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00:00 JE TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS - PATRICK WATSON
2:38 WHERE IS MY LOVE - SYML (ACOUSTIC VERSION)
6:43 TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA
12:50 COLOR ME BLUE - AKANE
16:02 FOURTH OF JULY- SUFJAN STEVENS
20:41 QUIET RESOURCE - EVELYN STEIN 20:41
Views : 899,707
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jan 6, 2024 ^^
Rating : 4.968 (186/23,150 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-17T06:37:53.181501Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i just want to disappear entirely... silently..
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hey stranger, i love you
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"She was never mine, But losing her broke my heart."
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i can't even remember what his voice sounded like
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His face is fading away with time
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If anyone reads this you deserve to be here, I know it’s hard and you want to let go but keep trying please for everyone who loves and cares about you. Remember you are LOVED, by me, your family, friends, and Jesus❤
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To the person reading this. I know you're tired with all of this, but you should know. You did a good job. You are great. You deserve to be happy
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Only thing that keeps me alive is the hope that there must be something beautiful beyond this suffering. There has to be!
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To whoever reads this message, I wish you receive everything you want and everything you need. I wish you much love, health and success 🍀
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I love you whoever reading this
Love your little mistakes
Love your failures
Love how you kept going even on darkest nights
Love how you found light
Love how sensitive you are
Love how you overloving
Love the way you are
Love how fine your face and body is
Just Love you!❤️
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"He was Mine, But not only mine that's what hurts. "
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The last thing my best friend said to me 9 years ago was:
“I’ll see you again eventually.”
I didn’t really think anything of it, we always bid each other goodbye before heading separate ways for the day after school. Next day I was told he killed himself in his basement and I’ll never forget the scream I let out as a 12 year old child. Worst thing I’ve ever been told and I felt a lot of guilt. For many, MANY years, and sometimes if I’m being honest with you all, I still do feel some guilt. He was my best friend since 5 and we were like platonic soulmates. He would be turning 23 in May and I only hope he found peace and is happy in the great beyond, and I hope he is the first one waiting for me if I ever see him there.
Michael
05/17/01 — 06/13/14.
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Makes me feel like I'm listening to someone's playlist through the wall, and we're sharing in the heartache and melancholy together.
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You and I, always almost.
Again and again.
We were always on the verge of almost, never nothing, never something.
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My best friend passed away from cancer a month ago, today was his funeral. I was searching desperately for the right music and I couldn’t be more appreciative to find this one.
Sending love and healing to those who lost someone too soon 🤍🕊️🤍
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i wasnt good enough, 24 hours really can change your life
im sorry i wasnt enough, im sorry im too emotional, im sorry i cry too much, im sorry im too sad for you, im sorry that im annoying, im sorry that im not what you want, im sorry im stuck between letting you go and wanting you back, im sorry i want to go back to when it was all perfect when you still loved me and it came as easily as breathing, im sorry i couldnt make you choose me, im sorry that youll never hear this, im sorry i was bad at loving you, im sorry that i am me.
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Seeing all these people going thro sad or tragic losses makes you want to be more kind and more helpful to people just for the sake of not knowing who needs it.
People are amazing and full of emotions and love.
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What hurts the most is eaiting every night for them to come back even tho you know they wont my head keeps on telling me to just stop waiting because they wont come back anymore but my heart just wont let go. Sometimes you just dont find the same person in that person again.
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I wish things were different, I always remember those times I had with my boyfriend, he was such a sweet soul and always made sure I was okay. I’d wake up and go to bed with sweet texts, I adored him like he did to me. I moved away to another state but that didn’t stop me from talking to him and he would always call me. Until one night I didn’t receive a goodnight text like usual I knew something was wrong but I thought maybe he was just tired. The next day I get a call from his mother and was told he took his own life that night. If I could explain it better I would but I felt every string and fiber of my heart shatter and rip. I couldn’t breathe or focus at all like as if I dissociated to save myself from the reality of what happened. I attended to his funeral I begged god himself that maybe he would wake up. I felt so helpless and lost all hope after his burial. But it’s been a year since he’s been gone, I still cry and sit at his grave. I have a boyfriend now who cares deeply for me and treats me right. It almost hurts cause it’s like as if he’s still here with me cause this guy I’m now with is just as sweet as he was. I know he wouldn’t want me to grieve and stay stuck on him, he always told me that I should always do what makes me happy and for the best of things. It was hard trying to move on cause I felt guilty. I’ve learned to accept things will never change from that day on but I’ve learned and grown. I’m thankful for my current boyfriend I’m once feeling what I had missed again…
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@sharondsouza9793
1 month ago
"But why should I be sad? I lost someone who didn't love me but they lost someone who loved them"
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