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3, 3 of them abandoned me. if i didnt exist, they wouldnt know eachother. im the goddamn reason theyre such good friends. why was i the one left out?
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title is real the loneliness never ends
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My old best friend just ghosted me to the point I destroyed my body, and my body destroyed itself. She made friends with the school z00 just to get at me. She turned my other friends against me. I've had people tell me to end it, and others justify those words because "I didn't do it". I almost did. A thousand times. I've tried to do it. Just because I didn't do it, doesn't justify those words. Just because I caused an argument and she leaked it after we came to an agreement, doesn't mean I deserved the backlash. Every day I regret loosing her, but I also think it let me open new doors to better friends and better people. I've learned to better myself, and I keep my mouth shut about things I feel are wrong about my friends.
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I never quite undestood the phase: 'i have other friends too, so it wont matter if i dont say hi to her one time', it was something my friend told me when i comfronted her about not saying hi to another friend of mine. but the phrase *i have other friends too*, it made me feel weird as i only had one best friend since 1th grade all up to 6th grade, i never made other friends if it wasnt for she. but on the fist day of 7th grade, she wasnt there. a day later my friend informed me before school that she moved and will be going in a different school...for the entire year now, i've never feelt more depressed then now. like she didnt even tell me that she was moving. if i knew i would have said goodbye one last time. but now the only time where i see her is in my dreams, where she's still living here, being my comfort person..i just wanna hear her voice again, for her to make me laugh and take me in her arms, without her im...nothing.
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It hurts so much.. I can't do it anymore-
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As someone who has lost plenty of friends in the past this playlist is quite comforting to listen to and think of who was in the wrong in my old friendships, some where mine and others where the ex friend's....
Though most of the friendships ended in them leaving to go somewhere else...
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i have a really important concert tmw and i haven’t been able to sleep cause of it :( ive had a tough week so far and ive tried to focus on school and work, and a lot of stuff has been going on. my friend attempted for the second time, i almost quit my passion, and i have been feeling really distant from my best friend lately. also i haven’t found a good playlist like this in a while haha
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They said they changed and they’ve been hanging with people who say slurs and joke about grooming minors. Felt guilty about blocking them and yet I feel exactly the same, yet again.
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⚠Vent⚠
Six years down the drain. She left me when I was most depressed and said I was dragging her down. She did two more things that sucked as well she said 'how do I stop being friends with some nicely' she said 'I love you' while doing it as well. If she loved me, you wouldn't have left me. There was so much I should have said I still should say but I couldn't all I said was "Have a nice life". She talks bad about me behind my back. She said to a girl who hit me she only was with me because she was scared. She was scared of me? All I've ever done was protect her from people trying to bully her and she was scared of me for that. Scared because I could drive the people away. Scared I would ruin people's lives to protect the people I love. Why can't I help people without getting stabbed in the back myself. I'm a good person or so I thought. I hate people. I hate how I'm never enough. I hate how protecting people makes people fear you. I hate how people who I thought cared about me leave me when I'm the most suicidal. I hate myself. I hate how much I wanna cry but don't want to because 'crying makes you weak'. I hate that I'm always there at my friends lowest helping them letting them vent but they'd never do the same. I hate how fake people are. I hate the life that I feel I can never escape as someone always stops me and then stabs me in the back afterwords.
I have more stories and more to add onto this but I won't type it for now, thank you for reading.
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me but im the best friend who betrayed the opponent (opponent dislikes me before the seperate)
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they left me and didn't even have the courage to personally tell me. they had their sister tell me. I was literarily 7 feet away. that's how I knew they never saw me as an actual friend...
note: we had also been "friends" for 7-8 years.
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I've got betrayed by my old two frns we were tiro but they both were duo and i was just part of their group i've never feel like their friend but now i've got new frns who are everything for me they both love me and care about me not only they i've also start to felt loved by them now i don't want to break this friendship at any cost.Yes,Tiro doesn't work everytime with everyone but if it work then it is unbreakable💗😭to my two girlssss
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they heard stuff about me and assumed it was true and made up an excuse for unbanning everyone in my discord server and thats the biggest rule to break plus they never talked to me about it first... it made me so upset and I completely lost it and yelled at them and now they want nothing to do with me because im a "bad person" when they dont know my side because they wont tell me what shit has been said about me..... i just got out of some drama just to get put back into some........
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Literally me rn fml
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i was betrayed by my best friend but till now i didnt get that he was toxic until his real best friend came back and i was only replacing her for a bit...
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well, im gona atept to sleep, night 2 of this hell of trying to sleep
i infact could not :(
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My friend that i used to date made a group chat and invited a bunch of people I knew and when one of my friends tried to invite me he kicked me immediately and said I wasn’t really in the group anymore.. and no one told me about it until today.. and when I tried to confirm him about it, he got mad at me.. and we had a group of 4 people.. I didn’t want to start a conflict with the group so I just made an excuse why I was sad and just didn’t tell anyone about it.. I feel backstabbed ( lol.. this play list is 3 months old mb.)
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i dont have enogh trust because of my first friend, she said we would always be freinds then she just changed... ive never had a friend besides her... i was 4 at that time, im 19 now... she has broken me forever, i want to change... but i just cant, because i know deep down, it will hapen again... i just know it will...
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My favorite song in this playlist is my September
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@MemeZuk0
3 months ago
Pov: you don't have a best friend to betray you.
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