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it's getting worse again. (a slowed playlist + rain)
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@stay-zerose-swith

1 year ago

The worst thing about having mental illnesses is, that when you think you finally have it under control it comes back even worse... you can't know how and when it comes back and you wonder if it's worth the hope of it someday going away.. it makes you feel helpless and lonely and angry and stupid... it makes you too weak to live a normal life but too strong to give up

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@Nemo6120

1 year ago

The fact that you’re there for everyone and nobody is there for you is what hurts

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@Hisup-pf8bs

8 months ago

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

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@__Moonstone__

8 months ago

Gotta love those moments when you are deep in the feels and then all of a sudden you hear a shampoo ad out of nowhere

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@Kirby--draws--stuff

1 year ago

Has anyone else been so happy?.... then just completely lost motivation to live?

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@pix3l.

8 months ago

I find it ridiculous, that even deep down, I still have hope that this will all get better someday.

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@danielzubrod9385

1 year ago

it's sad how many of us here most likely had a really fucked up childhood now we are searching so hard for peace. this music is the only peace we will ever find in this life. I love you

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@maddisonlife883

8 months ago

I love just scrolling though these comments and just thinking, wow, i can really relate to these random strangers on the internet

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@n0b0dyreal1y

1 year ago

It’s always right as you think: “hey, i think i’m finally okay with this and where i am in life” is when everything starts to fall apart again

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@Wolfsta

1 year ago

Let go of the idea that you always have to have your emotions under control. Get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

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@tifftaffy6062

1 year ago

POV: you’ve been recovering but your overthinking/friends bad decisions are making it come back. You ask for help but nobody answers yet the people who do are too busy for your time. You just want to end it all but don’t have the courage to kick the chair because you don’t want more pain than you already have. You don’t want to live but you don’t want to die either. You’re just tired.

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@jadaaa448

11 months ago

you know things are getting bad again when you start listening to these playlists on repeat.

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@virgos_heart

2 months ago

101 reasons to stay alive list: 1. you'll never eat your favorite food again 2. you'll never drink your favorite drink again 3. you might one day meet your idol 4. people who care about you will miss you 5. laughing so hard your stomach hurts 6. crying to let it all out and feeling better 7. sitting by a slightly opened window and listening to music with some breeze flowing in is the best thing ever, bonus points if it's raining 8. you'll never wear your favorite clothes again 9. sleeping in 10. reading your favorite book 11. you'll never grow up with your friends 12. flopping onto your bed our couch after an exhausting day 13. trampolines 14. cookies 15. coffee or tea (your preference) 16. getting something new and that feeling of happiness 17. rewards for doing good on something 18. your favorite show 19. your favorite game 20. singing in the shower 21. dancing when you're alone and laughing about it 22. the moon 23. the stars 24. activities that entertain you even if you're not very good at it 25. your favorite scent 26. listening to a song on loop for hours 27. staring into nothingness and thinking about a bunch of nothing 28. the warmth you feel when someone hugs you 29. turning on the ac/fan/getting under the shade in the hot weather 30. cuddling under a blanket in the cold weather 31. dancing when to music when you're alone 32. sunsets 33. sunrises 34. snow 35. rain 36. your favorite song 37. you'll miss out on memes 38. watch corona disappear 39. long bus/train/car rides 40. road trips 41. going to the bathroom after holding it in for hours 42. that satisfying feeling when you so much drink water when you're thirsty to the point you're full 43. trying out new things 44. hearing birds chirp early in the morning 45. really special events like graduations, weddings, anniversaries, etc. 46. giving gifts 47. receiving gifts 48. when you're eating butter popcorn and one of them is a lot saltier than any of most of them (same with fries) 49. fireplaces 50. roasting marshmallows 51. s'mores 52. chocolates 53. finding stray animals 54. listening to a new artist and instantly getting hooked to their songs 55. when you're vacuuming and you hit an extra dusty spot and it makes that crinkling noise 56. eating so much food to the point you feel like you're about to throw up 57. free things 58. that happiness you feel when you overcome a problem 59. the sigh of relief you do when you guess on a test answer and it ends up being right 60. holidays 61. that funny moment when you keep telling yourself "one more chapter" 62. when you procrastinate something but you're like "that was easy" when you end up finishing it 63. amusement parks 64. candies 65. when you're bored and you do absolutely random useless things like trying to get the same side magnets to touch each other 66. learning random useless facts that somehow entertain you 67. that feeling when your heart skips a beat from thinking about something exciting 68. aesthetic things 69. hugging things 70. seeing rainbows after it rains 71. when wind blows in your face and it's annoying but you find it funny at the same time 72. when you lay down and you instantly feel tired and feel like you're falling asleep after a long day 73. trying to stay up but you end up failing and you're mad at first but you laugh about it later on 74. falling leaves 75. cherry blossom trees 76. your favorite animal 77. that scary feeling when you find a spider in your bed and you're about to catch it but it disappears 78. doing embarrassing things when you're alone 79. cringing at weird things 80. trying to learn a new culture 81. feeling better about yourself when you find out you're better than someone at something 82. you weren't born to entertain people 83. saying witty comebacks (sometimes backfiring but it's funny in the end) 84. arguing with 8 year old kids 85. those disgusting yet funny moments when you accidentally swallow a bug 86. new technologies 87. feeling nostalgic when you remember old things 88. when you look back at your younger self and realize how much you've grown and changed 89. cringing at old things you've said and done 90. money 91. random shower thoughts 92. asking yourself extremely random questions like "how many ants are there in the world" 93. when you think you're failing at something but in the end everything ends up being alright 94. that weird funky smell from new items 95. how hard it is to hold in a smile when your parents embarrass you and they go there's that smile 96. beautiful artworks that sometimes don't make sense 97. feeling happy for other people 98. cute animals 99. flowers 100. laughing at your own stupidity 101. you just remember when you feel at your lowest, someone can and will always be there for you. you may not know it at the moment, but there is. someone believes in you and someone loves you. never give up, shine bright.

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@daheitu920

1 year ago

POV: You're having a rough time, you're struggling to mantain alive and nobody is there to lend you a hand. All the people who say they care won't even text back more than a couple polite words when you attempt to reach them. You're so tired and desperate all at once. All you can do is despair and try to find anything to hold on before it drowns you.

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@Chanifist

1 year ago

To anyone who might see this, you’ve done well up until this point. Youve tried your best and did what you could. Whatever you’re going through is NOT your fault. Even if it feels like the world is caving in, keep going. Believe it or not, you are strong and you will get through this. It gets better but you’ll only see the light on the other side if you keep going. I’m proud of you, who you are now, and who you will grow to become.❤️

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@okw12

1 year ago

"Its not that I miss being a little kid, its just that I miss being happy.."

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@wisian3749

1 year ago

it's funny that I have more trust in complete strangers than my own family

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@Eman871999

1 year ago

“It’s just myself, talking to myself, about myself.”

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@kianabartle1393

1 year ago

i have no one. i’m convinced i can never be truly loved. i have no one. people say they’re there, but they’re not. i know they’re not. i can feel it. i watched myself slowly die just to be kind to the people who used me again, and again. i’ll never meet someone like myself. i’ve lost myself.

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@Supoom

1 year ago

it is so embarrassing having a breakdown and having to wipe my eyes and collect myself to skip the ad to resume my breakdown

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