446/70,044 LTDR)
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Iām only 19 yet my life is already filled with so much regret but also the burning desire to create change and change for the better, to chase my dreams and make my family proud, and another side of me is exhausted and constantly maintaining a wall of deception, lies, manipulation, and fakeness. At some point my subconscious and conscious mind will simultaneously decide which part of me will win. The dark side with nothing to look forward to or conquer in the future, or the bright successful side of me who finally got up and decided to make the choice to flip the switch and work towards the life I deserve. Only time shall tell.
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100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. āI saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, āI love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and canāt stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when youāre dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because itās so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Donāt abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someoneās skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other personās, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
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Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.
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If youāre feeling suicidal, youāre not selfish, youāre not a terrible person. Youāve got this, youāre doing amazing no matter what happens. Iām sorry your life has gotten to such a low, you deserve nothing more than the best. Keep up the good work! And if at some point you may lose that battle, itāll still be alright. Iām proud of you for being here as long as you can.
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I went out guysā¦not outside technically. I made friends, started video games, had a possible lover, than summer ended. Lost it all, barely speak to a few friends now and I have come back to YouTube. 2am, listening to these playlists. I feel like Iāve come back homeā¦like Iāve returned from a journey. Itās kinda cool tbh
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To anyone whos struggling right now: it will all be okay. Take a deep breath and remember that everything will be just fine. Life goes on. do not worry about the little things that might happen in the future. You can't control the outcome of anything. This is your reality. Enjoy the moments you have right now and just...live. Make the most out of every moment. Make the most out of every little thing you enjoy. Even if people find you annoying or weird. What matters is that you enjoy every moment life gives you. Everything that makes you happy.
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Anyone else reach a point of just complete apathy about everything? I have no passion to do anything, barely want to go outside, donāt care about anything and I fxcking hate everyone. Genuinely happier being alone, high in my room.
If I could stay a kid forever or just on repeat, I so fxcking would. Wiping my memory of each reset so I never get tired. Now that would be a giftā¦
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@LSTSOUNDS
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