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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Premiered Jun 1, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.872 (21/635 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-05T05:37:15.628637Z
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i watched these well before 3 am and i cried my face off. i dont know why i like listening to these sort of playlists, especially when im sad all the time. tom odell is a big one for me. sadness is a place, the only thing that makes it so awful is that place becomes home after too long and acknowledging it is proof that things were once great or that the place youre crying on, are a place where the heart and happiness were one.
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My sister who’s a year older than me, brought over a friend of hers which I fell in love with over the years and her me. We would talk all the time, we laughed so hard we’d be crying. As we grew older she went off to college & I was left behind. She’d always end up dating someone she met there and me still being madly in love with her would wait for a chance to be with her. I waited years… I always had a gut feeling that I’d known her in many lifetimes and I never wanted to ruin it so I never made my move, eventually I did and we dated in between all that. I’d always bring her back to life it seems. Once she was about to finish college we started to actually see eachother
More seriously. We dated for 6 years and I found she cheated on me whilst going thru hard times in her life doing drugs. She apologized awhile later but I never got the chance to reply. She’s still with the other guy but it’s so fucked that I still love her so deeply even tho she had hurt me to the core. Years have passed by since then. I’m still haunted by her in my dreams. In one of them I had lived an entire lifetime by her side. How happy I felt.. then I woke up to the horror of her not being by my side.. I’ve always believed and known she was my soul mate. She took a piece of me with her that I feel I’ll never get back. I haven’t been able to really think of anyone else because the love for her still lives in me. She’s my Juliet. Oh how I miss her…. 🥺❤️🩹😩
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Hi! I know its nit my diary etc but....( you dont need do read if you dont want)
Im not deoressed but im also not happy. I dont wanna end but also i dont wanna be alive. I love school but i hate my classmates. I always wanna eat and sleep . Its wierd bc last year i was so hapoy etc and now when I see photo of me last year i ask myself where is she now? Where is this little happy girl? The girl who loves herself and didnt use make up etc. WHERE IS SHE?? Lost dreams have helped me so much. Those playlists are on fire and help me so much. Thanks for reading!
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i put on a fake smile on everyday to make other people smile, but its hard to without shedding a tear. Once i get the chance alone with no one i just cry and cry. i just wish that the one ONE person i could trust never left me. she was my everything and i miss her to the end of the universe and back. Ihave a loving family that aren't divorced, amazing friends but i just still feel like im not me.
guys no matter what your going through there many people out there that care about you and there are many things to live up for. Its ok to cry, and no matter what i love you for who you are and what your going through
♥
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I’m in band and all the seniors who have been with the program since the beginning are leaving and having their last performance this weekend and then they never get to do this again and I just have to watch these people that I’ve grown to know and love leave like nothing is wrong and I’ll never see them and they probably won’t think of my but they’ve made such a big impact on my life and I can never repay them for everything they’ve done
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@107ReasonsToStayAlive
10 months ago
101 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it 101. Jesus loves you Ps: IM PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE A WARRIOR YOU IM PROUD THAT YOU ARE HERE!
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