@Lovelygirlz

3 months ago

Sometimes when i look at the moon, i wonder if you're looking at it too, if you're thinking of me while you look at it like i think about you when i look at it, if you're admiring the moon like i used to admire you, if I'm admiring the moon like you used to admire me, i wonder, do you ever think about me like i think about you? if you ever remember me and think "I loved her" like i remember you and think "i Loved him". Do you ever wish we could've stayed together like i wish we could've stayed together? Do you ever remember how you loved me like i remember how i loved you? Do you ever remember when i jumped in your arms because it was the first time i saw you in a week like i remember how i jumped in your arms because i hadn't seen you in a week? Did you feel as horrible when i left you like i felt horrible after leaving you? did you find a better person after we separated? because i didn't, i cried and cried and cried after we separated because it was my fault, all my fault, i chose to break up with you, you didn't choose that, i did, i chose to break up, why? because i was so scarred from the last long distance relationship that i thought you'd hurt me like the last person hurt me, but i knew deep down you wouldn't. why? because you were the sweetest boy i ever knew, the first boy who didn't act like i was a trophy, the first boy who treated me like i was the most beautiful girl in the world even when i didn't feel like it, Sometimes when i look at the moon, i wonder if you're looking at it too, and thinking "does she miss me?" like i wonder "does he miss me?" But in the end it's just thoughts, and i don't think I'll ever truly know.

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